If you only have the last few days of your life, how will you live? I smoked a cigarette, sat on the curb, and looked at the skyline revealed through the gaps in the tall buildings. Now there are little bits of fish belly white, new colors.
The day has begun, and there are four days left.
Thinking about what Uncle Wen said to me last night, I finally understood. It turned out that San Cai's straight hexagram showed the reason. Indeed, I am going to the underworld to save Uncle Jiu this time. It is a veritable death. I just don't know if I still have it.
Although this road is dangerous, I am not afraid of it. I finally understand that if people have a certain belief, they can really move forward without fear of life or death.
Uncle Wen told me that since I insisted on going, they would not stop me and let me have a good rest within these five days. After all, this is not a child's play. No one is sure whether I can come back after a narrow escape, so
If I still have any unfulfilled wishes, I will try my best to do it, at least without leaving any regrets.
I smiled bitterly and said it as if I was asked to make a will, but it was indeed the case. Then Lao Yi and I went home respectively. After walking out of Fuze Hall, Lao Yi asked me with a serious expression: "Lao Cui, what are you doing?"
Have you really thought about it?"
I nodded and said to Lao Yi: "Well, think about it. After all, this is my own fault. If I don't go, I will probably not sleep well for the rest of my life."
Lao Yi sighed, and then said to me: "Then you should prepare well these days. What are your plans? Are you ready to go home?"
Hearing what Lao Yi said, I suddenly felt sour in my heart. Yes, I am about to die. Are you ready to go home? Thinking of my father and my grandmother at home, I unconsciously felt melancholy in my heart. If there is such a thing in life,
In this world, it is impossible not to have a trace of care. The fetters of family ties cannot be shaken off. Having no desires or demands is just nonsense. To be honest, I really want to go home, but I can't do it.
, because I was afraid that I would change my current thinking when I got home, so I shook my head at Lao Yi and said, "I won't go back. I want to be quiet these five days and think about things I haven't figured out yet."
Passed, and then left."
Lao Yi nodded helplessly and said to me: "Brother, if you want to drink, remember to inform me. I will make a few more small blue lanterns in the past few days and I will definitely light up the light for you to go home."
I looked at Lao Yi without saying a word. Even if I didn’t express my gratitude in front of my brothers, we knew it. I left alone and returned home. I didn’t go upstairs. Instead, I went to the 24-hour supermarket first.
I bought two packs of cigarettes and a box of canned beer, and sat on the curb outside the building, drinking slowly. The night wind was very cold, and even if there was alcohol in my stomach, I couldn't dispel the chill. The sky was already whitening, and I
I began to tremble unconsciously. The road ahead was a real road of death, but what else did I need to do before I embarked on this road of death?
It turns out that people really don’t get drunk when they really have something in their hearts. I burped, put the beer box filled with empty cans next to the trash can, and then smoked a cigarette.
When I went upstairs, it was already broad daylight, and I already had preliminary ideas in my mind.
I was lying on the bed, holding a passbook, opening it and counting the change on the balance. This was what Uncle Wen gave me when I left last night. This old guy knew that I had no money and wanted to give me some money.
I am very grateful for letting me do whatever I want during these five days.
Twenty thousand yuan, it seems that I have never seen so much money in my life. Add in the remaining one thousand three hundred and twenty-five yuan that Uncle Wen gave me for the travel expenses to Beidaihe. My current balance is twenty-one thousand three hundred yuan.
One hundred and twenty-five years old, I suddenly felt the urge to cry, it was so exciting.
Thinking about how I should spend this huge sum of money? With this doubt, I closed my heavy eyes and fell into sleep.
I woke up at noon, because I knew that now was not the time to sleep. I would sleep in five days, so I couldn't waste time on it. After putting on clothes and washing my face, I went downstairs.
When I went to the bank to withdraw all the money, I realized that twenty thousand yuan was not a lot. I held these two small books of money in my hand and smiled bitterly at the same time.
I first deposited 10,000 yuan into my father's account. He has raised me for so many years, but I have not paid him any tribute. I will die in two days. Although this amount of money is small, it can be regarded as a little bit of my gratitude.
, after saving the money, I walked around the streets, thinking to myself, I want to live the life of a rich person this time! Do things that I could only think about before! I happened to pass by a small market, and I got into it.
Go in.
There are quite a lot of people in this small market. I have to say that I like this kind of place very much. The three religions and nine streams are mixed together, and the small merchants and hawkers are constantly shouting. This is where all kinds of things in the world come from.
I walked to a pancake and fruit stall, and the aroma of pancake and fruit penetrated my nose. Immediately, my stomach began to growl unsatisfactorily. I thought that I hadn't eaten today, so I followed
The auntie who was serving pancakes said very proudly: "Bring me four sets of pancakes and fruit, each set requires two eggs!"
The aunt was also unambiguous. It was obvious that making pancakes was as easy for her as smoking. After a while, the pancakes were done, wrapped in four plastic bags and handed to me. I smiled slightly on half my face, and then I was very proud.
He took out a fifty-fifty note and handed it to her, leaving a message: "No need to look for it."
I ignored the aunt's surprised expression, turned around and left. I felt really comfortable. This may be the life of rich people. I opened a plastic bag and took a bite. After thinking about it, I felt cool and relaxed.
Throw the remaining three plastic bags behind you.
That's right. I remember I saw some paupers on the Internet saying that when they have money, they will buy soy milk and drink one bowl after another. Now that I think about it, I despise them. They really have money and don't know how to spend it. Now that I have money, pancakes
Buying four sets of fruits, eating one set and throwing away three sets is the way to go!
But when it comes to my human nature, it is quite contradictory. After walking a few steps, I seemed to have something stuck in my heart, so I sighed, turned around and picked up the three plastic bags.
My heart can't help but be filled with sighs. It seems that I'm really used to being poor, and I can't bear to see such luxury.
Four sets of two-egg pancakes made me almost roll my eyes. I couldn’t help but feel a little annoyed. His uncle, if he spends this way, he can spend the money in a year! No, my theme today.
It was all about squandering and making money. After I made up my mind, I made up my mind and tried my best to think of things that I wanted to do but didn't dare to do before.
So I took a taxi and headed to the nearest "spirited" arcade, which was what we called the game arcade when we were kids. As soon as I entered the door, the noisy sound of the arcade came over, and the pounding music made me feel like a beast.
My blood is boiling, my uncle, I have to play hard today!
I exchanged 500 yuan for a small box of game coins, a thousand coins, a thousand coins, and it was fun to hold them. Then I went straight to the kof area, and without saying a word, I went to the coin slot.
Twenty people were pressed in. Following the arrogant opening remarks of my strongest trio, Terry, Tozo, and Benimaru, I also laughed arrogantly, hahaha! Mortals! They are all under my power.
Tremble!
After playing for a while, someone came to the machine opposite. Not to mention, he is really a master. Maybe it’s because I haven’t played for a long time, or maybe it’s because the grandson is too strong.
I was tortured, but after saying "ko", I laughed. Damn it, even though I can't fuck you, I can still make you go away automatically.
As the saying goes, a good tiger cannot defeat a pack of wolves. After two hours, the grandson couldn't stand my repeated entanglement with coins and retreated automatically. Looking at the lonely back of the master, I sighed in my heart. This is why no matter how good a martial artist is, he is afraid of a kitchen knife.
The truth is, even the masters can’t stand me because I have so many coins!
Seeing that it was getting dark, I wanted to vomit when I saw Lukar in the arcade, so I stopped playing. I still had several hundred coins left in my pocket. What should I do? Originally, I wanted to play again.
When playing games like The Legend of the Three Kingdoms, you don’t use fists and kicks, just use blood-consuming big moves to see if you can pass the level. But I gave up after the first level. It was really disgusting.
So what should I play? I suddenly passed by a claw machine and stopped when I looked at the hello kitty inside. I really didn’t expect that there are such antiques in the claw machines now. I looked at this little doll through the glass.
Cat, I suddenly remembered when I was a child. It was during the Chinese New Year. It seems that Uncle Liu and Liu Yudi came to Longjiang to visit relatives and lived in my house. We were still young at that time, so we ran out together to play in the small county town.
The market was very lively during the Chinese New Year, selling everything. I remember that day, she and I were strolling around holding a bunch of candied haws, and suddenly she stopped. At that time, I was quite puzzled, what was going on?
, I looked along her line of sight, and it turned out that there was a hello kitty hanging in the window of a department store. I didn’t know what this thing was called at the time, but it looked pretty silly anyway, so I gave it to myself.
It has such a name.
But I don’t know why, Liu Yudi’s eyes lit up. Her eyes were amazing, they had been watery since she was a child. I felt soft-hearted at that time, knowing she liked it, so I wanted to buy it, but after looking at the price
, I was numb at that time, 20 yuan, damn, rob money, you know I was really poor at that time and had nothing to say, as a child, even the pocket money given by relatives during the Chinese New Year had to be handed over to
My parent, that is, my father, my father could only give me ten yuan in my pocket at most. Even this made me happy. At that time, I had more than five yuan in my pocket.
Qian'er, so she didn't have the nerve to speak. Fortunately, the little girl has been sensible since she was a child, so she went home with me without saying anything. When we were watching TV in the evening, she suddenly said: "If
When I grow up, I will marry anyone who gives me a cat."
I didn't take it to heart at all at the time. I thought to myself that this little girl was completely benevolent as a woman. It was not worth it for a stupid cat to get me involved. But now, standing in front of the claw machine, I suddenly remembered this.
This little thing from childhood really brings about a different mood.
I'm going to die. Why can't I fulfill this little girl's childhood wish before I die? Thinking of this, I grabbed a handful of game coins and stuffed them into the machine. I held the button and started to focus on grabbing it like that stupid cat.
, but when I think about it, I want to curse. I don’t know which grandson invented this claw machine. It is too difficult to master. I have been catching it for more than an hour and I feel that I have lost money. I am a little crazy. It is really
I have the urge to pick up a stool and disfigure Ya, but I don’t know where my persistence comes from, but I can still hold on patiently.
Watching the hello kitty in the machine fall again and again, I don’t know why, but my tears suddenly came out. Is this my destiny? I can clearly see it, but I can’t catch it. It’s obviously very difficult.
Close, but always missed.
If this were me in the past, I would probably let it go, but today I can't. I will catch it no matter what! Damn it, I don't believe it, a stupid cat can disgust me!
At around eight o'clock in the evening, when the day was almost over, I finally caught it out. The little thing was soft and soft in my hand. I looked at the kitten and thought of Liu Yudi, thinking in my heart, too.