That time, one month before we were going to take the college entrance examination, Lao Zhang invited us to dinner. We all drank a lot at the dinner table. We thought that these three years of happy high school life were coming to an end, and it was inevitable that we all had some feelings.
Finally, together with Lao Zhang and Lao Jia, the thirteen of us were all drunk and talking silly drunken words to each other. Lao Jia grabbed Yang Xu’s hand and said something about accepting him as his goddaughter, and Yang Xu stumbled.
He cursed, "I'm just a man." We all laughed unscrupulously. At the end of the night, Du Feiyu drank too much and didn't say anything and left by car. Fortunately, her home wasn't very far away, so I stayed with her.
Take a walk home.
It was summer, even at night, it was humid and sultry. I helped her walk step by step under the dim street lights. There were very few pedestrians on the road now. This is what a small county is like. There is no nightlife at night.
After dark, most people go back to their homes and return to their temples.
It was supposed to be a very emotional scene, but it was messed up by the damn mosquitoes. What I hate the most are these disgusting blood-sucking animals. They wander around you in front of and behind you in the summer, sucking you up when you are not paying attention.
Not only that, they will also spit poison into your body. The typical example is when you are full, you scold the cook and beat the monk after reciting sutras.
I kept driving these damn little beasts away with my hands, and said to Du Feiyu: "Honey, why don't we take a taxi and leave." Du Feiyu's face was flushed, obviously due to the effect of alcohol, but to be honest
, this was much prettier than her usual pale face. She shook her head and said to me, "No, if you don't want to accompany me, just go home first."
If you catch these mosquitoes, they will stop biting you. Alas, it’s strange to say that I am naturally attracted to mosquitoes. This has been verified countless times in my dormitory when I was in college. In a dormitory with four people, it is very difficult to open a dormitory in the summer.
I slept outside the window, but when I woke up the next day, I found that I had been bitten eighteen times during the night, while the other three were fine. From then on, in the summer, the brothers who slept in the other dormitories were often very enthusiastic.
They asked me to sleep in their dormitory. On the surface, it was out of a desire to enhance our deep friendship with my classmates, but I knew it was actually just to attract mosquitoes.
Alas, now that she has said this, I am too embarrassed to say anything else. Just leave and treat it as a blood donation. You must know that she is like the emperor's second uncle now, how dare I not listen to what she says?
I could keep my mouth shut and continued to help her walk. After walking for a while, she suddenly pushed me away and ran to the streetlight and vomited.
I thought about why this unlucky kid kept drinking so much when she couldn't drink. So I quickly stepped forward and patted her back gently. When she was almost vomiting, I took out half of the leftover drink from the morning from my schoolbag.
I gave her a bottle of mineral water to rinse her mouth with. Let me give her a mouthful. When it comes to mineral water, we collectively call it pure water. There is also a joke here. When I was in high school, I went out to sketch once and bought a bottle of Master Kong mineral water at the train station.
When Yang Xu was thirsty after getting in the car, I handed him the bottle of water. After he took a sip, his expression suddenly changed. But there were people in the car, and he couldn't spit it out. After he swallowed it, he told me this
Why did my water break? It smelled like bleaching powder. I took the bottle from his hand and took a closer look. Damn it, 'Kang Shuai Fu Mineral Water'! This is too fake. The packaging is the same as Master Kong, but the name is different. Shuai
Fu, which elder brother came up with such a bad move? It’s worthy of my grandson. When I smelled it, I found it had a very strong smell of bleaching powder, and there were impurities in the water. I thought to myself that his uncle Kang Shuaifu was really a pure earner.
water'.
Back to business, I handed her the water and reminded her to drink it slowly and not to choke. After she rinsed her mouth, she stood up and was already staggering and almost unsteady. I helped her walk.
When we got to the long chair provided for pedestrians to rest on the roadside, she sat on the chair and leaned her head on my shoulder, and became quiet, while I was covered in sweat and panting. You must know that she is not light, after all, she is nine.
It's more than ten kilograms. With my small body of 1.7 meters, I was exhausted from carrying her. But after my breath subsided a little, I realized something was wrong. What was wrong? The atmosphere was wrong, and I felt her headrest now.
He was holding my shoulder, and one hand was gently stroking my thigh!
Hey, you know, usually even if you want to hold her hand, you will get a blank look from her. What happened today? The distance between us is so close at the moment. Let me describe it this way. If I want to force a kiss now
According to her, I can guarantee that this series of actions will not take more than two seconds between the start and the withdrawal of the move. Smelling the smell of alcohol mixed with body fragrance emanating from her body, I swallowed and thought to myself:
Could this be the drunken sexual incest rumored in the world?
Maybe tonight I can bid farewell to this shameful virginity and step into the wonderful world of adults! Well, let’s see her reaction first. Just when I was getting horny, I was about to touch her hand first
When I was asking for directions, I felt her breathing changed. Then I felt that my shoulders seemed to be wet.
Wow! Is she seducing me? Is she seducing me? Is she seducing me? Is she...crying??
I lowered my head and looked at her. She was really crying, and she was crying so sadly. Although she didn't cry out, she was biting her right hand. This situation made me feel inexplicably sad.
She became sad. She seemed to notice that I was looking at her, and said to me in a very calm tone: "Don't look."
Since she usually has a very strong and cold personality, this was the first time I saw her cry. I didn't know what to do. I could only say "Oh" and then raised my head again, letting her wipe away her tears and snot.
On my T-shirt. The street lights were still on, and the atmosphere became quiet again. I could only hear her crying slightly, and it seemed like there were only two of us left in the world.
After a long time, she spoke and said in a very calm tone: "You are a good person."
Am I a good person? I said to her in a half-joking tone: "Of course I know I am a good person, because only good people are bullied in this world." But I really didn't understand what she said at the time.
What means.
She moved her head away from my shoulder and looked up at the night sky. You can see many stars at night in my hometown. They are very beautiful. I didn't say anything, I just looked at her like this. I don't know why this picture is there.
When I was young, I actually had some sacred and inviolable meaning in my heart.
She continued: "Did you know? I was raped when I was a child."
What? I looked at her, wondering if she was talking drunkenly. When she saw that I didn't speak, she continued to speak quietly. Her voice was so hoarse because she had just cried.
"He was my boyfriend in junior high school. I was very scared at that time. When I ran home, I kept crying. My dad asked me what was wrong, but I didn't dare to say anything. My dad saw that I was disheveled.
After seeing the situation, I understood. He ran to the man's house, beat him up and sent him to the police station. Then I transferred here. Do you know? I hate men, I hate all men."
My mind went blank and I didn't know what to say, so I could only continue to look at her. I don't know what a normal boy would do if he encountered this kind of thing, but now I just want to comfort her, but I don't know how to speak.
She looked at me for a long time. I didn't dare to look at her, because I seemed to feel that her eyes could penetrate my heart. She just looked at me and murmured: "You
Do you know? Since I came here, I have not communicated with others, but these three years here have been my happiest days. Because of you, because of you. I see you so happy every day, my heart
I have gradually become more cheerful. Because of your appearance, do you know?"
What do I know? When she asked me, I felt so panicked. I continued to be speechless, and she continued: "You are a good person, Cui Zuofei. At first, I just let you be mine because I was really sad for a person."
Boyfriend. But I was playing tricks on you, a fool. I thought it wouldn't be long before you couldn't stand my temper and left, but you didn't. You still, still..." She didn't finish her words.
She started crying again, and I didn’t know where I got the courage to hold her in my arms. Holding her tightly, she didn’t struggle, she just cried and said: “It’s been more than a year, you
Still treat me the same as you did at the beginning and tolerate me. You fool. Are you worth it?"
Whether it's worth it or not, I don't know. It's true. Maybe I'm just the kind of fool who accepts everything. Maybe after experiencing life and death, I want to cherish everything around me. Or maybe I don't want to do it anymore.
I had no regrets. After listening to her words, I suddenly felt that there was a possibility that I really fell in love with her. I don’t know why. Seeing her cry, I felt like I wanted to cry too. That’s all.
I let her go, looked into her eyes, and said to her: "Don't think about the past. As long as you are still alive, everything will pass. Trust me."
She was stunned for a moment, and then looked at me. She didn’t know whether what I said was too profound, or whether it was because the words coming from my mouth, a person who usually has no sense of humor, made her feel uncomfortable. She smiled, and said so.
With tears in his eyes he smiled and said, "You fool."
What happened next was beyond my imagination. I felt my eyes go dark, as if she had covered my eyes. Then, there was a cold and soft touch on my lips. Oh my God! This is
What a feeling! It was so sexy. Before I could taste it carefully for a while, my eyes lit up again. I opened my eyes and found that she had stood up and smiled at me.
The wind picked up at this time, making the sultry night feel a little cooler. The breeze blew her bangs, her ponytail, and the white and slightly oversized T-shirt she was wearing, looking at her under the street lamp.
She was so thin. She smiled and said to me: "The wind is blowing, please take me home."
I licked my lips, smelling of alcohol, and at the same time my heart began to beat wildly.