At this usual time, I would have fallen asleep long ago.
"Then let's chat. I'm not very sleepy," Ling Duo said.
"OK."
The two began to chat quietly, and as they chatted, they naturally talked about emotional matters.
"Xu Wei, you... still hate Song Yiyang now? Do you blame Song Yiyang for what he did to you back then?" Ling Duo asked, guessing that after Xu Wei and Song Yiyang got along with each other during this period, her feelings for Song Yiyang would change to some extent.
I have some thoughts, so I wanted to ask.
"Well, I still hate him." Xu Wei replied, although... she also loves him very much, but there is hatred in front of this love, so it can be regarded as hatred.
Ling Duo didn't answer, waiting for Xu Wei to continue.
"Maybe I will never be able to forget what happened back then in my life," Xu Wei looked at the ceiling, remembering the pain, but also expressed some of his inner thoughts, "Duoduo, actually what happened back then, I
What I really hate and what I really care about is not that Song Yiyang abandoned me, but what happened to my child."
"Now, I understand that the original love between Song Yiyang and I may have no future at all," Xu Wei said, "Love on campus is pure. First love is mostly used for memories. It is a practical lesson that teaches a person how to love.
, and the love between Song Yiyang and I may break up during our senior year, or we may break up after graduation, or we may break up when we are talking about marriage because our family backgrounds are not on the same level."
"I didn't understand these before, but now I understand. Falling in love and getting married are really different," Xu Wei said.
"Well, it's true. There seem to be...none of the lovers in our class who were together now." Ling Duo recalled.
Xu Wei finished talking about her love with Song Yiyang, and then it was time to reveal her scars.
"That child was an accident for Song Yiyang and I," Xu Wei said. "I didn't expect that I would be pregnant."
"I know that Song Yiyang usually seems carefree, but his upbringing is very strict. If his family knew all this, he would definitely be beaten and disciplined. As for the child... the Song family probably won't want it."
"Duoduo, do you know? At that time, I had already thought about it. I wanted to abort the child, because neither I nor Song Yiyang had the ability to raise a child, and Song Yiyang and I were still students, but..."
"At that time, I really hoped that Song Yiyang was responsible in his heart. After he found out about the child, the first thing he would consider was my body, and then he would talk about the child." When Xu Wei said this, he couldn't help but cry.
.
"But he didn't. All his reactions and actions were beyond my expectations," Xu Wei said. "He even asked Dong Qinyi to push me downstairs later."
"Is he afraid that I won't abort the child and will continue to pester him?" Xu Wei cried, "Is he still worried about me? He has to personally confirm that my child is gone before he can rest assured?"
"But that's his child too, how could he have the heart to... do it?" Xu Wei said.
The pain I felt when I was lying on the operating table seemed to be clearly felt at this moment.
"Xu Wei." Ling Duo was also sad for Xu Wei and called Xu Wei.
Xu Wei finally couldn't help it and burst into tears.
Ling Duo sat up and went to Xu Wei's bedside to accompany Xu Wei.
After a long time, Xu Weicai gradually stopped crying, but his mood was not very good.
Ling Duo looked at Xu Wei, and after thinking about it, she asked, "Xu Wei, have you ever thought that in fact, Dong Qinyi might not have meant what Song Yiyang did when he did that."
Ling Duo always felt that even if Song Yiyang was a bastard and irresponsible, he would never hurt Xu Wei like that.
Xu Wei shook his head and said firmly, "No, it was Song Yiyang who instigated it."
"Because after I fell down the stairs, Dong Qinyi said something that I will never forget in my life," Xu Wei said. "She said that I don't deserve to have Song Yiyang's child. It's best if Song Yiyang doesn't want this child."
Proof of.”
Xu Wei has not told Ling Duo these details.
Ling Duo only found out today. After hearing this, even if he still had any doubts and wanted to speak for Song Yiyang, he had no reason.
"So Duoduo, whatever Song Yiyang does now, I won't be tempted again," Xu Wei said, "because he killed my child, and he also deeply hurt me after abandoning me."
Ling Duo nodded, understanding Xu Wei very well, and she was on Xu Wei's side in her heart.
Worried that Xu Wei would be excited and sad again, Ling Duo comforted Xu Wei and said, "Okay, let's not talk about this anymore."
"Well, I want to sleep." Xu Wei said fragilely. At this time, she especially wanted to close her eyes and rest, and she didn't want to think about this in her mind.
"Well, okay, let's take a rest."
Ling Duo took care of Xu Wei, covered her with a quilt, and watched her fall asleep before Ling Duo went back to her bed to rest.
…
The next day, Xu Wei and Ling Duo slept until they woke up naturally. They were well rested and in good condition.
After getting up, Xu Wei just finished washing when he received a call from Song Yiyang.
"Are you up?"
"Well, I'm up."
"Then I'll wait for you at the door of the room and take you to dinner." Song Yiyang had long been worried that Xu Wei would be hungry, and kept waiting for Xu Wei to contact him. It wasn't until he couldn't wait any longer that he called Xu Wei. Fortunately, Xu Wei was already awake.
Coming.
"No, don't do it first." Xu Wei stopped him hastily.
"What's wrong?" Song Yiyang asked.
"I just finished washing and haven't tidied up yet. I'll go find you when I finish tidying up." Xu Wei said.
"There's nothing to deal with. I'll go find you now." Song Yiyang couldn't wait any longer.
"No, I haven't put on makeup yet, I still have to change clothes."
"You are beautiful even without makeup," Song Yiyang said, "You can wear whatever clothes you want. You have a good figure and look good no matter what you wear."
These are all true. In my heart, Xu Wei is the most beautiful without makeup, and no matter what clothes she wears, she feels good-looking.
"No," Xu Wei refused, "Song Yiyang, either you wait for me, or... we don't want to meet today."
Song Yiyang had no choice but to realize that Xu Wei was already a little angry, so he didn't dare to be persistent anymore, so he could only say, "Okay, okay, I'll listen to you, I'll wait for you."
"Um."
After hanging up the phone, Xu Wei continued busy, chatting with Ling Duo while doing so.
"Duoduo, let's go have dinner together later." Xu Wei said.
"Forget it, I don't want to be a light bulb for you two."
"You are not a light bulb."
"I am not in your heart, but I may not be in Song Yiyang's heart." Ling Duo said.
Xu Wei had nothing to say. Indeed, Song Yiyang might think that Ling Duo was a light bulb.
"Song Yiyang wants to be alone with you, and with his personality, he is close to you. If I were to sit next to you," Ling Duo thought about it, and then said, "No, no, no, it makes me feel embarrassed just thinking about it." (Not finished.)