Chapter 821: Although I don't love it, I can't hate it
The most difficult thing for Ling Xiyue to accept was that the person who slapped her was the person she trusted wholeheartedly!
Didn't Xue Yi ever think about what if she really agreed to this marriage out of guilt and responsibility, and actually married him, but then regained her memory and thought of Yan, how painful it would be for her at that time?
How to handle yourself?
Where should the three of them go?
Fortunately, fortunately, it's still too late, it's not too late.
The smile on Ling Xiyue's lips was bitter, she raised her eyes and met Bei Chenyan's deep dark pupils, "But Yan, if you let me choose again, I will still protect Xue Yi. I can't let you kill him.
Right..."
"Xiyue, there's no need to say anything." Bei Chenyan stopped her and said in a low voice, "I understand, I understand everything."
"Do you really understand?"
Ling Xiyue stared at the man closely.
Does he really understand her? Isn't he just trying to avoid quarreling with her and just brushing it off?
She still remembered that the last time he had an unprecedented big quarrel with her because she left with Xue Yi. It was so fierce at the time, but it was still before her eyes now. She didn't want to have any quarrel with Yan because of anyone else.
That's why she wanted to explain it clearly and without reservation.
Bei Chenyan put his big palm against the soft hair on her temples, stroked it gently, and smiled with three words, "Silly girl."
After so much life and death, separation and death, how could he still doubt her? Let alone ask her if she had feelings for Nalan Xueyi, such a ridiculously stupid question.
Yes, he used to mind it, so much that it drove him crazy!
He minded her unreserved trust in Nalan Xueyi. He was afraid that she would be tempted by Nalan Xueyi, and even doubted that if the person she wanted to meet was Nalan Xueyi, the one she fell in love with.
Could it be that it's not him?
Now, none of this matters.
The important thing is that she is by his side well.
But surprisingly, he got the answer to his doubts by accident.
Regardless of whether there is Nalan Xueyi or not, no matter who she meets, she is his Xiyue, and she will become the Xiyue who will risk everything for him, whether he is Xuan Ye or Beichenyan.
His little guy is such a person who has a clear distinction between love and hate.
If she really cares about Nalan Xueyi, if she really has no intention of her, she will reject him mercilessly. How can she be caught between the two of them, hesitating and in a dilemma?
He and Nalan Xueyi almost tore her in half!
In the end, she was forced to a dead end!
When he thought of this, Bei Chenyan's heart and eyes were full of pain for the woman in his arms. How could he have the heart to blame her for other things, let alone care about the fact that when she was Nalan Xueyi's fiancée, she left him behind?
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Although there is still a little grievance and jealousy...
She actually chose Nalan Xueyi, going against her own heart, but also wanting to fulfill Nalan Xueyi's love!
What if, he meant what if, they really missed it...
Looking at Bei Chenyan's doting and helpless expression, Ling Xiyue knew that this man really understood her.
The person she wanted to save was not only Xue Yi, but also him.
She couldn't let him become a real demon with blood on his hands, couldn't let him completely become enemies with the two clans, and go further and further without being able to look back.
As for Xue Yi, although she didn't love him, she couldn't hate him either.
Xue Yi was not unforgiving and saved her from danger many times. How could she hate such a person?
And she, unable to respond to his love, had no choice but to risk her own life to return everything to him. From now on, we would not owe each other anything, and she no longer had to bear the burden of guilt. Only in this way could she be at peace with her beloved.
together.
No matter it is the world or hell, she knows that Yan will always be with her.
Most importantly, she was tired.
Both her true heart and Xue Yi's affection cannot be let down, so she has only one choice.
Seeing Bei Chenyan deliberately turning away and staring at the fire with a slightly sour look in his eyes, Ling Xiyue secretly curled up the corner of her mouth and said slowly, "I'm going to find you."
Beichenyan's strong body suddenly froze, and he looked back to meet her eyes.
What did she just say?
Is that what he meant?
Ling Xiyue was amused and spoke again, "I mean, I have already made up my mind to cancel the marriage with the queen and come to find you, but I don't want something like this to happen suddenly."
"Really?" In Bei Chenyan's blood-stained pupils, sparks flickered, as if a raging fire was burning. It was hotter and shining than the light on the fire in the cave. It was unbelievable and an unexpected surprise.
Ling Xiyue frowned, "Forget it if you don't believe me."
"Believe it!" Bei Chenyan hugged her shoulders tightly and rubbed her tightly into his arms, "I believe it!"
It turns out that she did not abandon him. No matter when, his Xiyue would always choose him!
He kept hinting that he should be generous, but in fact Bei Chenyan was still petty. Even though he knew that Ling Xiyue had no love for Nalan Xueyi, he felt a little uncomfortable when he thought that she almost married Nalan Xueyi.
My heart was filled with panic.
It makes me crazy just thinking about it!
But she told him now that she didn't, and that she had always chosen him deep down in her heart!
To Beichenyan, this simple sentence was like the sound of nature. As soon as he heard it, he felt relaxed and happy, and his worries disappeared. His eyes staring at Ling Xiyue were as bright as fire!
This won't be another thought...
As soon as Ling Xiyue saw him like this, reflexively, the soreness that seemed to break up all over her body swept over her again.
No, no, she can't!
"Hugh, it's better to rest quickly..." She said sarcastically.
Looking at Ling Xiyue's strange look, the burning fire in Bei Chenyan's eyes turned into a hint of doubt.
Ling Xiyue moved her body that was about to fall apart, "I really can't come..."
Bei Chenyan suddenly realized this and immediately raised his head and laughed out loud.
What is this little guy thinking about?
"What are you laughing at!" Looking at the man who was laughing so wildly, Ling Xiyue grabbed his chest, but she still couldn't stop the man's brilliant laughter. His long dark red hair was like water, flowing down his trembling shoulders.
slide.
Bei Chenyan's dark eyes were deep, and the smile on his face could not be stopped no matter what. It became more and more rippling at this moment, and his originally cold and stern face was like the sun reflecting the snow, charming and evil, "What do you think I want to do? Huh?"
The man's magnetic voice is mellow and moving, and the last word has a rising consonant, which is even more provocative.
Two rays of light flew over Ling Xiyue's face quickly, and it turned out that she had misunderstood!
What about the promised spiritual connection?
"Sleep!" Ling Xiyue tugged on the man's untied wide cuffs, covered half of her cheeks, and shrank her head into the man's arms, completely hiding in his arms, "Smile again to make you look good, sleep.
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Bei Chenyan's laughter turned into a low chuckle.
Ling Xiyue suddenly remembered something and her shoulders trembled.
She suddenly waved away the sleeves covering her face and stared at the man with her eyes, "Why didn't the blood curse on you happen tonight?" wavv