"Do you know how I have survived these past few months? Every minute and every second, I am afraid that you will never come back, but I know that you will come back." Beichen Yan gritted his teeth.
He bit it tightly and smelled the sweet smell of blood in his mouth, "I simply can't control myself from thinking about it."
Such quarrels and conflicts really drove him crazy!
At this point, Ling Xiyue couldn't bear to blame the man any more.
This was all caused by her. It was her failure to do a good job that led to his knot and misunderstanding.
Thinking of this, Ling Xiyue's heart calmed down little by little, and she became clearer about those things.
She stretched out her hand, held the man's cheek down, looked into his uneasy dark red ice eyes, and said word by word with utmost seriousness, "Yan, listen to me, I don't know what your definition of being tempted is, or
What kind of deviation does the heart refer to? But I tell you clearly that I, Ling Xiyue, have absolutely no feelings for Nalan Xueyi. In my heart, there is only one person from beginning to end, and that is you, Beichen.
Yan, it’s full, there’s no room for anything else.”
The girl's voice was resolute.
Bei Chenyan's dark red pupils dilated slightly as he stared at the girl's opening and closing red lips. His whole figure seemed to be frozen in place, motionless, but the subtle blood streaks at the corners of his eyes were gradually fading away.
Ling Xiyue lowered her eyelashes, "As for Xue Yi... you are right, he is indeed different from Yun Lang."
Bei Chenyan's heart felt suffocated again, and he almost didn't dare to stop, for fear of hearing something he couldn't accept.
"My relationship with Yun Lang began with calculations and conspiracy, mixed with scheming the world. We are friends, brothers, and enemies at the same time. I can have wine and talk with him, or I can fight him with swords. Although I don't want to, my position remains here.
." Ling Xiyue said slowly.
She respects Tantai Yunlang's love for him as a joke, no matter how true or false it is, because it has nothing to do with her.
But after several life-and-death encounters, she believed that something was always true.
Therefore, in her heart, no matter how hostile she is, she always retains such sincerity.
"But Xueyi..." Ling Xiyue paused and thought about her inner thoughts seriously. She didn't want to rely on deception to get over it. If she wanted to say it, she would be honest with her, "I treat him as a doctor."
There is sympathy, appreciation, and gratitude for each other.”
Bei Chenyan looked at the girl in front of him and secretly tightened his fingers.
Ling Xiyue also looked at him, her eyes fixed, "As for the trust you mentioned, I don't know how to describe it. I do trust him very much."
It's not that she has no heart, even if Nalan Xueyi didn't say anything, she could always feel something. But once her heart was given to Yan, she could no longer tolerate anyone else.
Ling Xiyue thought for a while, "Maybe this is not called trust, but understanding. I can see that a person with his temperament really has no desires and desires, and is as indifferent as a god. What reason would he have to harm a Su?
A stranger?"
Beichen Yan's thin lips closed lightly, and his teeth gradually loosened.
"No matter what, this kind of trust has nothing to do with the relationship between men and women." Ling Xiyue looked into Bei Chenyan's eyes calmly and told him with certainty, "If I have to describe it, my feelings for him may be the same as those of my uncle.
Kind of like, like an older brother you can rely on." xdw8
Yes, that's right, it seems like it is.
Speaking of this, Ling Xiyue herself suddenly became enlightened.
She grabbed Bei Chenyan's hand and put it on her heart, "If something happens to Nalan Xueyi, I will go all out to help him. If he dies, I will be sad, sad, regretful, and regretful. But if it were you,
I will be heartbroken, collapsed, desperate, wishing to destroy the world and be buried with you. I will go from poverty to poverty. No matter where you go, I will be here to accompany you. This is what makes the difference."
Bei Chenyan's fingertips trembled, his turbulent heart returned to its original position, and he held her delicate hand tightly with his backhand, "Xiyue!"
Who said this little guy can't talk about love? Who said this little guy didn't understand love before?
How could she pull him back from the brink of death with just a few words? With just a move of her lips, she could make him give up all his evil thoughts of destroying everything, filling his heart with everything she could.
!
How did she do it?
"Yan." Ling Xiyue smiled. Under the moonlight, the beauty was breathtaking. She shook her head, "There is no what if, I met you first. This is fate. It's just you and me, no one else. No matter who I meet, I will always be there."
Come to you."
The blazing fire in Beichen Yan's eyes seemed to set the girl in front of him on fire.
"Also, why do you always feel that you forced me to stay in the first place?" Ling Xiyue was both funny and angry, "It's been so long, don't you still understand my temperament? If I don't want to,
No one can force me."
To put it bluntly, from beginning to end, she was willing in her heart.
The reason for her previous resistance was just because she didn't like his bandit-like behavior of robbing people, and because she was competing with him. She, a bandit who always offended others, couldn't afford to lose, could she?
Bei Chenyan looked at the girl with a cunning smile in front of him. The blood in his eyes dissipated completely. The ice blue eyes shone brightly. The dark clouds faded away and he saw the deep sea of stars again.
He was so blinded by jealousy that he didn't think about anything else. What the hell did he just say?
In fact, this matter cannot be blamed on Bei Chenyan. He did not cause trouble out of nothing, but had traces to follow.
It's just that the love is too deep, so every time it is torn apart, it hurts the muscles and bones.
"I've already said this, do you want to ask anything else?" Ling Xiyue looked at the man's stupid look and gave him a sideways look, "Just this once, if you dare to eat and fly again?"
Jealousy, doubt me, say some inexplicable words to make me angry, I will make you look good!"
This jealousy really scared her to death.
If it happened again, she really doubted whether she could bear it.
"Yes, yes, yes." Bei Chenyan finally returned to normal. He spread out his strong and strong arms and locked Ling Xiyue tightly in his arms, "I don't dare to do it anymore, Xiyue, I'm sorry, I shouldn't question you because of my random thoughts,
Getting angry with you."
Beichenyan's chin rested against the green hair on top of the girl's head, as if caressing her like a pair of treasures.
Even if Xiyue is attracted to Nalan Xueyi, so what, it's just a little bit of attraction, won't Xiyue still come back to him?
That little bit of insignificant affection cannot be compared with Xi Yue's feelings for him. For that little deviation, he will use his own actions to bring her back. He shouldn't have a random fight with Xi Yue just because of this.
A temper.
He is so stupid!
If there is a quarrel with Xi Yue because of this matter, wouldn't that give others an opportunity to take advantage of her?
This is the person he loves most, and the person who goes through life and death for him, risking everything.
He is such a bastard, how could he treat her like this?
"It's good that you know." Ling Xiyue punched him.
In fact, it is not terrible if there are misunderstandings and frictions between two people. After all, they are two independent people. No one can guess the other's thoughts all the time. The terrible thing is to hold back and not communicate.
Once you let it out and make sense, everything will be fine.
"Yes, yes, it's my fault, I was wrong, Yue'er, I'm sorry, I didn't expect that I would do such a despicable thing when I lost my mind..." Bei Chenyan hugged the girl in his arms tightly, lovingly,
"But I just can't control myself. I want to grab something to make myself feel at ease..."
Originally, she admitted her mistake well, but the more Ling Xiyue listened, the more she felt something was wrong, "Stop, stop, stop."
She pushed his chest away and popped her head out of the man's arms, "Yan, what are you talking about?"
Ling Xiyue looked confused. Why couldn't she understand?
Why is it even mentioned as despicable?
"I...just..." Bei Chenyan glanced towards the waterfall, and his fingertips followed the girl's blood-stained mouth to the bruises on her neck, "I was really angry and fainted, that's why I was like this
Reckless, I always wanted to stay on the wedding night..."
But he was panicked. He wanted to grab something to tell himself that this person was his, but he couldn't control himself.
He almost forced Xiyue to deal with his loss of control.
Looking back now, how could he not be despicable?
"Stop!" Ling Xiyue interrupted him. It was nothing before, but now she was really angry at this man. "Yan, what are you thinking about? Yes, I just said that
What's coming?"
"What?" Bei Chenyan was a little confused now.
Ling Xiyue was really about to cry. She raised her foot and stepped hard on Beichenyan's instep.
Beichen Yan frowned secretly, feeling pain but not daring to say a word. Ling Xiyue stared at his weak look and almost shouted at the top of her voice, "If I don't want to, you can still