He tried not to care about her and Qin Yan's affairs in his mind, but in fact, he cared about it terribly in his heart.
I don't know how long they kissed, until both of them had difficulty breathing, Long Yixi slowly let go of He Xiaomei.
He Xiaomei had no strength at all now. She leaned against the wall of the cabin, breathing heavily, looking at Long Yixi's chest with empty eyes, her mind going blank.
In this kiss, although I could find a familiar taste, it was his taste, but...
But my heart is cold, completely different from eight years ago.
Eight years ago, when I kissed him, my heart was excited, joyful, and loving. But now, I only feel cold in my heart, because I know that he doesn't love me, and I love him, but I can't.
To tell you, it is impossible for me and him to be together forever, in this life...
Long Yixi looked down at her. He could vaguely see her profile, but he couldn't see her expression. The various emotions in his heart were very confusing, very complicated, and very irritable.
In the end, Long Yixi said nothing, let go of He Xiaomei, and returned to his room.
When He Xiaomei heard the door closing in Long Yixi's room, she slowly came to her senses, picked up the key that fell on the ground, opened the door to her room, and walked in.
Not thinking about the kiss just now, He Xiaomei tried to bring her emotions back. She looked through the food that Wen Chenyu had brought for her today. He Xiaomei found two small bags of bread and ate them to cushion her stomach, so that she would not feel tired when she went to bed.
Very hungry.
After eating, He Xiaomei went to wash up and looked at three new towels, one bought by Wen Chenyu and two by Long Yixi.
He Xiaomei finally took one of the ones Long Yixi bought and went to wash up.
After washing and lying on the bed, He Xiaomei couldn't sleep, her mind was full of Long Yixi and the kiss just now.
I felt a little helpless and didn't know what to do. Facing Long Yixi's embarrassment and domineering attitude, my instinctive thought was to accept it.
Maybe in the future, if he continues to be like this, he seems to have no way to refute or change.
After thinking about it, He Xiaomei gradually closed her eyes and fell into sleep.
…
The next day, in the morning, He Xiaomei had just gotten up and was still wearing pajamas when she heard someone knocking on the door.
"Who is it?" He Xiaomei asked as she walked towards the door.
No one answered. After He Xiaomei walked to the door, she thought about it and guessed it was Long Yixi, so she opened the door without asking any more questions.
The door opened, and it turned out to be Long Yixi.
"What...are you going to do?" He Xiaomei asked, not knowing why he came here so early in the morning.
"Wash up." After saying that, Long Yixi pushed He Xiaomei away and walked to the bathroom in He Xiaomei's room.
"..." He Xiaomei was stunned and looked at Long Yixi's back. He also had a bathroom in his room, why did he come to use his own bathroom? And if he stayed here last night, Shi Ming should have prepared all the daily necessities for him.
Okay, so he has no reason to come to his room to wash up.
She couldn't figure it out, but had no choice. He Xiaomei closed the door, walked in, sat down by her bed, and waited for Long Yixi to finish washing before washing herself.
At this moment, He Xiaomei did not dare to change her clothes, but if Long Yixi came out while changing clothes, it would be very embarrassing.
In the bathroom, before Long Yixi started washing, he saw the towel he gave to He Xiaomei yesterday hanging on the hook on the wall.
She used the towel she gave her instead of the towel Chen Yu gave her.
This fact made Long Yixi inexplicably feel a lot more relaxed.
Washing up was actually a pretense. Long Yixi had already brushed his teeth in the bathroom of his room just now. When he wanted to wash his face, something suddenly occurred to him and he ran to He Xiaomei's room on impulse.
Long Yixi turned on the water and washed his face briefly. Then he took the pink towel and smelled it. It seemed that there was still her scent on it, and then wiped his face with the towel.
After walking out of the bathroom, Long Yixi looked at He Xiaomei who was sitting by the bed. She was still wearing pajamas.
I didn't look at her just now, but I looked at her carefully now. Although she was not as neat and tidy in her pajamas when she was at work, she was still beautiful in a different way.
Long Yixi suddenly raised his steps and walked towards He Xiaomei.
He Xiaomei thought that Long Yixi would leave after washing up, but she didn't expect him to come over. He Xiaomei stood up in a hurry. She didn't know what Long Yixi was going to do? So she didn't move. She just stood there quietly, looking at Long Yi.
Xi came over.
Long Yixi walked up to He Xiaomei, without saying a word, stretched out a hand, touched He Xiaomei's cheek, and looked at her seriously.
This woman really makes me... love and hate her at the same time.
The love in my heart has been suppressed, but the hatred is coming up little by little.
The strength in Long Yixi's hand suddenly became heavier.
He Xiaomei felt the pain and wanted to dodge, but Long Yixi's hand locked her jaw and she couldn't dodge.
"Long Yixi, let me go." He Xiaomei said with difficulty.
Long Yixi did not let go. Instead, he reached out with his other hand, pulled He Xiaomei into his arms, and hugged her directly.
He Xiaomei didn't expect Long Yixi to behave like this. She stayed in his arms and didn't know what to do for a while.
"You..." He Xiaomei raised her head and looked into Long Yixi's eyes, she was so angry that she couldn't speak.
"In the future, you are not allowed to...accept things from others." Long Yixi said, with a command in his tone, but other than saying this, Long Yixi said nothing more or did anything else.
On the morning of a new day, he had no intention of confronting her, and he had just used the towel he bought and was in a pretty... good mood, so he had no intention of embarrassing her.
This time, let her go.
He Xiaomei looked at Long Yixi and asked him, "When you talk about others, do you mean you? Or do you mean Chenyu?"
Long Yixi breathed heavily and asked her, "Do you really want to die?"
The other person in her heart is actually herself?
How close are she and Chen Yu? Do you think of yourself as someone else?
With her intelligence, she didn't believe she didn't understand the meaning of what she just said.
He Xiaomei naturally understood in her heart, but she was afraid that her guess was wrong, so she could only ask, but she didn't expect to make him even more angry.
Seeing that He Xiaomei didn't answer, Long Yixi continued to ask, "Do you understand?"
Before He Xiaomei could answer, she felt a pain in her waist. It was Long Yixi who pinched her with his hand.
"Yeah," He Xiaomei groaned, gritted her teeth, and then replied, "Yeah, I understand."
He is forcing himself.
But what can I do?
"Whose things do you not accept?" Long Yixi continued to ask, looking at the woman in front of him. (To be continued)