Gu Yao slowly got up from the ground, then stood up holding on to the table next to her. She stood there for a long time before moving to the bathroom step by step with difficulty.
I wanted to go downstairs to find Jing Ye before, but this time, I have to look at my face first. Is there any change from before? If the change is too big, I don't dare to go downstairs, because Jing Ye will find out.
Then what would he be worried about?
When she came to the bathroom, Gu Yao looked at herself in the mirror, her face turned a little yellow, but everything else was fine.
Just because I am too thin, my whole person looks a little weak and weak.
After Gu Yao looked at herself in the mirror for a while, she washed up, then left the bathroom, poured herself a glass of water in the bedroom, took a few sips and sat on the sofa in the bedroom.
Gu Yao sat on the sofa, her mind gradually falling into deep thought, and she also remembered the last time she fainted in the hospital.
The last time I fainted in the hospital, I thought it was because I had been sitting in Nono's ward for a long time that day, so I didn't take it seriously. But today's fainting scared me because...
The worry in my heart is the root cause of my previous heart condition...
Although I had taken a lot of medicine, had many surgeries, and even Jing Ye accompanied me for treatment, and the doctors said that I was healthy, I knew very well in my heart that my health at the time did not mean a lifetime of health.
A good condition does not mean that it will never happen again in the future, because there are too many uncertain factors, and your body knows it very well.
The disease has tortured me for so many years. No matter how advanced the treatment plan, treatment process and perfect results are, it cannot mean that my condition will be cured from the root, and there will definitely be no future troubles. These... cannot be guaranteed.
so……
Gu Yao closed her eyes and remembered that the severe pain just now was so similar to the pain she felt a long time ago, so she had to believe and face some facts.
A tear overflowed from the corner of Gu Yao's closed eyes and flowed down her cheek.
Gu Yao felt sad, but not because of her own pain, but because of Jing Ye and the children.
I originally thought that after my health recovered, I would stay with Jing Ye for the rest of my life, and watch over the children with Jing Ye for the rest of my life, but...
Now it seems that all the things I thought before will never come true. With my body like this, how can I stay with Jing Ye? How can I stay with the children?
I love Jing Ye so much. I have been passionately in love with Jing Ye since I was a young boy. From this moment on, and even every day when I am conscious in the future, I will love him, love him very much, and only love him.
I don't want to leave him, not even for a second, but...
My condition seems to be getting worse little by little. What will happen next? I don’t know, maybe it will be more serious than before?
If you don't think too much about yourself like this, you should probably...leave Jing Ye at some point, right?
When Gu Yao thought of this, she immediately shook her head, not daring to continue thinking about it.
After that, Gu Yao thought about the children again. Yiyang and Xiaoxuan were still so young. They were not yet adults. She really wanted to accompany them until they became adults, when they had the ability to fly alone and pursue their dreams.
, if I let go, even if I will leave them at that time, I will be somewhat satisfied in my heart, but... can I hold on until that time?
There are still more than ten years left, can you survive?
Yiyang has a very gentle personality. I wonder if he will be bullied by other boys or senior boys in the future?
Xiaoxuan is very cute and sensible, but she is a girl after all. I don’t trust Xiaoxuan at all. Even if she grows up, I will still worry about it, because children will always be children in my heart.
Need your own love and care.
"Jing Ye, Yiyang, Xiaoxuan..." Gu Yao cried and called out the names of the three people she loved most in her heart.
More tears flowed from the corners of her eyes. Gu Yao couldn't control her emotions at the moment. She had too many thoughts and worries in her heart. When she thought of the beautiful picture of her family and the possibilities in the future, she felt...
Heartache.
Gu Yao sat on the sofa for a long time, until tears dried on her face, she calmed down some of her emotions, went to the bathroom to wash up again, then tried to adjust her mood and went downstairs.
When Gu Yao went downstairs, it was almost noon. Song Jingye was watching TV with the children. Song Yiyang was obediently sitting next to his father and watching TV, but Song Xiaoxuan was not.
Song Xiaoxuan sat on the sofa for a while, then slipped off the sofa, lay in her father's arms for a while, and then went to stay with her brother for a while.
Until she saw her mommy coming downstairs, Song Xiaoxuan hurriedly ran to her mommy and said coquettishly, "Mommy, come and give me a hug, I miss you so much."
Hearing her daughter's coquettish voice, Gu Yao felt warm in her heart. After her daughter ran to her, Gu Yao knelt down and hugged her daughter, lying on her shoulders, "Mommy misses Xiaoxuan too. Mommy just now was
I miss Xiaoxuan very much."
After hearing what Mommy said, Song Xiaoxuan was overjoyed. She hugged Mommy with her two little hands and said happily, "Hehe, Mommy, I'm so happy."
"Well, our Xiaoxuan will always be happy, because mommy loves Xiaoxuan, daddy loves Xiaoxuan, and brother also loves Xiaoxuan." Gu Yao said to her daughter in a childish tone.
"Well, in our family, I am the happiest." Song Xiaoxuan said happily.
Gu Yao didn't say anything after that. After hugging her daughter for a while, she let go of her daughter and then took her daughter's hand to the living room.
As soon as Gu Yao walked to Song Jingye and sat down, Song Jingye's big palm grabbed her waist.
"Are you tired?" Song Jingye asked Gu Yao beside him. He knew that she had been busy with housework upstairs, so he asked her now, feeling a little sorry for her.
"I'm not tired." Gu Yao shook her head and said with a smile, the expression on her face was very good, she didn't want Jing Ye and the children to see any flaws.
After that, Gu Yao remembered what Nuonuo said on the phone in the morning, and said to Song Jingye, "Jingye, Nuonuo called me and said that after Wei Na and Shaoqin checked her body today, they decided to let her go tomorrow.
She was discharged from the hospital."
"..." Song Jingye was surprised, but he was happy in his heart and said, "This is great. If my sister-in-law comes home, their family can be together, and Zi Kai doesn't have to work so hard."
"Well, yes, Zi Kai has been working too hard recently," Gu Yao followed Song Jingye's words, and then continued, "And I also told Nuonuo that after Nuonuo is discharged from the hospital tomorrow, let Nuonuo rest at home for a few days.
, when we have free time in the future, we will take the children to visit Nuonuo’s family.” (To be continued)