"Pei Jiale, I have never loved her. Something happened in my family, and my mother and Uncle Pei kept in contact. Later, Pei Jiale came to me. I was always tired of her, but there was no way. My mother agreed to Pei Jiale and me to study together, so
…”
"She has been by my side all these years," Long Yixi paused and continued, "I admit, I don't hate her as much as I did in school, because after getting along with her, I know what kind of person she is.
If I don’t care anymore, I won’t deliberately hate it.”
"But when it comes to other feelings, I have never had any other feelings. It is impossible for me to be tempted by her, and I will never fall in love with her."
Hearing this, He Xiaomei's heart palpitated even more, various emotions surged out, and He Xiaomei was a little confused.
Long Yixi continued, "My mother and my aunt announced the engagement to the media. I only found out about it after the fact, but... I once promised my mother something."
He Xiaomei had already guessed this, and then said Long Yixi, "Your mother won't let you meet me?"
"Well," Long Yixi replied, "but I didn't do it. We all know what is going on between us."
He Xiaomei took a deep breath, got rid of the chaos in her mind, and said with reason, "Long Yixi, you and I both know that because of your father's affairs, we...cannot be together, and we will have no future."
."
When He Xiaomei said these words, He Xiaomei's heart almost collapsed. She loved him and the man in front of her, but she couldn't say it, and it was impossible to say it. Saying it would become a burden on each other's hearts, because the reality is cruel.
It is impossible for me and him to be together forever.
Long Yixi also knew this fact, but now, he didn't want to care about it.
"Xiaomei, let me ask you, how do you feel about me? Do you still love me?" Long Yixi asked seriously.
As long as she talks about love, she doesn't need to care about anything, even... her father's things.
I can't hate her, not at all, because I really love her.
As long as her heart hasn't changed, I will be with her. I can handle my mother and aunt. Even if my mother doesn't agree with me being with her in this life, I will be with her. It's not a big deal for me.
Apologize more to my mother.
All he wants now is what she thinks in her heart, and at this moment, he also knows what he thinks in his heart. His life, without her, would be painful every minute and every second of every day.
"I..." He Xiaomei was a little unable to answer.
Don't know whether to tell the truth or a lie?
"Xiao Mei," Long Yixi left her cheek with one hand, took her hand, placed it on his chest, and said seriously, "I have you here, always."
"I did hate you once, but I loved you too much and drove all the hatred away. Now here, there is only full of love."
He Xiaomei couldn't bear it any longer and cried. Tears flowed out of her eyes like lines.
Every day eight years ago, whether it was pure friendship or ignorant love, he was the one taking the initiative. However, when they met eight years later, he was always timid. Only when he left Guanshan that day, he took the initiative to kiss her.
Got him.
"Xiao Mei..." Long Yixi called softly again.
"Yixi, I love you," He Xiaomei finally cried and said it, releasing the love in her heart and speaking out everything that was on her mind, "I have always loved you, eight years ago and still now.
"
"But because of your father's affairs, I know you hate me, and I know we can't be together, so I..." Before He Xiaomei could finish her words, Long Yixi stepped forward and sealed her lips.
, also blocked what she wanted to say.
But Long Yixi didn't keep kissing her, but after kissing for a few seconds, he let go of her and reached out to wipe her tears.
"Don't cry, be good." Long Yixi comforted her, his voice was very soft, and his movements were even gentler.
He Xiaomei nodded, her emotions gradually came under control, and her tears stopped little by little.
After Long Yixi waited for He Xiaomei to stop crying, he held her tightly in his arms, leaned into her ear and said, "Go upstairs to get something later."
"What?" He Xiaomei asked, puzzled.
"Daily necessities and clothes," Long Yixi replied, "come back to live with me in Guanshan."
He Xiaomei was immediately shocked and wanted to push Long Yixi away, look into his eyes and speak, but Long Yixi was too strong and couldn't push him away.
"Long Yixi, I'm going to live there, your mother... and Pei Jiale..." Before He Xiaomei finished speaking, she heard Long Yixi say.
"What do they care about? You live with me, we live together, Guanshan is our home, what do you care about others?" Long Yixi said this, but his tone was not strong at all, and he did not mean to blame He Xiaomei.
, continued, "Xiaomei, stay with me over there. I will take care of the other things."
"But..." He Xiaomei was still worried.
"Nothing," Long Yixi answered first, "I have all the keys to the mountain view. My mother doesn't have them yet. Besides, no one else knows the door lock password except us, so don't worry.
If we stay here, even if my mother and my aunt find out, it won't affect our lives."
"What about Pei Jiale..." He Xiaomei asked.
"Who is she?" Long Yixi asked back.
"The news of your engagement has been released." He Xiaomei said.
"I will take care of these things, don't worry," Long Yixi said, a little helpless that this woman had so many problems, but not bored at all. He then said patiently, "Xiaomei, since I want to live with you,
I will definitely take care of everything, so don’t think too much, you know?”
"Yeah." He Xiaomei finally felt at ease.
In fact, with him around, I feel at ease. Eight years ago, with him by my side, I was not afraid of anything because he was my protection. Now, he is my sense of security.
After hugging for a long time, Long Yixi let go of He Xiaomei, and the two walked out of the stairwell and went upstairs. He Xiaomei packed her things, and Long Yixi helped.
The two of them worked for more than half an hour before leaving He Xiaomei's apartment. Long Yixi drove the car and the two of them went to Guanshan Villa.
Arriving at Guanshan Villa, He Xiaomei was no stranger to this place. Seeing Long Yixi moving her things into his room, He Xiaomei had no objection and went to the room to place all her things one by one.
After everything was cleaned up, it was already past ten o'clock. Long Yixi said to He Xiaomei, "Let's go take a shower together."
"I've already washed it, you go take a shower quickly." He Xiaomei said. (To be continued)