Pain and struggle, these two feelings are unavoidable for mortals. At this moment, I am struggling in pain. Right and wrong, good and evil, are constantly alternating in my brain, which is not very bright.
Yuan Mei's eyes became more and more strange, and I felt more and more uncomfortable in my heart. Scenes that I didn't want to recall appeared like video playback.
"This is the price we have here. If you don't want to buy it, please go to the opposite side."
"It's not wrong. The boss is always right. Of course I will pick it up. The boss treats me best."
"Look at that kid, he's so poor and has such a beautiful partner. It's really unreasonable."
"Based on your conditions, joining our company can only be regarded as an internship, with supplementary work meals and a monthly subsidy of 150, that's all."
My head was about to explode. I could only bend down and grab my hair and gasp for breath. But Lao Yi beside me didn't seem like me. He just stood there blankly, as if he was thinking about something.
Yuan Meiyou spoke, and his slightly old voice sounded like a ghost in my ears. He said to me: "The world is unkind. This is also the reason for the decline of the Bai sect. It is impossible for us to be like this now."
Think again about the Yin and Yang gentlemen in ancient times who were so selfless in helping others. Do you understand? Even if you help them, they will not appreciate it. Instead, they will laugh at you for being stupid. Do you really want to do something thankless?
What?"
His words were like nails in my heart, causing the doubts and dissatisfaction I usually suppressed in my heart to expand to an unprecedented level. If this continues, I will definitely do something like this.
But it didn't work, so I concentrated my energy and said to Yuan Mei: "Stop talking, stop talking! I believe there is justice in this world, don't say it anymore!"
When Yuan Mei saw me saying this, he smiled contemptuously. He continued to open his mouth and said to me word by word: "Justice? Where is it? My parents were recognized as good people back then, and they also believed that there is justice in this world, but
, where was justice when they died? Is there justice in this world? Don’t joke, let’s take you for example, have you seen justice? When you are working hard to protect others, why do you have to endure others?
What about the misunderstanding? Is this an axiom?”
I'm speechless, completely speechless. I really underestimated Yuan Mei. I didn't expect that besides being super strong, he could also be so talkative. It seemed like I couldn't hide everything from him. I just spoke every word.
It entered my heart and I couldn't refute it. Yuan Mei sneered again when he saw that I was about to accept my fate. He continued: "Humph, now you know that all the axioms in this world are lies.
Come on, come on, join me, first eliminate the five evils and three shortcomings, and then join me to let the ignorant people in this society feel the pain we have suffered!"
Promise him, promise him, promise him, my mind was full of these three words, but my last rationality made me grit my teeth tightly to prevent these three words from coming out, just when I could no longer hold on.
, Lao Yi, who was next to him, suddenly spoke. His voice was slightly dull. Although the words were very soft, he said very firmly: "I can't promise you."
When Lao Yi suddenly said these words, Yuan Mei was stunned. He looked at Lao Yi in surprise, as if he didn't believe that this silly boy whom he looked down upon the most could have such determination. Just as he was stunned
In a short time, all the miscellaneous voices in my head disappeared. I shivered unexpectedly. When I came back to my senses, I found that the back of my clothes was soaked as if it had just been soaked in water.
I looked at Yuan Mei, this old monster. As a human being, he should not be proficient in the art of bewitching evil spirits. Just now he must have taken advantage of the flaw in my heart and used his Qi on his tone to make me feel like this.
I had a strong impulse, and I couldn't help but feel a headache again when I thought of this. He was right, the distance between us is still too big, and this cannot be changed at all.
Yuan Mei saw that Lao Yi refused to submit, but he was not angry. Instead, he said: "Why, haven't you seen this society clearly? Do you really not have any resentment in your hearts?"
Hearing what Yuan Mei said, I sighed. Although I have calmed down now, what he said is indeed correct. We have indeed all resented this society. What he said is right, and what he did is correct.
It's excusable, but who is at fault? Who can know?
I can't answer Yuan Mei's question. Although I am indeed a person who can make up lies at will, at this time, this lie cannot even fool me. I don't know what to say, and Lao Yi beside me is shaking.
He shook his head and said lightly: "I don't, I don't hate this society."
What? At this time, not only Yuan Mei was surprised, but even I was surprised. I turned around and looked at Lao Yi. He still had the same deadly moral character, but his face was very calm at this time, as if he was smiling even though he was facing him.
I couldn't believe that he was still able to remain calm despite the surging waves. I really wanted to go up and touch his forehead. Was he suffering from dementia again?
Obviously, this is impossible, because we all underestimate Yi Xinxing. Although he is sometimes dull and unable to turn his head, he can always surprise us at critical moments.
, Just like this time, although Yuan Mei knew our details from somewhere, he didn’t know us well after all. He should only know that one of our characters is tangled and wretched, and the other is naturally stupid, a typical person struggling in society.
A young man from the bottom, but Lao Yi's performance today really surprised him.
He couldn't imagine that Lao Yi would answer this question that no one could answer so calmly, firmly and affirmatively, so he asked Lao Yi with some disbelief: "How is it possible? Don't you hate it? According to me
As far as I know, your parents must have died very early. Although I don’t know the cause of death, as the son of a murderer, you should have been bullied since you were a child. Don’t you hate those who bully you?
?”
Lao Yi looked at me and then at Yuan Mei, and said very calmly: "I don't hate, and I'm not angry when others bully me. My father once told me that all resentment is the source of evil. If
If you continue to hate like this, there will be no end. Although I also know that the atmosphere in this society is already quite bad, I still believe in that sentence. Doing good is the most joyful, and don't be resentful."
After saying this, it suddenly dawned on me. Yes, Lao Yi once told me about his family affairs. He was much worse off than me, and his life experience was very similar to that of Yuan Mei, but he was not like me.
I once thought about resenting others, but still lived according to my own ideas.
Yuan Mei was suddenly at a loss for words. He probably really couldn't understand how there could be such a simple-minded person in this world. For a moment, even when he saw that the world was as cold and warm as a monster, he didn't know what to say.
I looked at Lao Yi with some admiration. Well done. Maybe there is really no answer to the question Yuan Mei asked just now, or maybe there is. Only people with a truly pure heart can answer it so freely. Obviously, my good brother is
When I think of this kind of person, the knot in my heart suddenly unties, yes, what the hell am I still bothering about, even Lao Yi doesn’t resent me but still resents a hammer?
Thinking about it, it was probably caused by my age and lack of firmness. Now that the knot in my heart was resolved, I breathed a sigh of relief and no longer had to worry about falling into the trap of that old guy Yuan Mei. After thinking for a while, Yuan Mei said to Lao Yi
Said: "I don't know why you can say this so easily. Maybe you can't really understand the sinister relationship between people's hearts, but it doesn't matter anymore. Let me tell you two, now in my hands
I already have three seven treasures, and despite the complaints of hundreds of people, I am determined to get the Huangchao Sword, so if you two still want to get rid of the five disadvantages and three deficiencies, you must agree to me, otherwise, you will bear the consequences."
Hearing what he said, this old guy was probably a little angry. It's no wonder, who let him meet such an alternative living treasure like Lao Yi? Although he no longer puts pressure on our hearts, he
The things mentioned are indeed enough to trouble both of us. Now that everyone has Qibao in their hands, and we can't defeat him, what should we do?
When I think of Liu Yudi's expectant eyes, I feel sad in my heart. She is waiting for me and has been waiting for me. In fact, I should have thought of it a long time ago. I grew up together. Although she has been unwilling to tell me, I can guess
Come on, she has been waiting for me for many years. Waiting for so many years is really unimaginable to me. I really can’t bear to keep her waiting like this. I once promised her that I would give her a peaceful life, even though I know
, this process may be difficult, but I still underestimated how difficult it is. To put it bluntly, I am actually doing multiple-choice questions non-stop. Now there are only two ways in front of me. One is to cross
Qibao and Sanqingshu joined Yuan Mei and resisted to the end.
If we resist, it is probably like what Yuan Mei said, and there will be no good results. Even surviving tonight will be a problem. But if we agree, then what have we insisted on before?
What? Aren’t we just like Yuan Mei at that time and became a crazy person? Can we harm others like him? Can we? Can we?
This is indeed the most difficult multiple-choice question I have ever done, because it is a dead end in itself. No matter which one I choose, there will be no good results. But I have to make this choice. This may be fate. I smiled bitterly.
.
Lao Yi has been looking at me since he finished what he just said. Although he is a few years older than me, if we encounter any problems, I seem to be the one making the final decision. This has become a habit. Of course, this time
No exception.
The night was extremely quiet. I could no longer hear the sound of the waves. Yuan Mei was waiting for my answer. The ten ghosts behind him were still hanging their heads like puppets, waiting for their master's instructions. I closed my eyes, and in my head
What I was thinking about at this moment gradually became clearer, but what I was thinking about was nothing else. I only had Liu Yudi in my mind. If I didn't agree to Yuan Mei's request, would I die tonight? What if I died tonight?
If so, will Liu Yudi still wait for me? My mind suddenly became very quiet, just thinking about some questions that have been bothering me from before. In fact, the answer to this question has been long ago, but
It's just that I can't figure it out, but after knowing so many things these days, I think it might be an opportunity for him to figure it out.
Yuan Mei looked confident when he saw my appearance. He seemed to already know the result of my promise to him, so he stopped talking and gave me a quiet time to think.
After a while, I opened my eyes and figured out, maybe this is fate, so I turned to Lao Yi and said: "Lao Yi, we have been together for such a long time, and I am the one who handles everything."
Make a choice, can you let me choose this time?"
Lao Yi looked at me, shrugged, and then said to me with a firm expression: "Lao Cui, don't worry, I believe you, I know your choice."
The eyes of Lao Yi and I met. This was probably a kind of tacit understanding. Everything was said without saying anything. Seeing that we seemed to have discussed it, Yuan Mei smiled like a winner and waited for me.
The answer he already knew. I looked at him. I didn't know why at this moment, but I felt extremely calm. There was no fear, no anger, no resentment.
Because I know that there is no such thing as a pure villain in this world. In fact, everyone is insisting on their own justice. They may really be winners and losers. The so-called justice is simply a rhetoric and a prize for the winner.
Bar.
Yuan Mei defeated us, so should we give him an award now? I smiled bitterly, then opened my mouth and said to him word by word: "We have thought about this suggestion you mentioned.
Can’t agree!”
"What?"
Obviously what I said surprised Yuan Mei again. He couldn't imagine how there could be such a person in this world, who even had trouble practicing his own life, but still didn't bow his head.
It’s not his fault. Even I couldn’t understand why I felt so calm after saying these words, so I opened my mouth again and said to him: “I told you that we will not be with you.
Those who join in the defilement and harm others.”
When Yuan Mei saw what I said, he finally got a little angry. He sneered and then said to me: "I really don't understand what you are insisting on in your heart. Why do you want to help those people for no reason? Is it possible?
Are you really that stupid? Could it be..."
"you are wrong!!!"
I suddenly interrupted him with a loud shout. At this moment, I no longer had any fear in my heart. In my heart, Yuan Mei was just a miserable person who had gone astray. When Yuan Mei saw me interrupting him, he was startled again.
, he didn’t know what gave this young man who had been at a disadvantage from the beginning what gave him courage.
I ignored his surprise, but summoned up the courage to speak to him loudly what I had always hidden in my heart but never said. I said to him: "You are wrong! You have been living in endless hatred.
, so all you see is hatred, but we are different. We have gone through so many things, and we will only believe in our own hearts. Maybe you are right, we are purely sentimental, and this society is also
It is indeed full of all kinds of unfairness as you said, and everyone in the world is blinded by glitz. In this society that laughs at the poor but not at prostitution, our behavior is undoubtedly the behavior of fools, but!!"
As I said this, I raised my right hand and pointed at Yuan Mei and said loudly to him: "But have you ever thought about who can be blamed for this behavior? Isn't it us? Is it us?
Are we saints? Why can’t we examine ourselves first, but then we have to take responsibility for others? Why can’t we change ourselves but ask others to change?”
When Lao Yi heard what I said, he felt a little excited. Although his expressive ability was not very good, he still couldn't suppress the excitement in his heart. Maybe it was my words that touched him. He also said: "No.
Wrong! You always say how wronged you are and how much hatred you have, but your revenge should have been avenged! Why do you still kill others? Don’t they have any relatives? Are you the only human being? To put it bluntly
You are a selfish person. The earth must revolve around you. Besides you, you are the sun."
Yuan Mei was a little unable to answer the words we both said one after another. Anyway, I already had a firm belief in my heart, so I simply said everything I wanted to say, so I opened my mouth and said loudly to him: "You are also a member of the Bai sect.
, we should also know that hatred breeds demons. We are stupid, but we have what this society lacks! Even though their mentality is wrong, even though their thoughts are wrong, how can there be perfection in this society?
What about people? Are you? You are not, and none of us are, so what is the use of killing them? Is it just for your ridiculous revenge? If you kill people for your own selfish desires, then you have something to do with those Red Guards
What’s the difference? Then what’s the difference between you and those monsters?? Tell me!!??”
I said everything on my mind in one breath, and I immediately felt a lot more relaxed. After hearing what we said, Yuan Mei seemed a little confused. He looked at us, as if he was thinking about something, and there was a frown between his eyebrows.
A trace of sadness seemed to flash across his face, but that expression was fleeting, and he immediately returned to his previous aloof and sneering expression.
After snorting coldly, he said to me: "Stop telling me these high-sounding nonsense!! I still say the same thing, you can't understand my pain at all! You said you two have something that this society lacks?"
What is it? Also, as far as I know, you should have someone you like, don't you think about her? Are you really willing to carry this lonely life for the rest of your life and die alone in the end? "