When Ouyang Liang heard this, he looked at Tian Ning in surprise: "How could this happen?"
"When I first found out about it, I had the same reaction as you. We are college classmates. We are both studying medicine. His family background is very good, he is enthusiastic and has a good heart. In fact, the conditions at my family are very bad.
, Even the money for college was raised with relatives. My parents actually didn’t want me to go to college. I forced them to die, so they had no choice but to let me go to college." Tian Ning said, with red eyes.
Ouyang Liang handed over the tissue: "I didn't expect you to have such an experience."
"Thank you!" Tian Ning took the tissue and wiped her tears: "I started work-study after entering college. I have always felt that I was very lucky. I found several part-time jobs and the salary was very high. But I didn't know
The thing is, in fact, those people were willing to hire me because of him. The salary of those jobs was not that high at all, and he had been subsidizing me. It turned out that he once heard me calling my family and heard me arguing with them.
, knew about my situation, so they silently supported me."
"I'm very surprised, how could such a good person turn into a perverted murderer?"
"Because he doesn't lift!"
"What?" This is the first time Ouyang Liang heard that he became a perverted murderer because of his inaction.
"Actually, he was very good at first. We always had a tacit understanding and he could satisfy me. But later he developed this kind of problem. It was an organic disease and it was very serious. You can't even imagine that he hugged me so many times.
He hugged me like that all night. I told him that everything would be fine. However, I never dreamed that things would go to the other extreme."
"Is there any connection between the two?"
"I don't understand either, but later the police said that it was probably for this reason that he repeatedly committed crimes. The method was very cruel. He always used an awl to drive into the heads of the girls. The psychologist said that he used this method.
Catharsis.”
"I've seen a movie before, and it seemed like this. I think I understand!"
"After his case happened, I switched departments. I wanted to use my own way to help those with sexual disorders. In fact, there are many men who have various problems. Some are due to high work pressure, and some are
It was because of hands, some were due to indulgence, and some were congenital. I once saw a boy who was arrested by the police. The police said that he participated in rape. After I learned about this matter, I came forward to prove it.
"My parents once brought the boy to see me. It was impossible for the boy to participate in the rape. According to my diagnosis report, the boy was exempted from prosecution. I feel that I have done a good thing."
"Would the police believe this?"
"This is all thanks to my tutor. He is an expert in this field, and one of his research topics is about this aspect."
"That boy's family should be very grateful to you!"
Tian Ning smiled bitterly and shook his head: "The boy committed suicide later."
"Ah! How could this happen?"
"Because I testified, this matter spread. When he walked on the street, others pointed at him. In fact, he always knew that he was abnormal in that aspect. He didn't even have morning erections since he was a child. He was very
He had low self-esteem and great mental pressure. A week after he was acquitted, he jumped off the balcony of his home. Sometimes I don’t know if I am saving people or harming them? I made him innocent, but I couldn’t
Healing him, this helplessness is just like the same with my boyfriend."
"You are great. It's not your fault. To be honest, before I went to the hospital, I was actually very panicked. I was afraid that I would be like this for the rest of my life. Then my life would be meaningless! So I am totally okay with that boy's death.
Understand, I have at least had that experience, and he never became a real man until his death."
"Look at me, when talking about such a heavy topic, you should be more optimistic. I believe you will be fine." Tian Ning comforted Ouyang Liang softly.
"I also believe that I will be fine because I met a kind-hearted doctor. In fact, to be honest, I am not a good person, not even a good man. I used to live a life of debauchery, and I feel
My life is meaningless. I am obviously my father's biological son, but my father only loves my brother. I am unwilling to accept it. I want to know why? I work hard, but my father turns a blind eye. I give up on myself and even let myself go through
I entered into a contract marriage. Do you think I’m quite pathetic?”
"No, on the contrary, I think you are a very honest person. At least I have a good impression of you now."
"That's because in front of you, in front of others, even in front of my father, I live with a mask on. The meaning of my life is to please my father and hope to be respected by my father. But I have never lived for myself, okay?
To exaggerate, I don’t even understand what love is.”
"Actually, these words in my heart have never been said to anyone else. You are my first audience."
"Then I am very lucky. Thank you for sharing your story with me."
"I should thank you too!" Tian Ning said, putting his hand on Ouyang Liang's thigh, "You helped me untie a knot in my heart."
"What?" Ouyang Liang lowered his head and looked at Tian Ning's hand. Damn, there was a reaction. Although it was very weak, I believe that if Tian Ning goes further, the reaction will be stronger.
"In this world, there are always people who are more unfortunate than us. We are much happier than them. When we encounter setbacks, we should face them positively."
"This is a bit like chicken soup." Ouyang Liang forced a smile, his eyes kept staring at Tian Ning's hand, and Tian Ning's hand actually moved up.
"In the face of this cold world, wouldn't it be better to have more chicken soup? The world I yearn for should be the kind of world where you help me and I help you." Tian Ning looked down at Ouyang Liang intentionally or unintentionally.
"Having said that, the world I see is more ugly, sinful, and bloody wealth. This is a world where people eat people, and people help others. It's too idealistic."
"There are no absolutes in anything. Am I not helping you?"
"Oh, no!" Ouyang Liang reached out to hold Tian Ning's hand.
"Don't move around, enjoy it, and drive your car." Tian Ning smiled: "That's what I said! You'll be fine, don't scare yourself."
"This is all your credit." Ouyang Liang looked excited, and his previous worries were swept away. He looked at Tian Ning aside. It seemed that there was an unexpected harvest today!
Tian Ning slowly approached Ouyang Liang while he was waiting at the red light: "Go to my place tonight."