But now, thinking of these, Long Yixi felt that they were too far away, even illusory, and could never be realized.
After all, she and I can no longer be together. Even if we love her, what can we do?
From now on, face the reality and continue to move forward in this helpless life!
After get off work in the afternoon, He Xiaomei and Hao Luzhuo Wenwen went to the cafeteria to eat and saw Long Yixi driving away from the construction site.
After the three of them went to the restaurant and sat down, they talked about what they had just seen Long Yixi.
"Mr. Long has returned to the city. Will he come to the construction site tomorrow?" Hao Lu asked Zhuo Wenwen.
"I don't know, but I heard from a colleague that Mr. Long has been very busy recently. He has to do other things and may have to go on a business trip, so he probably won't come to the construction site tomorrow, right?" Zhuo Wenwen replied.
He Xiaomei listened on the sidelines and did not participate in their conversation, but she cared about it in her heart.
I met Long Yixi today. He treated me like a stranger. From now on... he will probably become even stranger, right?
For more than a week, He Xiaomei did not see Long Yixi again, and her mood also settled down during this period. She no longer missed Long Yixi that much, let alone any impulse.
During this period of time, He Xiaomei focused all her energy on work, and the work was handled smoothly. Moreover, He Xiaomei gradually discovered that immersing herself in work is also a beautiful thing. By relying on her own ability to handle work, she can feel the
A sense of accomplishment, adding some fulfillment and pride to your life.
This morning, before He Xiaomei returned to the office to prepare for work, she planned to read today's news online.
Opening the news website, He Xiaomei was about to browse the news when the photo on the front page attracted her, followed by the title of the headline.
"The engagement ceremony between the president of AE Group and his beloved woman will be held soon."
He Xiaomei was stunned, looking at the row of words and the photos of Long Yixi and Pei Jiale. The photos were obviously taken at a party they attended before. Both of them were dressed very noble and elegant.
He Xiaomei looked at the title and photo for a long time before clicking on the news.
After reading the news, He Xiaomei realized that the 28th of this month was the engagement ceremony of Long Yixi and Pei Jiale.
Are they getting engaged? Long Yixi will marry Pei Jiale soon?
This fact seems to be a normal thing for He Xiaomei. They have been together for a long time and should be engaged and married, but her heart... why does it hurt so much.
He Xiaomei trembled, closed the news with trembling hands, and then hurriedly opened the work file and prepared to start working.
But because she was so confused, He Xiaomei couldn't read the document at all and couldn't concentrate. Ten minutes had passed, and He Xiaomei still didn't understand a paragraph on the document.
The working condition was extremely poor. He Xiaomei tried hard to take a deep breath to calm herself down a little, then stood up to pour a glass of water and drink some water to relieve her emotions.
After drinking some water, He Xiaomei felt better, but her heart was still very messy. Either Long Yixi's figure or Long Yixi's engagement was on her mind.
He Xiaomei did not return to her desk and sit down, but walked to the window and looked out the window, trying to stop herself from thinking about Long Yixi.
But at this time, I couldn't control my heart at all, and I didn't want to think about it. However, this yearning became even stronger, and I even remembered those times eight years ago.
Eight years ago, when he was young, he and he lived together happily and carefree every day. They were living a happy life now and looking forward to a bright future.
At that time, I thought that after I graduated from college with Long Yixi and my job with him stabilized, I would consider getting married. After marriage, I would have two babies, preferably a boy and a girl, so that I and Long Yixi could be together.
Yixi has a son and a daughter. The two children don't feel lonely together. She and Long Yixi live a happy life as a family of four. They go to visit his parents on weekends or holidays, and then visit his own parents.
Get together with loved ones...
This kind of life was what the simple me yearned for and hoped for at that time, but...the reality is always cruel, so cruel that everyone is at a loss, what should we do? Testing one's adaptability in the ever-changing environment
When it comes to behavior and dealing with things, without any thinking, one choice and one determination will change all future fates.
I originally thought that I would be with him for a long time, but after so many years of loneliness and suffering, I realized that I and him were destined to be far apart.
In the loneliness of a person, the suffering of loving someone, I have become accustomed to it over the years, but occasionally I still hold a trace of fantasy in my heart, but today's reality has extinguished even this trace of fantasy.
What should we do in the future? See him happy, and then leave the city quietly? Never...never meet again?
Thinking of this, He Xiaomei felt that breathing was painful, as if what she had to face next and what she had to do were all cramps and bone peeling.
Suddenly, the clear ringtone of the mobile phone interrupted He Xiaomei's thoughts and pulled He Xiaomei back from her sadness.
After He Xiaomei hurriedly recovered her thoughts, she found that she had already cried.
Wiping the tears on her face with her hands, He Xiaomei turned around, hurriedly walked to the desk and picked up her phone. Seeing that it was Li Chen calling, He Xiaomei quickly adjusted her emotions before answering the call.
.
"Li Chen." He Xiaomei called her brother's name.
"Sister, are you working now?" He Lichen asked his sister, his tone much gentler.
"Well, I'm not busy right now, so I can talk to you." He Xiaomei said, worried that Li Chen would find it disturbing her work.
After He Lichen heard this, he was not polite and asked his sister directly, "Sister, do you know about Long Yixi's engagement?"
"Well, I know," He Xiaomei said, knowing at this moment that Lichen must have read the news before calling her. "I just saw the news. Long Yixi and Pei Jiale... are going to get engaged soon."
Already."
"Are you okay?" He Lichen did not talk to his sister about Long Yixi's engagement anymore, but just asked her with concern.
"Well, I'm fine," He Xiaomei replied bravely. Knowing that Lichen was worried about her because of Long Yixi's engagement, he continued, "I'm fine. Long Yixi and Pei Jiale have been together for a long time. It's normal for them to get engaged and get married.
Yes, I’m not surprised at all.”
The smart He Lichen understood his sister's mood very well and said, "Sister, some people...it's time to let go. Maybe in this life, the fate is not enough after all. If you let go slowly, you can also let yourself go." (To be continued)