"Well, um, should I take the initiative?" He Xiaomei asked Long Yixi, her voice was very soft and she was obviously shy.
"Well," Long Yixi nodded, "I have always taken the initiative in the past. This time, it is you who will take the initiative."
Today is her birthday, and I just want to make it special and let her take the initiative.
"Oh." He Xiaomei responded.
Taking the initiative for the first time, He Xiaomei was very clumsy and gently approached Long Yixi's cheek, and then kissed him.
Feeling Xiaomei's kiss and the familiar fragrance, Long Yixi couldn't wait, changed from passive to active, and kissed Xiaomei.
It would be great if she could take the initiative to get close to him and kiss him. Next, let’s take the initiative instead.
The lingering kiss lasted for a while, and Long Yixi reluctantly let go of Xiaomei, but he did not leave Xiaomei too far, but stayed close to her, and the excitement and impulse in his heart did not subside at all.
Both of them were adjusting their breathing. He Xiaomei snuggled into Long Yixi's arms, breathing heavily.
After her breathing slowly adjusted, He Xiaomei heard Long Yixi's voice.
"Xiao Mei." Long Yixi's voice was a bit hoarse and deep.
"Hmm..." He Xiaomei responded, wondering what Long Yixi wanted to say?
Long Yixi had already put a hand on Xiaomei's waist.
He Xiaomei understood, but she didn't answer because she was nervous.
He wants...but...
Long Yixi didn't hear Xiaomei's answer, knowing in his heart that Xiaomei understood, and continued, "You are... an adult now."
"Xiaomei, you know my feelings for you," Long Yixi said, "I love you, so I want... to make you mine."
In fact, I have had this idea for a long time. After all, as I grow up, my psychology and physiology are changing. But before, I knew that Xiaomei was still too young, so I couldn't make this request, and I couldn't tell Xiaomei about her.
Thoughts, but now…
Xiaomei has grown up, she has become an adult, and she wants to be her first man, and the only man in her life, and she will also be her only woman, in this life... the only one.
He Xiaomei still didn't answer immediately, thinking a lot in her mind.
"Xiaomei..." Long Yixi couldn't help but whisper again, because at this moment, he was afraid that he couldn't control himself and would do something to Xiaomei.
"Long Yixi, I don't want to." He Xiaomei said.
After hearing Xiaomei's answer, Long Yixi looked at Xiaomei seriously.
He Xiaomei did not run away at this moment. She looked into Long Yixi's eyes and explained to him the reason for her answer, "Long Yixi, it's not that I don't love you, but... I'm not ready yet.
"
"I haven't thought about this... thing, so... I don't want to."
"But Long Yixi, I promise you, in this life, I will only love you, and I will only belong to you. In the future... everything about me... will only belong to you."
"When I'm ready, I will give myself... all to you. I will only be yours and love you for the rest of my life."
"Long Yixi, wait until we grow up a little bit, okay? When we go to college, we can try to get closer. When we graduate from college, I will...give myself...to you, okay?" He Xiaomei said
.
"Okay," Long Yixi didn't think much and answered directly, "Xiaomei, I'm sorry, I was too anxious."
Xiaomei is not ready yet, she is still too young, so it is her own fault for being too impatient.
He Xiaomei shook her head, looked at Long Yixi and said, "Don't say sorry, you are an adult. I just became an adult today. There is nothing wrong with thinking about these things."
"It's just that I think we are still young and I am not ready yet, and..." He Xiaomei paused and continued, "If you are so hasty, my parents... I have no way to explain, if my dad is angry
, he will definitely beat me, and even cause trouble for you."
"Well, I know," Long Yixi's hand left, and then he hugged Xiaomei tightly. While calming down the impulse in his heart, he said to Xiaomei, "I take back what I just said, but when we graduate from college,
You must give yourself to me, not to any man, only to me."
I am not 100% sure about the future, but I will want Xiaomei's promise and her answer.
"Well, I promise you and I also guarantee you that after graduating from college, I... will give myself to you and only you." He Xiaomei said.
Long Yixi was very satisfied with this answer, and he gradually felt more happy in his heart. Moreover, this kind of happiness gradually diluted the impulse just now.
Then, Long Yixi took out a box from his pocket, handed it to Xiaomei, and said, "Here it is, your birthday gift."
He Xiaomei suddenly came to her senses when she heard Long Yixi's words. Yes, I received many gifts today, but I haven't received a gift from Long Yixi yet.
Taking the box from Long Yixi's hand, He Xiaomei opened it. When she saw the necklace inside, He Xiaomei's eyes widened in surprise.
The necklace is silver-white, with two letters hanging from it, which are connected together. The letter M represents the pinyin of his name, and the number of letters in X represents the tin pinyin of Long Yixi's name. You can guess the meaning at once.
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"Do you like it?" Long Yixi saw Xiaomei's surprised look and asked her.
"Well, I like it very much," He Xiaomei said happily, "Long Yixi, please help me put it on with your own hands."
"Well," Long Yixi nodded and said while personally putting the necklace on Xiaomei, "Xiaomei, you will always wear it from now on. It means that I am by your side and will always be with you."
"I will, Long Yixi," He Xiaomei said, "I will always wear this necklace, as if you are always by my side."
I usually don't like to wear jewelry, but Long Yixi gave me this necklace. From now on, I will always wear it, because it is an adult birthday gift from Long Yixi to me, and the meaning above is also
Representing myself and Long Yixi.
Long Yixi nodded, seeing Xiaomei's happy look, he felt very happy too.
After putting the necklace on Xiaomei, Long Yixi continued to hold Xiaomei. The two stayed like this and continued to chat. The topics they talked about after that were all future topics.
Their future, their future lives, their future dreams. (To be continued)