Even if he is in love with the powerful Tianlinhuang, his love for Beichenyan will be pure for a moment.
Although Tianlinhuang loves the country and power, he also loves his children after all.
Tantai Yunlang's mood suddenly became a little low.
For a moment, he really didn't know what the Xilan Palace was to him now.
Perhaps it is because today's gorgeous glow has dazzled people's eyes, or perhaps some people know that such a moment is a luxury for them.
It was the first time, and probably the last time, that he revealed his true feelings, mentioning those unknown things to others, "From the time I can remember, I knew that my queen mother didn't like me, oh, it's not that she didn't like me, it should be said that she hated me.
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"Not only does she not like me, she also doesn't like my father, but I don't understand. Could it be that human desires are really endless?"
Ling Xiyue stayed beside her quietly, listening.xdw8
Everything happens for a reason. She didn't believe that a mother or a wife could be so cold-blooded for no reason.
"My father was cold and merciless to others, and even treated me harshly, but he was the only one who doted on his mother. He even defied all opinions and supported a foreign princess as his queen. I always think about how much love he should have."
, to allow an emperor to do this."
Tantai Yunlang stared blankly ahead, not knowing whether he was talking about himself or his father, "But why, even if it is like this, we still don't get any warmth and love from our mother?"
Ling Xiyue didn't know how to answer, maybe there was something hidden in it.
"I always feel that my mother should also love my father and me, but the facts tell me time and time again that this is all my illusion." Tantai Yunlang smiled bitterly, "When I was a child, I saw my mother putting my younger brother on her lap.
, singing nursery rhymes, coaxing him to sleep, feeling envious, but could only watch from the sidelines."
"Why do all princes and princesses get the love of their mothers, but I don't?"
"Later, a grandma told me that it was because my younger brother always loved to laugh, which could please my mother. So I often hid and secretly watched my brother Ze, practicing how to laugh and how to smile beautifully, so that I could win the favor of my mother.
The queen mother is happy."
"But who knows, actually I don't like to laugh at all."
But later, he discovered that as long as people smile, their hearts will not be so painful. No matter how sad or sad they are, no one will find out. No one can see his vulnerability, and no one can use it to hurt him.
Ling Xiyue's eyes trembled, and she pursed her lips tightly.
She didn't expect that this man, who always smiled brightly, would be like this...
"It doesn't matter, none of this matters." Tantai Yunlang's beautiful mouth widened and he smiled brightly, but no one could see the sadness in his eyes, "It's not a big deal, I'm living well now, without a mother.
No one can die."
After getting over a serious illness when he was nine years old, he no longer longed for those things that were out of reach, and even disdained them.
"I don't know why I'm telling you these things today. Maybe, you are the only one I have, and only in front of you can I speak my heart in peace. After today, I don't know when I will have another chance.
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There must be death between him and that person.
She would probably take action without hesitation, but he didn't know if he could do it.
Tantai Yunlang turned his eyes and suddenly met Ling Xiyue's obscure eyes. He smiled "ha", his handsome face was full of smiles, "Hey, hey, you are not pitying me, are you? Don't do this."
Is it okay to look at His Highness?"
The handsome face that had just turned dark and gloomy suddenly became clear and clear. This is probably the long-lost expression of changing faces like turning the page of a book.
Tantai Yunlang touched the tip of his nose and muttered, "If I had known you were so overflowing with sympathy, I would have been miserable in front of you. I also made you suffer in the wind and rain, and almost lost my life several times. It's really terrible to think about it.
It’s not cost-effective, it’s not cost-effective…”
Ling Xiyue slapped him on the back of the head, "You're kidding me!"
Tantai Yunlang said "Ouch" and threw himself forward, "You woman, you are so unsympathetic!"
The war horse he was holding also snorted, as if to protest Ling Xiyue's rough behavior.
"Didn't you just say that my sympathy is overflowing?" Ling Xiyue crossed her arms across her chest and glanced at his exaggerated reaction, feeling extremely speechless.
The blow she made was really hard. Seeing Tantai Yunlang jumping around and feeling relieved, Ling Xiyue also laughed secretly.
However, she smiled, her eyebrows straightened, and she stopped joking with him. She looked at his profile slightly and said, "Yun Lang, no matter what your future is, you must keep going."
"Don't give up, forget those things that are not worth your efforts, and love those things that are worthy of your love. There will always be some unknown beauty in a corner of this world, waiting for you to discover."
The man in front of me has grown up.
But after all, he is still the child who longed for a little love.
No matter how he tried to hide it, Ling Xiyue could still clearly see his hesitant heart.
Tantai Yunlang's movements of stroking the back of his head slowly slowed down.
Why doesn't he understand?
She could have a life-and-death fight with him, and fight with each other, but she couldn't sit with him and watch the clouds rise for hundreds of years, but it was enough if she could do this.
The man smiled silently and relievedly, lowered his hands, raised his eyebrows, and said with outstanding grace, "However, it will be your loss to miss a beautiful man like me who is unique in this world."
"Come on, come on, let's go." Ling Xiyue really couldn't listen for a moment.
Tantai Yunlang looked back and saw the slender figure in black robes and armor coming this way from a distance, and knew that the time for him to "borrow" was coming soon.
"Just wait for me, I will come back. Tell Bei Chenyan, don't think you are going to send me away just now." Tantai Yunlang pinched the reins in his hands and glanced at the man walking over from a distance with a smile.
Ling Xiyue smiled and said the same thing: "Okay, after you come back and sign the truce contract, we will drink together again."
Tantai Yunlang nodded and smiled brightly. This time he readily agreed. "Okay."
But then I thought it was wrong, and waved my hand continuously, "But forget about the wedding wine, you'd better not even hand me the post, I'm afraid I will be jealous beyond recognition."
Ling Xiyue pointed at him and said, "If you don't change your bad mouth, I'm afraid Yan won't invite you."
"Do I need him to invite me?" Tantai Yunlang laughed loudly, his long flowing hair dancing in the wind. He turned around handsomely and got on his horse, "There is a word called uninvited."
Ling Xiyue laughed silently, this is what this boy is best at.