Along the way, He Xiaomei's speed was not very fast, but it was not slow either. After arriving at the community, He Xiaomei parked the car and got out of the car with her bag, shopping bag and car keys.
After returning home, He Xiaomei was sitting on the sofa to rest before taking out her cell phone and preparing to send a text message to Qin Yan.
When I turned on my phone, I saw twelve missed calls, all of them from Long Yixi.
He Xiaomei was startled, and then she remembered that ever since she bought clothes at the mall, she had never taken her cell phone out of her bag. After arriving at the bar, she was busy working at first and forgot to check her cell phone, and then she also forgot about it. She never took it out.
Go check your phone until now...
He Xiaomei didn't know why Long Yixi called her, but she had no urge to call back immediately.
He Xiaomei first sent a text message to Qin Yan, saying that she was home, and then transferred to Long Yixi's number.
After thinking for a long time, He Xiaomei finally called back.
The call was quickly connected, but the other party didn't speak.
He Xiaomei waited for a while before speaking first, "Did you... call me before?"
"Did my phone call disturb the intimacy between you and Qin Yan?" Long Yixi asked with an angry tone.
Damn it, what have she and Qin Yan been doing for so long? Are they having fun outside, or are they at home...
There are some ideas that I can think of in my heart, but I don't want to think about them, because I care too much about such facts.
"No," He Xiaomei heard that Long Yixi was angry and hurriedly explained, "It's because I haven't looked at my phone and it's in my bag, so I haven't..."
Before He Xiaomei finished speaking, she was interrupted by Long Yixi, "He Xiaomei, is it useful to lie in front of me?"
She was clearly with Qin Yan in the afternoon. She must have been doing something with Qin Yan, so she refused to answer her phone. But now, she is actually looking for various reasons to explain.
"..." Hearing Long Yixi's question, He Xiaomei was speechless and her heart ached.
He doesn't believe in himself? Does he just don't believe in himself?
Thinking about it, it seems that he has no reason to believe in himself. Today, he and he are just enemies and working partners. Why should he believe in himself?
Long Yixi waited for a while, but did not hear He Xiaomei's words. With anger in his heart, he asked again, "He Xiaomei, at this time, shouldn't you be having sex with Qin Yan? Why do you have time to call me back?"
"
He Xiaomei was completely angered by Long Yixi's words.
This bastard always likes to be self-righteous. Whatever he thinks is what he wants, so just follow his thoughts.
"Yes, Brother Qin Yan and I have just finished having sex. We need to take a break to conserve our strength before continuing." He Xiaomei answered simply.
Long Yixi on the other end of the phone had veins popping out on his forehead and said through gritted teeth, "He Xiaomei..."
"Long Yixi, if you are sensible in the future, please don't call me again. Brother Qin Yan will misunderstand. I don't want to make him angry, let alone see him in a bad mood, so...goodbye." He Xiaomei finished speaking and got angry.
He immediately hung up the phone.
Holding the phone in her hand, He Xiaomei stared forward, tears slowly overflowing from her eyes.
He's just a bastard, a complete bastard.
He doesn't believe in himself, doesn't listen to his own explanations, and is very self-centered. What else can he love about such a man?
However, my heart aches so much, and I know very clearly that I love him very much in my heart.
On the other hand, Long Yixi was extremely angry because of He Xiaomei's words. He had no way to vent his anger at home, so he could only go downstairs to the wine cabinet, take out a bottle and start drinking wildly, getting himself drunk and anesthetizing his nerves.
Is it because if you are drunk, your heart will no longer feel uncomfortable? Her innocent face will no longer appear in your mind? Your heart... won't hurt anymore?
…
On Sunday morning, He Xiaomei slept until she woke up naturally. Because of the lazy weekend, He Xiaomei didn't plan to cook by herself and ordered takeout.
After eating, He Xiaomei lay on the sofa, watching TV, thinking about the things around her and the people she missed.
Suddenly, He Xiaomei turned down the TV volume, took out her cell phone, and dialed her mother's number.
In my heart, my mother is not only my elder, but also my close sister, so when I am in a bad mood, I will chat with my mother and express my inner feelings.
Cheng Nuo on the other end of the phone quickly answered the call, "Hello, Xiaomei."
"Mom, what are you doing? Are you not busy?" He Xiaomei asked her mother.
"I'm not busy. I have nothing to do at home. I'm waiting for your dad to come back," Cheng Nuo answered his daughter with a smile. "Your dad went out for something in the morning and promised to come back at noon to have lunch with me, so I'm waiting for him at home.
"
"Well, let me chat with you for a while. I have nothing to do now." He Xiaomei said.
"Well, okay, I want to chat with you too."
The mother and daughter were chatting on the phone. Gradually, He Xiaomei asked her mother about her relationship, but she did not explain her situation clearly. She just asked her mother some general questions, not particularly targeted.
"Mom, is it true that among family, friendship and love, only love is the saddest and most upsetting?" He Xiaomei asked her mother.
Cheng Nuo had already guessed here that her daughter's questions must be related to her meeting with Long Yixi in Wangcheng.
But with 90% certainty in his heart, Cheng Nuo didn't ask his daughter about her and Long Yixi.
"No," Cheng Nuo replied, "It's just because love is the most special compared to family and friendship, so for some people, it may be very sad."
"Xiao Mei, love is the mutual affection between two people, and both people must have feelings. If one party has feelings and the other does not, then the person who has feelings will be very tired of her love." Cheng Nuo said.
As I watched, I began to feel sorry for my daughter.
She knows that her daughter has never been in love on campus in the past eight years, and she has never been in love at work. She is not even moved by Qin Yan, who has always been kind to her, just because she has someone she loves in her heart.
And that person... to her, was someone she shouldn't love.
Listening to her mother's words, He Xiaomei asked again, "Mom, how about... how can I not be so tired?"
Cheng Nuo thought about it before answering his daughter, "If the other person doesn't love you, then... slowly let go of your love for him, and either live alone and relax, or... try to get close to the person you think is suitable."
"Loving someone should be happiness. If he can give you the same happiness, then you are together, which is the most beautiful union and the happiest. But if he can't, then you love the wrong one. This love
There is no need to continue to be stubborn.” (To be continued)