To be honest, after seeing Tohsaka Rin hugging Matou Sakura and starting to apologize, and the latter's eyes without highlights suddenly showed panic, panic and other emotions, Lin Ling suddenly realized that she had made a mistake.
He ignored how sensitive Matou Sakura was to some things, and how special some people were to Matou Sakura. Under the dark light, he only thought about how to rescue Matou Sakura from the devil's cave.
And the reason why I talk about pills is because Lin Ling, who finally thought of something, knows very well that Rin Tosaka's behavior of holding Matou Sakura in his arms and apologizing will most likely not only fail to comfort Matou Sakura, but may also cause harm.
opposite effect.
After all, for Matou Sakura, Tohsaka Rin is the most special existence, making her both admired and jealous.
The longing is for the beauty and generosity of Tohsaka Rin, the longing for her to live a free life, the longing for her to be liked by everyone around her, and the longing for her purity.
Jealousy, this is because they are obviously sisters, but as the younger sister, she was sent to the Matou family, suffered more than ten years of torture, and was hated by everyone in her life.
Matou Sakura is undoubtedly a kind person, gentle and beautiful, so in her previous life she was liked and loved by many people. And she is undoubtedly a very tragic character, because although he was kind-hearted,
He treats the world, but is treated with malice by the world.
This kind of Matou Sakura has actually been numb and twisted inside for a long time, so in the game's Rin line, she will even reconcile with Matou Shinji.
Because for Matou Sakura, even if Matou Shinji abused her like that and even violated him, there were still few people who were gentle to her.
It can be said that Matou Sakura is really a very humble existence, and she really doesn't ask for much. Even a little bit of tenderness will be missed by her.
And such a humble Matou Sakura does not actually need Tohsaka Rin's apology. Even...such a Matou Sakura does not allow the fact that she was violated to be known by Tohsaka Rin or even Emiya Shirou.
This point can be seen by referring to the hf line. In that line, the second master did not threaten Matou Sakura to tell Shirou Emiya about this, which caused Matou Sakura to lose control of her emotions and was killed.
So... if Matou Sakura knew that they knew everything at this moment, then Matou Sakura would lose control of her emotions and go berserk, or the other party would collapse directly.
Damn it! He actually made such a stupid mistake. Did he really lose his head while studying magic?
Lin Ling couldn't help but cursed herself in her heart, but she immediately used the wind as a medium and said in the ears of everyone except Matou Sakura: "Everyone, I just thought about it, a girl like Matou Sakura must not
I hope that everyone will know about being bullied, so we'd better pretend not to know about it later... Pretend that we only know about Matou Sakura's body being modified by insects, and don't know about the sealing insects.
It's a disgusting side effect. As for Matou Shinji, we can deal with it later, otherwise I'm afraid it will cause secondary trauma to Matou Sakura."
Hearing this, Tosaka Rin, who was hugging Matou Sakura and apologizing guiltily, was stunned for a moment, and then her face turned pale. Because she also reacted, as if a girl who had been fucked would be punished if someone said this.
Just like the second injury, Matou Sakura definitely doesn't want others to know that she was defiled by Matou Shinji.
When she thought of this, she was suddenly pushed slightly by Matou Sakura. The other party didn't use any force, but only caused the two people who were originally hugging each other to separate.
Tohsaka Rin looked up and saw Matou Sakura staring at her, "Tohsaka-senpai...why are you apologizing to me?" There was confusion, panic, fear, and some expectation in her eyes.
She was looking forward to it... looking forward to things not being what she thought...
She doesn't want... doesn't want... those things...
Being known by the sister and seniors in front of me...
She is so unclean and disgusting.
"I..." Tohsaka Rin suddenly felt that his throat was a little dry. He could not stop apologizing just now. He had thousands of words, countless guarantees, and countless promises that he wanted to say to the person in front of him, but now
Looking at Matou Sakura's broken eyes, Tohsaka Rin felt so distressed that he could not speak. He opened his mouth and could only say the word "I" and could not say another word.
"She's very sad because of your sister... She's very sad that she didn't stop your father from sending you to the Matou family, so that you could become Matou Zangyan's weapon in the war for the Holy Grail." At this point, Lin Ling could only do
He came to the rescue. He gently pushed away Tosaka Rin and came to Matou Sakura. In Matou Sakura's stunned eyes, he reached out and rubbed her hair, and said: "It's very hard, staying in a completely unfamiliar place."
Love your home..." The gentle light on the palms has the power to heal people's hearts.
Well, let’s do manual healing first.
Matou Sakura stared blankly at the person in front of her. She obviously didn't know him at all, but at this moment she felt her restless heart calm down inexplicably. All the pain seemed to disappear at this moment, and the rest
It was the peace that made her crave.
Matou Sakura pursed her lips. After being comforted by Lin Ling's hand, she finally did not go into a rage. She just looked at Tohsaka Rin and asked: "Senior...do you know about my participation in the Holy Grail War?"
Tohsaka Rin, who had no idea what to say now to appease the girl in front of him, could only nod silently.
Seeing this, Ma Tongying also fell silent, but felt relieved in her heart.
If only I knew this...
"So, is this why Senior Sister met me today...?" Matou Sakura then asked.
"No...I..." Before Tosaka Rin could think of what to say, Lin Ling had already spoken, "Your sister is looking for you today for this matter...but besides that, the reason why we met
I came to you because we heard something." Although she knew that the next words might irritate Matou Sakura, but considering that she would have to say it sooner or later, Lin Ling decided to say it - in a tactful way.
.
Of course, if this really irritated Matou Sakura again, he would have no choice but to heal it manually again.
"What's the matter?" Matou Sakura asked, with unmistakable nervousness on her face, and her fingers couldn't help but scratch the hairband on her head.
"It's like this. We learned some things about the Fourth War... We know that the Matou family seems to have the habit of using insect magic to transform the body of the candidate master to enhance the magic power." Lin Ling said half-nonsense.
While Sakura's face turned pale, she reached out and rubbed her head again, saying: "Although we don't know exactly what kind of transformation was carried out... but it must be very painful, that kind of transformation. I can see that your body
How bad is your condition...Those bugs are eroding your magic power, is this the price of transformation?"
Don't they...don't know the characteristics of the imprinting bug?
Hearing this, Matou Sakura really felt like her heart dropped to the ground. Although it was equally bad to be discovered that her body had been modified by insects, at least... the worse thing had not been discovered yet.
Matou Sakura, who had been humbled to a certain extent, tried to show a smile and said: "The pain... is gone... and... it has passed..."
Yes, it has passed...
Because she has long been used to it.
Once you get used to it, you won't feel the pain anymore.