Rong Pei stood like that outside the house for a long, long time.
Her face, which has gone through the wind and frost and is no longer as matchless as the elf of the past, is full of self-deprecating smiles. Her dark eyes stare out, through the darkness of the wind and snow, looking towards the unknown distance, and her tears gradually blur.
caught her sight.
I seem to have seen him and her at that time...
Rong Pei ignored the cold tears on her cheeks and let them fall freely.
Finally, she shook her head, walked out slowly, walked step by step into the wind and snow, and disappeared outside the house where the warm light fell.
The wind and snow howled outside, and inside, the flickering core of the oil lamp released a warm yellow light, filling the small room.
But no matter how it burned, it still couldn't warm the cold figure of the man in snow who was sitting beside the bed. The long black hair shawl was like a suffocating night charm, tightly wrapped around his body.
Nalan Xueyi gently held the woman's hand and looked at her sleeping.
The man suddenly smiled, his eyes were extremely desolate, "It's all love and affection. It never lasts forever. There are many fears in this life. Life is in danger of morning dew. From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear. If you are separated from the one you love, there is no worry.
There is no fear."
Word by word, slowly came out from those two thin cherry-red lips.
The man lowered his eyebrows, as if he was talking to the woman on the bed, but at the same time, he seemed to be saying to himself, "Yue'er, I always didn't understand what these words meant before, and I couldn't help laughing, but now, I understand.
Already."
He spoke softly and slowly, his hoarse voice trembling slightly, as if someone was holding his throat.
The smile that suddenly appeared on the man's peerless face was almost tragic, "But I didn't expect that it would be so painful to understand it. If I had known this earlier, I would rather not know, if I didn't understand, would I be worry-free and fear-free?"
"
No, if it happened again, he would still understand and be willing to understand.
For this person, he was willing to bear this pain. He was not afraid of the cold darkness of eternity. The only thing he was afraid of was that the time he spent with her was too short. It was so short that he had not come back to his senses, but he had already passed it.
lifetime.
Nalan Xueyi looked at the sleeping face of the woman on the bed, restrained all the struggle in her eyes, settled bit by bit, and forced herself to make up her mind.
In this way, little by little, he was pushed to the edge of the cliff until there was no way back.
Every breath he took felt like the tip of a knife piercing his heart.
What does it mean to feel like a knife piercing the heart...that's about it.
"But Yue'er, I need time. Can you give me a little more time? It won't be long. Really, I will never lie to you again..." Nalan Xueyi looked at her and smiled slowly, with a gentle voice, as if she was afraid of being scared.
When it came to her, she said, "It won't be much, it will be fine in a few days."
"I know you don't want to wait anymore, because he is waiting for you. Forgive me for wanting to be selfish again. Did I say that I will take you to the top of the snowy area to see the most beautiful sea of clouds and sunset? Can you also allow me?
This is a wish.”
Just let him be selfish one last time.
Is it good?
Nalan Xueyi's eyes were fixed on the woman on the bed. He knew clearly that she would not respond to him, but he still asked repeatedly. He knew clearly that he would never get a reply, but he still had hope in his heart.
He also knows that whether that person is present or not, her choice will always be that person.
"You can't refuse." Nalan Xueyi smiled lightly. This time, the smile was a little ridiculing, "Do you still remember that when you first escaped from King Island, in the water, you promised
"Allow me to do something."
The woman's eyes were lightly closed on the bed, and her eyelashes were blown slightly by the wind coming from nowhere.
But she still fell asleep quietly, without any response to the man's words.
But some things, no matter how long it has passed, the picture is still clear.
…
That day, in the secret realm of Shuiyue on Wangdao.xdw8
She looked at him, her voice was clear, and the promise of a gentleman was still ringing in her ears, "If one day, you need me, just say one word, and I will go through fire and water without saying a word!"
The man smiled "ha", flicked his long sleeves, and the ice and snow melted on his peerless face.
Before I realized it, his brows and eyes were already as gentle and affectionate as they are today, "There is no need for you to go through fire and water. Everything I do is what I want. But if you really want to thank me, can you just promise me something?"
"What?" She looked at him.
The man lowered his eyes, thought about it for a moment, then raised his head, as if jokingly, "I haven't thought about it yet, I owe you for now."
…
Nalan Xueyi's eyes were so blurry that he could barely see the face of the woman in front of him. He said slowly, "By the way, you don't remember it anymore, but what you said cannot be denied. Now, I,
I’ve thought about it too.”
He said: "This wish is what I want."
He wanted her to accompany him, stand beside him, and watch the sunset on the top of the snowy land and above the sea of clouds.
Then in the days to come, even if she has left, when he stands alone on the top of the sea of clouds, he will not feel helpless.