Although he has completely isolated himself and is afraid of being hurt again, deep down in his heart, he is longing for an outlet, a warm companionship, and someone who can express his heart.
But he also knew clearly that the person he wanted to hug tightly would never come back to him.
In this way, the despair is deeper.
Endless ignorance...
Not to mention such a heart-wrenching confession, even on weekdays, Nalan Xueyi didn't speak much. If something happened, he would only say a few words. For such an indifferent and reserved person, he would be so fragile that he would shout
Mother, if he hurts, it must be extremely painful.
He was alone and finally couldn't bear it anymore.
"Mother is here, and I am here." Nalan Ronghua's beautiful eyes quenched tears. In this silent night, the drops fell silently. She felt extremely distressed. She held her son's shoulders tightly with her jade hands, trying her best to give him even a little bit.
The support helped him tide over the difficulties.
At this moment, Nalan Ronghua said nothing more, only stayed with his son quietly, and responded briefly: She is here.
From the moment she saw this child huddled in a cold, dark corner amidst a mountain of corpses and a sea of blood, from the moment she held his hand and brought him back, she had regarded him as her own.
biological child.
Over the years, she devoted all her efforts to teaching this child, and he also loved and respected her, and his relationship was no worse than that of a biological mother and child.
But even so, she could never break the cold shackles in his heart, but she also knew that his cold appearance was just a disguise of strength.
Because I don’t want to bear the loss anymore, I deliberately ignore the warmth of this world.
Her poor child, the only time she mustered up the courage to open her heart wholeheartedly and love someone without reservation, was still fooled by fate in the end and could not avoid the fate of a lonely life.
However, anyone can blame him and abandon him, but she cannot.
She is his mother. In her eyes, he is just a child who did something wrong.
He just used the wrong method and went astray. He just... didn't know how to love someone properly.
It was her dereliction of duty, her failure to teach him the simplest yet most difficult truth in the world, her failure to reach out to help him when he was hesitant and unable to make a decision, that led to today's mistake.
Nalan Xueyi lowered her head and buried her messy face between her knees.
The flying snow was crazy, the shadows were dim, no one could see it, and the watermarks smeared the long-dried blood on his snow-white clothes, just like the red plum blossoms blooming in the cold wind in the corner.
The beautiful bloodthirsty blooms in the most silent and lonely place.
"Sins arise from the heart and are repented from the heart. If the heart dies, the sins will also die. When the heart dies and the sins are annihilated, both will be in vain. This is called true repentance. Let go of greed, anger and obsession, and everything will be the same..." Nalan Ronghua said softly.
He murmured, "Every experience is a gift, Xueyi, don't run away, face it."
Some things must be experienced personally in order to fully understand them.
Snow clothes are like this.
She...is the same.
"As long as you are willing to look back and let go, it's never too late..." The woman's faint voice was like the sound of Buddha, rising and falling gently, like the falling snow outside the palace, spreading in the dark night and spiraling up to the stars.
It's never too late...
The snow was falling indiscriminately, and it was already a dark night with heavy ink.
In that cave, the wood in the fire was almost burned to the bottom, with only a few sparks jumping. However, in this small world, the temperature did not subside at all. Instead, it became increasingly warmer, which should be said to be scorching hot.
The spring light is lingering, and the room is full of passion.
Reunited after a long absence, a hearty love affair.
Ling Xiyue fell tiredly into the man's arms, her soaked hair clinging to her porcelain white cheek.
The man's exposed arms surrounding him were all covered with dense red marks, as if they had been scratched by the claws of small animals, with alternating dark and light marks. It is not difficult to imagine that the body covered by the clothes was probably also covered with these marks.
General.
"Are you satisfied now?" The man's hoarse and low voice, with a smile, came lazily from above his head.
Ling Xiyue was speechless, rolling her eyes and looking up, "What do you mean I'm satisfied?" She hummed, "It's like I did something to you."
"Isn't it?" Bei Chenyan raised his "scarred" arm in front of her eyes. The naked evidence was placed in front of her eyes. His thin lips, as red as fire, curved teasingly, "If you do this again, my life will be at stake."
.”
Ling Xiyue vomited blood!
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Although, even though it was indeed her initiative, he was clearly acting like a beast, so she would fight back, okay?
Looking at Bei Chenyan's well-fed and smiling face, Ling Xiyue wanted to rush forward and put some marks on his face, but she was so shaken that she couldn't muster any strength.
.
I can only give him a hard look and give up.
The most important thing is that she feels guilty. She was the one who started this "gunfire".
Now that she had calmed down, Ling Xiyue realized belatedly how embarrassing she had just been.
Like a baby, she cried until she was out of breath, but actually, she actually... Ahem, she really didn't mean it, she is such a thirsty person?
She just wanted to make sure that the person in front of her was really real and that she was not dreaming.
But now, the pain in her body clearly reminded her that it couldn't be real anymore!
"What are you thinking about again? You are thinking so seriously." Looking at the various colors in Ling Xi's moon eyes, overlapping and changing, Bei Chenyan couldn't help but chuckle again, and tapped the tip of her nose dripping with sweat with his fingertips.
, "But I have to reflect on it..."
Ling Xiyue vomited blood again in her heart and glanced sideways at him.
Could it be that in his eyes, that was all she had left in her mind?
But no matter how much she argued about this matter, she still couldn't win against him. Ling Xiyue stopped talking, cleared her throat, and changed the subject.
But her expression also condensed slightly, "Yan, can you tell me what happened? When your life was hanging by a thread, Lord Tianji took you back to the snowy land and sealed you on the cliff.
, after Luoya was attacked by the ghost clan, someone saw you being..."
Burned to ashes, no bones remain.
Ling Xiyue's shoulders were slightly shaken, these words were stuck in her throat and she couldn't say them out.
When I heard the news, the overwhelming feeling of despair swept over me again, and I was still frightened.
Bei Chenyan seemed to be aware of the fear of the woman in his arms. He held her arms and slowly and gently closed them, silently giving her support and strength.
Ling Xiyue felt it, her heartbeat stabilized, she smiled, and looked at the man who really existed in front of her, "But how did you become the young master of the ghost clan? We have such a big hatred against the ghost clan, and the people of the ghost clan
How could I go to such great lengths to save you?"
She couldn't figure it out, she couldn't figure it out at all.
Ling Xiyue also immediately made the same guess as Venerable Kaiyang, "Could it be that you are really a member of the ghost clan?"