He gently rubbed the scar with his fingertips, without any lust, only full of pity. Jiang Li looked sideways at him, and sure enough he saw his eyes filled with distress.
"Does it hurt?"
Jiang Li moved uncomfortably, "It's been so many years, and it doesn't hurt anymore."
"Let me see."
"don't want."
Jiang Li didn't want to refuse directly. She was a girl after all, and she still loved beauty. The scar was too ugly, and she didn't want Feng Siye to see it at all.
"Just one glance."
She took out Feng Siye's hand and whispered, "Ugly."
"It's not ugly, that's a medal."
"..."
The two looked at each other, neither one willing to compromise. After a while, it was Jiang Li who was defeated, "Just one look."
"good."
Feng Siye lifted the quilt, pushed up the hem of her pajamas, and then pulled down her pajamas, revealing a fair and tight waist.
but……
In sharp contrast to her fair waist, there was a sinuous and sinister scar on her lower abdomen from the navel down. The scar was so old that it had turned slightly white.
The skin on her lower abdomen is not as tight as on her waist.
It's probably because my belly stretched too much during pregnancy, so I left a series of shallow stretch marks. The lines are already very light, and you have to look carefully to see them clearly.
Feng Siye's hand trembled slightly.
Jiang Li talks boldly, but in fact she is very shy and passive when it comes to matters between men and women. She never lets him turn on the light when they are intimate.
So, he knew there was a wound on her lower abdomen, but this was the first time he saw it.
His trembling fingertips landed on the scar.
"Did it hurt at the time?"
"It really doesn't hurt." Jiang Li wanted to reach out to block it, but Feng Siye held her wrist down. She said helplessly, "Caesarean section was done with anesthesia, so I didn't feel any pain at all."
"What happened afterwards?"
Afterwards, she suffered a massive hemorrhage and was sent to the rescue. She basically spent the next half month in a coma. During that time, she was in a daze and slept most of the time. Sometimes she would have some messy nightmares when she fell asleep.
, the whole person was confused.
Moreover, she swollen too much during pregnancy and had a lot of fat on her abdomen. Because she was in a coma, she did not take good postpartum care, which caused the fat in the wound to liquefy, so the scar on her abdomen became hyperplastic and felt uneven.
Sometimes when she looks in the mirror after taking a shower, she thinks the scar is ugly.
Jiang Li pushed his hand away, "It didn't hurt much afterward."
"Liar."
"..."
"Wen Lingfeng said that cesarean section scars are usually horizontal, so why are yours vertical?"
"The situation was relatively dangerous at that time. The doctor said that there was no limit to the extension of the vertical incision, and the vertical incision exposed a better field of view during the operation than the transverse incision. It could extensively explore the condition of the three little animals, so I chose the vertical incision."
Jiang Li was lying down and couldn't see Feng Siye's expression clearly, but she could feel his gaze on her lower abdomen. Jiang Li covered her lower abdomen, "It just doesn't look good, and I can't wear navel-baring clothes in the future."
"Do you want the scar removed?"
"..."
Jiang Li covered his face harder, "You think it's ugly too, right?"
"No, I just don't want you to mind."
"Liar, you just hate it."
"..."
Feng Siye proved that he didn't dislike it with his actual actions. He pulled her hand away, leaned over and kissed the scar. This kiss had no lust at all, like a devout believer, his movements were gentle and sacred.
His breath sprayed on her skin, causing Jiang Li to shiver.
"Ginger ginger."
"Um?"
"I've always owed you a thank you, thank you."
"Thank you for what?"
"Thank you for choosing to keep these three little ones."
"..."
Jiang Li was silent.
She is actually not that great.
When she found out she was pregnant, her first reaction was to have an abortion. The doctor told her that her uterine wall was naturally much thinner than others, and if she had an abortion, she would probably never be able to be a mother for the rest of her life.
She didn't want to regret it in the future, and because she was pregnant with triplets, she really couldn't bear to have an abortion, so she kept them.
"I regretted it..."
When she went to Country H, she couldn't get plastic surgery right away because of her disfigured face, and was stared at by too many people with strange looks... And because she was pregnant, she couldn't find a job, so she had to be washed in a restaurant.
When she was putting dishes on the plate...and when she had been busy at work all day, and her calves cramped wildly at night, and she was in so much pain that she couldn't sleep and cried bitterly...
She regretted it.
She even went to the hospital to consult about abortion, but she gave up because the fetus was already over three months old at the time and medical abortion could not be performed. The only option was to induce labor, which was dangerous.
"I know."
"You don't blame me?"
"Why do you blame me? The children are in your belly, and you have the right to decide whether they should stay or go. Even if you really choose not to want them, I can understand. It's not that easy for a single mother."
Back then, when he didn't have to worry about money, he and Jiuci took care of Xiaohan, and they had servants to help them. They were still in a hurry every day. Not to mention that Jiang Li had no financial resources at that time and had to take care of two children by himself.
"..."
Feng Siye lay back and hugged her, pressing a gentle kiss on her cheek, "It's because I know how difficult it is that I'm even more grateful. No matter what, you chose to keep them."
Jiang Li's eye circles were a little red.
She silently hugged Feng Siye back and said with a nasal voice, "Feng Siye, I find that you are becoming more and more good at talking about love now."
"..."
These are not love words, they are all truth.
"Do you like hearing it?"
Jiang Li was not pretentious at all and immediately said, "I like it."
"Then I will tell you often in the future." After a pause, he added, "I will tell you only in this life."
"..."
This man is so good at flirting.
This night.
Rarely without passion, but full of warmth.
The two hugged each other and fell asleep. Jiang Li nestled in Feng Siye's arms and soon fell asleep, but Feng Siye had some insomnia.
There is a certain tenacity in Jiang Li.
The things she encountered, any one of them would be a devastating blow to others. But she has experienced so many bad things, but she can still face the difficulties and live a beautiful life with strength.
Raising two children so well.
In addition to being distressed, he also felt deep admiration in his heart.
The more Feng Si thought about it at night, the more he couldn't sleep.
He couldn't change what happened in the past, but no one would want to bully her in the future.
Not anyone!
Feng Siye grabbed his cell phone and made an international long distance call.
The call was quickly connected, and Feng Hao's joking voice came, "It's midnight in China right now. If you don't sleep with your wife in your arms at midnight, why are you calling me?"
Feng Siye's voice was slightly cold, "It's been more than a month!"
Feng Hao muttered in a low voice, "It's not more than a few days, and I'm busy with work here, not eating, drinking or having fun."
"I've booked a flight for you tomorrow!"
"I……"
Feng Siye interrupted him, "If you don't come back tomorrow, you won't have to come back in your life."