Indeed, what he said is right. I looked at Shi Jueming, and I was still extremely desperate at this moment. Even until just now, I had never been desperate, because I had already looked away, and now my life was in danger. At worst, I had to fight with him.
The fish is dead and the net is broken, but now, I am really scared, and I am extremely scared. I don’t know since when, people around me have been injured. Uncle Wen fell, Lao Yi’s hand was broken, and now Zhang Yaxin
It actually fell into the hands of Shi Jueming again.
No!! It can’t be like this!!! For a moment, I didn’t seem to know what to say. Shi Jueming’s mind was extremely easy to use. It seemed that my current expression was exactly what he wanted to see. I saw him changing to a different comparison.
He said to me in a gentle tone: "Old Cui, now that the facts are in front of you, don't resist pointlessly anymore. You have to know that people should always put themselves first, right? You cooperate with me.
There are also benefits. Think about it, after I change my destiny, I can also help you get in touch with the five disadvantages and three shortcomings. Isn’t this exactly what you want? From now on, you can live the life you want. Isn’t this
Isn’t it good?”
Throughout the night, too many things happened, and fatal blows came one after another. For a moment, I seemed to be about to collapse. Now I heard that Zhang Yaxin fell into the hands of Shi Jueming, and he used it to threaten me.
Me, I really can't bear it, but I know that now is not the time that I can't bear it. Now I am the only one left, and I must hold on.
When Shi Jueming saw that I was silent, he sneered again. He turned around and pulled out the Huangchao Sword, and then wrapped it in cloth. Since my Qibao had been given to him for safekeeping, he carried it on his shoulder.
Go up, and then said to me: "I know you can't make a decision at the moment, it doesn't matter. The best time for Qibao to activate is the ugly time in four days. Then you can come here to see me again, Lao Cui, you are
Smart man, I believe you will cooperate with me in the end, because you can't afford to regret it."
After that, Shi Jueming turned around and walked away. On the bank of the huge Songhua River, I was left in a daze facing the choking river. I don't know why Shi Juming didn't touch me. Maybe it was him.
It's cruel, rather than beating me up, it would be more painful to let me blame myself alone.
The night finally became quiet, the wind seemed to have stopped, and the river had calmed down, but there was still a low choking sound coming from the river bank.
I sat on the ground and lit a cigarette. At this moment, I finally couldn't hold on anymore and cried. Why, this is not the result I want! Why should I endure this feeling? I took a big breath.
Then, this feeling of elders being seriously ill, brothers being injured, and friends being betrayed all came over me, as if the sky was falling, so that I kept grabbing my hair and telling myself not to think about it anymore, not to think about it anymore.
If it goes on, I will really be unable to bear it and go crazy.
However, this is of no use. At this moment, I feel that I am still just an ordinary person after all. Although I have immortal bones in my body and although I know the three pure Taoist arts, I am still so naive that I have been living.
I have never noticed other people's plots, and my strength is still so weak that I can't even protect my friends and masters.
Then what use do I have!!! The more I think about it, the sadder it becomes. There is no pain in the world more than this, his uncle’s, his uncle’s, why is that! I struggled to stand up, and at this time I finally had the courage to shout to the sky
The moon in the sky was still so bright, but I felt so sad when I saw it. I raised my hands in the air and shouted at the top of my lungs: "God damn it!!! This
Why!! Why are you teasing me like this!!!!!"
Of course, God couldn't give me an answer. The riverside was deserted, and my shouts left no echo. I could only hear the sound of the river flowing slowly, which was like a wordless answer.
After shouting out the words that I had wanted to shout for a long time, I suddenly felt that my heart became empty. I didn’t know what to do. Really, I have completely lost motivation and reason now. Thinking about the past, Lao Yi and I
I have been busy every day to get rid of the five evils and three shortcomings, but until today, he has become disabled, and I have also lost interest in getting rid of the fate, and I don’t even think about it anymore. Including everything, I don’t want to do it anymore.
Think about it.
I'm so tired. The river breeze blows, and I shiver involuntarily. I'm really too tired. I want to rest. No matter what, let's wait until tomorrow. I want to go home.
I want to go home. When I think of these four words, I suddenly feel sad. Where can I still have my home in Harbin now? Thinking of this, I suddenly smiled bitterly, and then lit a cigarette.
, walked back staggeringly, leaving behind the Songhua River water, which was still flowing slowly and never stopped.
I walked slowly, but my body still felt like it was falling apart. It hurt like hell to move, but this was exactly what I needed. My spirit was numb now, and only this pain could prove that I was still alive, but now
For me, what is the difference between living and dead?
Walking from the riverside to the street, I had to pass by the riverside park. It was already late at night. Surprisingly, I saw one or two homeless ghosts in the park. They were a child and an old woman.
The child was sitting on the swing swinging. If ordinary people saw it, they would definitely wonder how the swing could move on its own. But I am still in the state of meditation, so I can see that the child seems to be very happy.
There was no trace of the evil aura of the dead person in his appearance. The old woman standing by looked at him with a kind face.
I suddenly felt like crying again, so I stood there and watched for a while. Until the two ghosts found me, the old woman picked up the child and stared at me with a look of alertness on her face. Then I shook my head and walked away.
If it were me in the past, I would probably have stepped forward to inquire by now, but I am not in that mood at all now.
At this moment, I truly understood that ghosts are not scary at all, compared to humans.
In fact, sometimes I also wonder, are there really ghosts in this world? And what exactly are ghosts? Finally, after experiencing so many things, I understand that, in fact, there are ghosts in the world, and ghosts are nothing more than human hearts.
Think about it, among the ghosts and monsters I have encountered, which one has not had a painful experience? And which one of them really just wants to harm people for fun? But, what about the people I have met?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but smile again. The human heart is actually thousands of times scarier than ghosts. It's really ridiculous when I think about it. At this time, I finally understood why the profession of Mr. Yin Yang has declined. It turns out that this is the case.
It's not because we can't keep up with the times, but because people's hearts have changed. No matter how many Mr. Yin-Yang there are, it's useless. As long as there are people, there will be ghosts. This is an indisputable fact, but people with such kind hearts like Mr. Yin-Yang
, but it is really becoming less and less, so this profession is destined to perish.
I was holding a cigarette and walking on the street. I didn’t know where to go. It was already winter. The trees on both sides of the street seemed to have lost their lives. Only the bare trunks were left with their teeth and claws. The shadows reflected by the street lights were like those twisted into a ball of struggling trees.
Soul, I am the only one on the street. The city of Harbin seems to have fallen into sleep. Occasionally, the cars passing by on the road are very fast. Maybe besides me, there are still people who have been sleepless all night.
I just walked like this, aimlessly, not knowing where I should go, not knowing what I was thinking or what I should be thinking about. It felt like I was hollowed out. I even had the idea that maybe I
Only by dying now will I be truly free. I thought of my previous life, as if I was a snake. In fact, that was not bad. At least I was free. Being a human being is really tiring. I sighed, and the breath I sighed turned into a
The small white mist dissipated in the blink of an eye. In this life, I was really tired. Maybe the next life will be better. What will I be in the next life? Anyway, I won’t be a human being, I will be a tree.
Better than being a human being.
I don’t know how long I walked like this. The sky above my head seemed to never light up. For the first time, I felt that the night could be so long. I walked aimlessly on the street, as if I had already left.
When I arrived at a relatively remote street, there was no light on both sides of the street, and there were no lights in the residential areas on both sides, but it didn't matter to me. Anyway, it was still dark when I opened my eyes, and it was still dark when I closed my eyes. There was really no difference between them.
any difference.
I suddenly felt very cold, so I tightened my clothes, but I found that it was useless. My stomach seemed to be ringing. I laughed a little to myself. It turns out that no matter how sad I am, I will still be hungry. I'm afraid
, this is the person, I put my hands in my pockets and walked forward step by step. Suddenly, I saw a little light in the distance, and at the same time, my nose seemed to smell a faint fragrance of something.
.
My spirit was suddenly shaken. This is the smell of spicy noodles! I sniffed twice, and the smell was so familiar. I finally recovered and looked around, only to realize that in my desperation, I actually...
Unknowingly, I walked near Uncle Yuan's Noodle House, and wasn't the light in the distance coming from Uncle Yuan's Noodle House?
Looking at the light from the noodle shop in front, I suddenly felt infinite emotion in my heart. Could it be that Uncle Yuan, who was still missing, was back? Thinking of this, I smiled bitterly again. This is a matter of course, after all, I have already
I have been sleeping for more than a year.
Now that I see people in Uncle Yuan's noodle shop again, my mood is naturally in a different situation. Although Shi Jueming used to say that Uncle Yuan is a bad guy with Liu Ling's eyes in the coffin, at this time I am not willing to believe him anymore.
, After all, I can only trust my own eyes now. Even if Uncle Yuan is bad, he is still very good to me. Now I am hungry and cold. It is the most painful time. I don’t know why, I saw the noodle shop.
The light was still on, and a warmth suddenly appeared in my heart. This warmth made me want to cry.
So, I didn’t know where I got the courage to walk towards the noodle shop. Uncle Yuan is a bad guy, he is a bad guy. It has nothing to do with me. I just hope to find the kind of person whose belly and heart are warm again.
It feels like, this is what I want most.
Sure enough, the noodle shop had not been proofed. Although the door was covered with window grilles and I couldn't see what was inside, I opened the door without any hesitation and walked in. I saw that the furnishings in the noodle shop were still the same as before.
It was old, the TV was on, and Aunt Yuan sat in front of the TV with her back to me, watching TV programs.
Hearing the door knock, Aunt Yuan turned around and saw me covered in injuries. She stood up in surprise and walked over quickly to support me, and then said to me: "Xiao Cui? You are here, why are you covered all over?"
Injured?"
After hearing Aunt Yuan's caring words, my eyes turned red again. With Aunt Yuan's help, I sat down at a table, then forced a smile and said to Aunt Yuan: "It's okay, Aunt Yuan, don't worry about me, you guys
Where have you been for so long, where is Uncle Yuan?"
Just after I said this, a familiar voice came from the kitchen. My heart trembled. It was Uncle Yuan's voice. I only heard Uncle Yuan's voice and footsteps coming together: "Is it Xiao Cui?
?You finally came."
A look of helplessness appeared on Aunt Yuan's face. I turned around and saw the kitchen curtain was opened, and a middle-aged man with white hair came out. Who else could it be if it wasn't Uncle Yuan?
But after seeing Uncle Yuan, whom I hadn't seen for many days, my expression froze and I was shocked.
I saw Uncle Yuan groping for the arms on both sides with his hands and walking out. The last time I saw him, he was still very tall, but today it was different. He had become very thin, his back was a lot hunched, and his head was silver-white.
There is no black hair anymore, and fine wrinkles appear on his face, as if he has aged a lot overnight, but these are not what surprises me the most. What surprises me is Uncle Yuan’s eyes.
It was actually covered with a layer of white bandage!!
What's going on? Uncle Yuan, is he blind?? Just when I was full of surprise, Aunt Yuan had already stood up to help Uncle Yuan. She helped Uncle Yuan and sat down in front of me. I wanted to talk.
, but I didn’t know what to say. Aunt Yuan shook her head helplessly at me, while Uncle Yuan stretched out his hands tremblingly towards my face.
I didn't hide, I saw several pieces of Bondi stuck on Uncle Yuan's hands. Uncle Yuan's rough hands touched my cold face, and I saw Uncle Yuan smile, and then said to me: "Little
Cui, are you hungry? My dear, go and bring in the noodles I made."
Are you hungry? With just a few words, I could no longer hold back my tears. At this moment, I didn’t care what kind of bad guy he was, I only knew that he cared about me, so I choked and said to him: "