The two of them strolled in the playground for a long time before turning to the teaching building.
"Go and see our former classroom?" Song Jingye asked Gu Yao.
"Well, but the classroom door should be closed, right? Let's just take a look outside." Gu Yao said.
"Um……"
The two of them walked into the teaching building. Every time Gu Yao took a step, her thoughts and emotions would change and become more excited, because the memories deep in her mind were being renovated and remembered bit by bit.
"Yaoyao, do you still remember this place?" Song Jingye asked.
Gu Yao looked at the place in front of her, her mind could not be clearer, "Well, I remember, this is the place where you kissed me for the first time."
I remember the corner of the corridor very clearly. Not long after I agreed to be his girlfriend, he waited for me at the door of my classroom after a late self-study class, and then sent me home.
As usual, I walked out of the classroom and prepared to leave the teaching building with him, but he pulled me to the corner of the corridor.
I didn't understand what it meant at first, so I asked him why he brought me here?
He didn't explain much, just said, wait a minute.
This wait is after the classmates have left, he said to himself, Gu Yao, I want to kiss you.
My face was red at the time and I felt very shy, but looking at my handsome boyfriend in front of me, I was so excited that I nodded shyly and agreed.
So that time, he kissed himself. He remembered it very clearly. He kissed him twice, each time for no more than five seconds.
Because it was his first kiss, and it was his first kiss, and neither of them were good kissers, so the first time ended like that.
After that, he kissed her several times, also in the corner of the corridor here, and each time it took longer than the previous one, because he and he gradually learned to kiss.
Song Jingye said no more, but took Gu Yao's hand and walked towards the corner of the corridor.
"Jingye, you..." Gu Yao didn't know what Song Jingye wanted to do? Just when she was about to ask, she felt Song Jingye suddenly turn around and pull her into his arms.
Afterwards, Song Jingye didn't want to listen to what Gu Yao said anymore, leaned down and kissed her lips.
Gu Yao's eyes widened at the sudden kiss, and her mind was not prepared for a moment, but after a while, she accepted it in her heart, and her mood gradually relaxed.
Closing her eyes, Gu Yao enjoyed the kiss.
Although I have been intimate with Jing Ye many times over the years, my thoughts and feelings in my heart are completely different when I am intimate in the place where I first fell in love.
It's like going back to the beginning, the shyness and pure love at that time.
After a long time, Song Jingye slowly let go of the woman in his arms, giving each other time to breathe.
"I used to love you very much, but now...I love you even more. In the future, all my love will be given to you." Song Jingye said to Gu Yao in a low voice.
"Me too, Jingye." Gu Yao replied, now she took the initiative to reach out her hand, grabbed Song Jingye's neck, and snuggled into his arms, feeling warm in her heart.
But within a few seconds, Gu Yao gradually felt bitter and sad.
I really want to love him like this, for the rest of my life, forever, but my body...
After the two cuddled together like this for a long time, they separated, walking hand in hand in the corridor, looking into the classroom through the classroom window, and chatting about their past memories.
The desks in the classroom are no longer the desks they used to be, and all the teaching equipment has been replaced. Even the multimedia equipment in the classroom is the most advanced, instead of the ancient equipment.
When the two left the school, it was already past five o'clock in the afternoon.
Song Jingye drove back to the Song family mansion with Gu Yao.
In the car, Gu Yao didn't say much and kept looking out the window, because she was in a bad mood at the moment and had the urge to cry.
Today I recalled the past on campus, and I felt even more uncomfortable and scared.
I am very afraid of what will happen to my body in the future, and I will not be able to stay with Jing Ye, nor will I be able to stay with the children and love them.
Gu Yao couldn't hold it back in the end, and a tear flowed out. When she realized it, Gu Yao hurriedly reached out her hand to wipe the tears.
And this scene was seen by Song Jingye.
"Yao Yao, what's wrong?" Song Jingye asked hurriedly, feeling nervous at the same time, "Are you feeling unwell? Why don't I stop the car and let's take a rest?"
After saying that, Song Jingye was about to stop the car in a hurry, but was stopped by Gu Yao the next second.
"It's okay, I'm not feeling uncomfortable." Gu Yao said hurriedly.
"..." Song Jingye didn't stop the car, but he was still worried and asked, "Then why are you crying?"
When she cries, she becomes nervous and worried.
"I thought of some things in the past, so... I couldn't hold it back, so I cried." Gu Yao did not explain in detail, but just said this in general.
Hearing Gu Yao's words, Song Jingye made a guess in his mind, thinking that she was sad and crying because she thought about breaking up with him. After all, he went to the campus with her today, and many of his previous memories were now gone.
It became clear that it was right for her to think about the previous breakup.
Song Jingye stretched out his right hand to help Gu Yao wipe away her tears while driving the car.
"I'll just do it myself. You drive well," Gu Yao said.
"Well..." Song Jingye didn't insist anymore, because it was really inconvenient to take care of her carefully because he could drive by himself.
But Song Jingye paused, comforted Gu Yao and said, "Yao Yao, I don't blame you for breaking up with me and leaving me. I have never blamed you, and now, aren't we together? We are still together.
With Yiyang and Xiaoxuan, we are very happy now."
In the past, even if I tortured myself so much and lived in pain and darkness, I never blamed her. In my heart, I never blamed her.
I said I hated her, I was angry and impulsive after seeing her, but deep down in my heart, I always loved her and never stopped loving her.
"Well, I know," Gu Yao said, leaning over, leaning on Song Jingye's shoulder, and continued, "Maybe it's because I'm so happy now that I couldn't help but cry when I thought of the past.
.”
Gu Yao's mood has adjusted a bit now, and she is much better than before.
Song Jingye also noticed the change in her mood. He didn't say too much, but said affectionately, "Don't think too much, let the past be in the past. Now we are together, take good care of our families, and live happily together.
That’ll be fine.”
"Um……"
Back at the Song family mansion, Song Jingye and Gu Yao felt the warm atmosphere of the family again. Gu Yao, especially, felt very happy. Maybe she was worried about gains and losses, so she wanted to work hard to capture some happy scenes and feelings.
Live it and enjoy this joy and happiness with your heart.