I haven't been in her life for so many years. Even though I knew her before, I understood her, and I have always loved her, but now, I really don't understand her, not at all.
What is her life like now? Is she married? Was that man her boyfriend just now? Or are they really just ordinary friends?
When Han Zhenzhen returned to the restaurant, she saw that Fang Zhenghao had finished paying.
"Mr. Fang, next time... I'll treat you to dinner." Han Zhenzhen said that there was no reason for Fang Zhenghao to pay the bill for the two of them to eat together. However, since he had already paid the bill, he might as well invite him again, and next time he would
Paying the bill is more or less fair.
After listening to Han Zhenzhen's words, Fang Zhenghao was in a good mood, and the reason for his good mood was not that Han Zhenzhen invited him to dinner, but that she took the initiative to offer the opportunity to meet again next time.
"Okay," Fang Zhenghao agreed with a smile, "It's true, it's rare that you can take the initiative to say this. I'm very happy and look forward to our next meeting."
"Well, I usually have nothing to do on weekends. If you are free, you can call me." Han Zhenzhen said that chatting with someone who spoke the same language, or even meeting him next time, made him feel happy.
"Okay, okay, next time...can you bring Xiaodouzi? I want to meet the children, or if you want to go somewhere, I can accompany you to go shopping." Fang Zhenghao said, playing is
It is a child's nature that if I really bring Xiaodouzi to the next meeting, the child will definitely not just want to sit and eat, but probably want to go out and play, that's why I said this.
Han Zhenzhen understood Fang Zhenghao's thoughtfulness and nodded with a smile, "Okay, then I will go back and ask the child. After we have discussed it, I will call you again."
"Okay, no problem."
"Then... let's go." Han Zhenzhen said.
"Um."
Han Zhenzhen and Fang Zhenghao stood up and were about to leave when Han Zhenzhen accidentally looked not far away and saw Sheng Hang and a woman sitting face to face eating.
Han Zhenzhen was still touched in her heart and was stunned for a few seconds.
That woman should have a special relationship with him, right? Girlfriend? Wife?
"Zhenzhen, what's wrong?" Fang Zhenghao noticed Han Zhenzhen's change in mood and asked.
Han Zhenzhen immediately retracted his thoughts, turned around and looked at Fang Zhenghao, smiled slightly, and replied, "It's okay, I just saw someone who looked very much like... a friend. It turned out that I was wrong."
"Well, then... let's go."
"Um."
When Han Zhenzhen and Fang Zhenghao walked out of the restaurant side by side, they were comforting themselves in their hearts.
When I met him at the bathroom door just now, I should have thought that it was impossible for him to come here to eat alone, and this was a Western restaurant, and what many people pursued was romance, so... it was perfectly normal for him to eat with a woman.
Because Fang Zhenghao was by his side, Han Zhenzhen didn't dare to think too much, so he had to withdraw his thoughts, walked out of the restaurant with Fang Zhenghao, and walked to the parking lot.
In the restaurant, Shenghang finished his meal by himself, then asked the waiter to pay the bill for himself and Xia Meng.
"Sheng Hang, thank you for inviting me to dinner." Xia Meng said to Sheng Hang, pretending to be a little bird.
Sheng Hang was too lazy to be polite and said directly to Xia Meng, "After this meal, we will pretend that we don't know each other. You don't need to teach me how to tell your parents when you go home?"
Xia Meng was startled and said hurriedly, "Sheng Hang, I have a very good impression of you. We can continue to develop and get in touch."
"I'm sorry, I have a bad impression of you," Sheng Hang said directly, "There is no possibility for us to develop, let alone continue our relationship, so... let's end it here."
After saying that, Sheng Hang stood up and left.
"Sheng Hang, you..." Xia Meng still wanted to keep Sheng Hang, but when she stood up and called Sheng Hang, he had already walked away, and Xia Meng had no time to say the next words.
…
After Han Zhenzhen and Fang Zhenghao said hello and farewell in the parking lot, they drove away separately.
Han Zhenzhen returned home and as soon as she walked in the door, she saw her mother hurriedly walking forward.
"Zhenzhen," Zhou Hui hurriedly took her daughter's hand and asked, "How is it? How is Fang Zhenghao?"
"It's not bad," Han Zhenzhen said truthfully, "I met him at noon today and we got along... not bad."
Hearing what her daughter said, Zhou Hui was very happy, nodded repeatedly and said, "Well, as long as it's good, that's good. Then you can meet a few more times to get to know each other better."
As long as my daughter has a good impression of that person, it means there is still possibility of development, so I don't need to rush my daughter anymore.
"Well, we'll see later," Han Zhenzhen replied to his mother, and then said, "Mom, I'm a little tired and want to go upstairs and take a rest."
"Okay, okay, go ahead. I'll call you at around four o'clock. Today we will go pick up Xiaodouzi from school together," Zhou Hui said.
"Um."
After Han Zhenzhen went upstairs, as soon as she returned to the room, she leaned behind the door. She suddenly felt exhausted, squatted down along the back of the door, and sat on the floor.
The image of meeting Sheng Hang today came to mind, the feeling of him hugging her, and the smell of him, which was a light soapy smell that was very good.
Today's unexpected encounter made me feel unspeakably messy. My originally calm heart had already become messy after seeing him.
He can still disturb his mood, his inner plans and decisions.
I had already planned to stop thinking about him, I had already decided to slowly let go of my love for him, but... I knew very well at this moment that I couldn't let go, really couldn't let go.
The feeling of loving him surged out of my heart again. This time, what should I do to calm down? In other words, what should I do to let go of my love for him?
There is another woman around him, and they have not been in contact for so many years. His life has changed, and his life has already changed. He has to accept the fact that there is a woman around him, and even accept that he has a wife and children.
I had thought about it this way before, but when I really accepted it, I realized that thoughts and actions are completely different things.
Han Zhenzhen didn't know how long he sat on the ground before he stood up helplessly, went to sit by the bed, then lay on the bed, closed his eyes and rested.
But when I close my eyes, his image is all in my mind.
…
In the evening, the Sheng family, Sheng Hang and their parents had dinner together.
At first, Wen Jin happily asked his son, "Hanghang, how do you feel about seeing Mengmeng today? Mengmeng is beautiful, isn't she?"
"Every woman who puts on makeup is more beautiful than the other." Sheng Hang replied while eating, but he was thinking in his mind that if Han Zhenzhen put on makeup, she must be the most beautiful one.
"Nowadays, girls love to look beautiful. Of course they all wear makeup. What's more, for an occasion like a blind date, which girl wouldn't dress up carefully?" Wen Jin said with a smile. (To be continued)