After walking to the bed, Long Yixi used some force on his hands and directly pulled He Xiaomei onto the bed. When he saw her resisting and trying to get up, Long Yixi lay on his stomach, not giving her a chance to sit up.
He Xiaomei felt the heavy weight on her body, and there was no point in resisting at this moment. She shouted angrily, "Long Yixi, let me go and go away."
Listening to her yelling, Long Yixi was not impatient at all, but asked calmly, "What? Do you want others to know that we are in the same room?"
Although it is still some distance from the staff dormitory, because it is on the construction site, it is very quiet at night and the sound propagates very clearly, so I cannot guarantee that her voice will not be heard from the staff dormitory.
When He Xiaomei heard Long Yixi's words, she was surprised and stopped resisting. She looked at Long Yixi, and now her mind was clear.
Indeed, if the sound is loud, it can be heard from the staff dormitory, and then...
After thinking about it in her mind, He Xiaomei came back to her senses, her tone was much better than before, her voice was much softer, and she said to Long Yixi, "Let me go, this... makes me uncomfortable."
He was so heavy that it felt uncomfortable to hold him down.
Long Yixi could see He Xiaomei's discomfort from her face, and then he moved forward and lay down on her side. His hands did not let go of He Xiaomei because of this action, but held He Xiaomei's body with both hands.
"You...let go of your hands." He Xiaomei said to him, why is this man so domineering and rogue?
"Do you think it's possible?" Long Yixi asked her, let her go? Unless he died.
"..." He Xiaomei stared at Long Yixi, too angry to speak.
Seeing He Xiaomei really angry, Long Yixi felt a little bit of distress in his heart.
Finally, Long Yixi said, "Lie down and don't move."
As long as she doesn't move around and behaves, I won't do anything to her?
Damn it, once she resists, I will become anxious and want to control her, so I don't even know what I will do to her.
He Xiaomei didn't listen to Long Yixi at all. She suppressed the madness in her heart and said to him, "Are you leaving?"
What does it mean to be like this with him? It is impossible for me and him to be together, there is no future, but what does it mean to be like this at this moment?
What does it mean to sleep on the same bed with him, next to each other, with his hands on her body?
I can't accept it in my heart, not at all.
"I'm not leaving." Long Yixi replied.
"Okay," He Xiaomei mustered up her courage, "If you don't leave, I'll leave. I'll leave."
After saying that, He Xiaomei prepared to resist Long Yixi, stood up and left.
But as soon as he moved, the strength in Long Yixi's hands changed. It was even stronger just now, and his whole body suddenly lay on He Xiaomei's body again.
He Xiaomei had no choice but to break away, so she could only lie on the bed again and look at him with desperate eyes.
In front of him, I have always been passive.
Eight years ago, he said he hated himself and wanted to leave, so he could leave so freely.
And eight years later, he wouldn't let himself go, wouldn't let himself leave, and he really had no choice at all.
Just like at this moment, I couldn't escape from him at all, not at all.
Gradually, tears flowed down from He Xiaomei's eyes and she cried.
Long Yixi originally looked at her angrily, and the anger in his heart kept burning.
Is this damn woman protecting Qin Yan's chastity? Isn't it okay to just lie down like this with herself?
She wants to go? Where? She doesn't have the key to the room next to hers, and she can't live anywhere else on the construction site. Where is she going? It's dark outside, and the nearest village is several miles away. Where is she going?
However, when he saw her tears, Long Yixi's heart collapsed instantly. The anger in his heart suddenly seemed to have been extinguished by her tears, and there was no flame at all.
She cried, the girl she loved... cried, and she was the one who made her cry.
Heartache, gradually began to feel.
Long Yixi suddenly didn't know what to do. The strength in his hands relaxed, but he still didn't let her go, because he was really afraid of her leaving, very scared.
Long Yixi turned sideways again and lay down next to her. Then without much hesitation, he pulled her into his arms and hugged her.
He Xiaomei was so emotionally broken that she had no strength at all. She was pulled into Long Yixi's arms and she had no strength to resist.
Long Yixi's tone became much softer and he said, "I won't move around, just...sleep."
Because I missed coming to the construction site to find her, I just wanted to see her and be with her. At this moment, I had no intention of leaving at all.
I don't want to leave, I want to look at her, hold her, and stay by her side.
He Xiaomei didn't speak, she just shed tears and looked at his chest.
Gradually she felt Long Yixi's hand patting her back gently, as if comforting her. He Xiaomei felt something in her heart and closed her eyes.
The two of them stayed quietly like this, no one spoke first.
Suddenly, He Xiaomei shouted first, "Long Yixi."
"Huh?" Long Yixi responded, looking at the woman in his arms.
"Now, everything you do is to take revenge on me, right?" He Xiaomei asked, now her mind was clear, she knew the relationship between herself and Long Yixi, and she also knew what happened during this time with him.
Every bit of it is because of something.
After Long Yixi heard He Xiaomei's voice, his body suddenly tensed up and he did not answer immediately.
He Xiaomei continued, "I know all this."
With reason, on this quiet night, He Xiaomei said what was in her heart, "I didn't expect to meet you in Wangcheng, let alone... we would have... such an intersection. What happened back then was my fault.
,sorry."
"Long Yixi, I'm sorry that I have made you suffer all these years," He Xiaomei finished, took a deep breath, and continued, "In the future, no matter what you do to me, I will accept it, because... I owe you this.
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When I saw Long Yixi again, I had not had a chance to have a good chat with him. At this moment, I felt much more comfortable speaking out what was in my heart.
Long Yixi listened in his heart and felt an indescribable feeling. He felt calm in his heart without any flutter.
I thought that when she said this, I would feel disgusted, dislike her, and hate her, but at this moment, I didn't feel that way.
"What if I have a request from you?" Long Yixi suddenly asked.
"..." He Xiaomei was stunned and asked, "What's the request?"
"Leave Qin Yan." Long Yixi said that what he would do to her in the future would be decided based on the situation, but now, the only thing he cares about is that she is with Qin Yan, and she is Qin Yan's
Girlfriend, she lives with Qin Yan. (To be continued)