Three years ago, I did ask Zhang Yaxin: "Do you like me!!"
Zhang Yaxin murmured: "I don't like it."
I yelled: "You lie!! You are fake!!"
Zhang Yaxin murmured: "Brother Cui, I really don't like you..."
I laughed loudly and said: "It is indeed you! You monster, let's see if I don't beat you to death this time!!"
Three years ago in the summer, in the cold ghost building, the ghost wall and the Wutong Shen forced me to make such an impossible solution. I remember that it was to test who was Zhang Yaxin or Guan Ming.
It was a plan she came up with because she was possessed, but she didn't say she liked me at the time. Today, three years later, what did she mean when she said this to me?
So I asked her: "Sister, stop it quickly. When did you say you liked me?"
Zhang Yaxin always had a faint smile on her face. She sighed, as if she was lamenting this fate, and she murmured to me: "Brother Cui, you know, I have actually noticed you for a long time."
After Zhang Yaxin said this, she told me the whole story. It turned out that she went to Jingbo Lake to relax because she had a quarrel with her boyfriend. The first time she noticed me was on the first day.
At the painting review meeting, I stood out from the crowd. I took out a piece of paper that was too hard to wipe people's buttocks. Naturally, Liu Mingming gave me a beating. Everyone laughed at me at that time, including Zhang Ya.
Xin also thought I was interesting, but the next day when Zhang Yaxin went to the lake to sketch, she discovered an interesting phenomenon, that is, I was trying my best to draw symbols. Of course, at that time, she didn't know what I was drawing. Anyway, she didn't know what I was drawing.
I was quite serious. She was a little surprised when she saw that I almost fell asleep and kept painting. How could such a serious person draw so poorly?
It wasn't until her boyfriend broke up with her and was possessed by the Wutong Shen that the first thing she saw when she woke up was me. She told me that she was the saddest at that time, but she didn't know why.
When I took off my clothes and lent them to her to cover her belly, she felt warm in her heart.
What happened next was even more unimaginable to her. She found out that I was actually a person with magical powers. Although my image was completely different from those of the exorcists on TV, it still surprised him.
She already had a good impression of me when she knew that I had not slept well for several days and had to fight to the death with the Wutong God in order to protect my companions.
At that time, when I casually asked her if she liked me, she actually said she liked me in the last sentence. Indeed, because I was so focused on beating the possessed Guan Ming at that time, I didn’t hear it at all.
Zhang Yaxin was still young at that time, so she didn't have the nerve to say it out loud.
It turns out that this is what happened. I looked at Zhang Yaxin and listened to her talking about the incident in an understated way. I couldn't help but sigh about my life. I didn't expect that I, a person who can't have feelings, would still show mercy at all times. Under this strange combination of circumstances, what should I do?
How many wonderful marriages have you missed?
Life is about constant encounters. People who are lost get lost, and people who meet will meet again. After I graduated, Zhang Yaxin lost interest in staying in that school, so she dropped out of school and officially joined her godfather's company.
Company, she thought that this matter would pass over time, but what she didn't expect was that by such a coincidence, I would appear again and save her again, so she fell in love with her so desperately.
Got me.
Hearing this, I couldn't help but sigh with emotion. Looking at Zhang Yaxin's pretty face, I thought to myself, this is really planting flowers deliberately and unintentionally planting willows in rows. I never thought that my unintentional move would let a person
The woman is so enamored of me. If I had heard her words three years ago, maybe my result would not be like what it is today. If, but how can there be so many ifs in this world?
If I had agreed with her at that time, I probably would not have ended up where I am today, let alone Uncle Yi Wen and the others. But there is one ending that is certain, that is, neither of us will have a good outcome, because
I am a lonely person.
It's dark when you open your eyes, and it's dark when you close your eyes. What's the difference between opening your eyes and closing them? Thinking of this, I sighed. Everything is impermanent, and the same is true for human nature. Why force it?
What's more, I now have a woman who has been waiting for me, and I also have a brother, Lao Yi.
Jimmy once said that love is always a silent persecution of friendship.
Lao Yi once said, women are like clothes and brothers are like brothers and sisters. If you touch my clothes, I will chop off your hands and feet.
In fact, I still prefer Lao Yi's capitalist theory, because love is something that cannot be managed by the proletariat and becomes a regular person. It is always shown in silly TV series where two brothers fell in love with a woman at the same time.
They turned against each other and chopped off each other's limbs, but in the end there was no good outcome.
But it was just a TV show after all. I would never allow this situation to happen in reality, so I wanted to completely nip him in the cradle while this relationship was still in its infancy!
Thinking of this, I said to Zhang Yaxin: "Sister, thank you for thinking about me these past few years, but you also know who I am, so there will be no good results between us."
Zhang Yaxin looked at me, the smile on her face slowly disappeared, her eyes were full of tenderness, the morning sun reflected on her face, her eyes shone a little, the sea breeze blew her hair, and
The situation was the same three years ago. She said softly: "It doesn't matter, as long as I like you, that's enough. I know you don't have a girlfriend now, and I will keep waiting."
After listening to her say these few words, if I had put it in a few months ago, I would have been completely moved. However, there is such a big space in a person's heart. If I forcefully squeeze another person into it, I will be completely moved.
How crowded? I already have someone in my heart. If I were to accommodate another person, it would probably be a bit impossible. After all, I am an orphan, so I know how precious love is. In the novel
That kind of plot of three wives and four concubines is simply impossible to happen in real society, so I can only choose one of the two people, and the person I choose is undoubtedly Liu Yudi.
Because I know that if you love someone and hurt someone, it is better not to love. I looked at Zhang Yaxin, and my heart was full of guilt. I'm sorry, I can only say this, I don't want love to become a kind of love.
Burden, it's all a matter of misfortune and misfortune, because Lao Yi was her best choice.
Thinking of this, I felt that this matter could not be allowed to develop any further, so I felt cruel and said to Zhang Yaxin in a scornful tone: "Stop it! Stop it quickly! I don't need you to wait!"
Zhang Yaxin was stunned when she saw what I said, and then asked me a little confused: "Why? Am I ugly? Or do you already have someone you like?"
Seeing the tearful look on this little girl's face, I really couldn't bear it. The ruthless look I had tried so hard to pretend was shattered in an instant, but I still couldn't be soft-hearted. I had suffered too much from being indecisive. Come to think of it,
Go, I decided to tell her everything about me. It is impossible for her to understand us by herself.
I picked up the bottle and found that there was no wine in it, so I lit a cigarette. After taking a deep breath, I said to Zhang Yaxin: "Actually, I told you my story three years ago, but this is
The story is not complete, are you interested in hearing it today?"
Zhang Yaxin looked at me with her big watery eyes, and then nodded. I told her the story about my five shortcomings and three shortcomings and Liu Yudi. When she heard that this little girl Liu Yudi didn't even ask me
For whatever reason, she also cried when she said she would wait for me. I don’t know whether it was because she was moved or for some other reason.
My story was actually quite short. After I finished telling it, Zhang Yaxin looked at me and murmured to me: "Brother Cui, I really envy Sister Liu for having such a beautiful love."
I didn't speak, just smoked silently, and Zhang Yaxin said again: "Brother Cui, I know what's going on, and I also understand that you are actually in pain, more than any of us, so I decided to quit.
, maybe this is fate, I don’t want to be the one who gets in between the two of you.”
Zhang Yaxin is so understanding that she almost moved me to tears. She is such a good woman. Really, she can understand the truth that strong melons are not sweet. I didn’t know what to say for a moment.
Something was fine, but it would be too embarrassing if we didn't talk now, so I said to her: "Sister, it's actually more appropriate and natural for us to be brothers and sisters. What do you think of Lao Yi?"
The kid has always liked you."
Although Zhang Yaxin just said it so thoroughly, I know that in fact, she cannot give up in her heart. After all, it has been three years. I deeply understand the consequences of time. I saw that there was still sadness between her eyebrows, but she still felt sad.
I forced myself to smile, and then said to me: "Brother Yi is a good person, I know, just let it go."
After she finished speaking, we both fell into silence again. Time passed quietly. The roaring seawater soaked the beach and then receded. The sun had climbed into the sky. At this moment, the sea surface was blue and there was no trace of water.
The edge seems to be connected to the end of the sky. It is already morning. Occasionally, some people who are really doing morning exercises will run out from the beach. The two of us sit quietly like this, each with his own thoughts. Sometimes I think, if people
How great would it be if we could really have no worries? We wouldn't have to worry about it all day long. But can people really be free of worries? No, so I'm still worried now.
When my mind was filled with Ruffian Cai's rhetorical questions, Zhang Yaxin, who had been silent beside me, spoke again. She looked at me and murmured to me: "Brother Cui, I know we can't be together, but
Can I hug you one last time?"
After she finished saying this, before I could react, she threw herself into my arms. I only felt a boneless touch in my arms accompanied by the aroma of lavender, and I suddenly felt at ease.
Dang, no idea.
And just when I was in a daze, an old voice suddenly came from not far behind me, which made my hair stand on end. The voice said: "You really don't want to keep a daughter, good son-in-law, I will leave my daughter to you."
It’s over.”
I suddenly shivered all over, and immediately stood up and looked back. I saw Yuan Mei, an old grandson, standing not far from us. What made me even more headache was that he was still standing next to him.
An old Yi.
I saw Lao Yi looking at me and Zhang Yaxin with a disappointed look on his face. Suddenly my heart thumped, oh, is this designed? I won’t fall for it, right?!!