I am not a saint. On the contrary, I am just a fucked-up person who is confused about the future. I can’t see clearly what tomorrow will look like. Even after tomorrow, I still can’t see clearly what the day after tomorrow will look like.
Confusion, redemption, and death. He has been contradicting himself, as if he has fallen into a strange circle, like a patient with obsessive-compulsive disorder who repeatedly restricts himself to one unreasonable creed after another. He seems to be enjoying it endlessly.
Dong Shanshan said to me in the dream, Cui Zuofei, is it worth it for you to do this?
Just as I was about to answer her, a rope stretched out from nowhere and wrapped around her neck. I wanted to reach out to save her, but I found that I couldn't. My right hand was so heavy.
He could watch helplessly as she was being hung up. Her face slowly turned dark purple, and her eyes seemed to be squeezed out. Her face was covered with bloodshot eyes, spreading like some kind of totem. Her mouth
Smiling and sticking out his tongue, he seemed to be explaining to me that all this was just a joke played by fate on me.
Dong Shanshan is dead, who killed her??!!
I opened my eyes suddenly, and I woke up, it was her nightmare again.
After I opened my eyes, I realized that except for my vital organs and fingernails, there was no pain anywhere on my body, especially my left leg, which seemed to be covered with a bandage. It hurt so much that I felt like scolding the public.
Impulsive, I'll fuck the second uncle.
My stomach was so empty and I wanted to eat. I pursed my lips and found that my lips were horribly dry, so I had another urge to drink water. The smell of Lysol penetrated my nose.
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It looks like he's in the hospital again.
I turned my head with difficulty and saw Lao Yi sitting on the stool next to me. He was bored, holding a half-smoked cigarette in his mouth and hesitating, opening and closing his mouth. It seemed that he was still struggling with the last time we were together.
The trick of hiding the cigarette in the ward showed that he seemed to have made a lot of determination. He put the cigarette butt into his mouth with a flick of his tongue.
As soon as he turned it into his mouth, his expression changed, and with a sound of "Ah", he spit out the cigarette butt to the ground. It seemed that he still hadn't learned how to do it, and it burned his tongue. I saw him blowing it hard with his hands
I fanned my tongue. Looking at this weak-minded guy, I was speechless. I opened my mouth weakly and said to him: "Hey..."
He turned his head and looked at me, and said in surprise: "Oh, are you awake?"
I originally had many things to ask him, but the first sentence I couldn't help but said: "Is there any water and food? I'm going to starve to death."
When Lao Yi saw that I was awake and wanted to eat, he knew that I was fine. He quickly helped me up and said to me, "Yes, what do you want to eat? I'll go out and buy it for you right now."
Damn it, why are you so hungry? I thought to myself, even if you give me a bowl of croton, I can still wolf it down.
I said to him with a wry smile: "The fatter the braised pork, the better. Then come four big bowls of rice. Give me some water to drink first. I'm almost dying of thirst."
Lao Yi nodded, took out a bottle of mineral water from under the bed and handed it to me. Fortunately, my hand was not injured and I could still move. After Lao Yi helped me, he put on his down jacket and went out to buy food, leaving me alone.
I drank the water gurglingly. It turns out that water is so delicious. I only know it now.
After drinking a whole bottle of mineral water, I felt much better. Although my whole body still hurt, I at least regained a lot of energy. I started to think about what happened before I passed out. Lao Yi and I killed a little beast.
, and then the unlucky driver took me to the Yuan Group. I overslept, then ran into the Yuan Group building, and then seemed to be beaten by a group of security guards. Wait, where is Dong Shanshan?
In my memory, it seemed that nothing happened to her when I finally saw her, wow, that was great. Looking out the window, it seemed like I was still in the same hospital I went to at home. Unexpectedly, I came twice in less than three months, and each time was even worse.
One serious injury.
It seems to be morning now. How long have I slept?
My head still seems to be in a mess, as if there is a piece of cotton stuck in it. Looking at the injuries all over my body, it seems that I can't go to work again, and I don't know how to explain it to Uncle Wen.
After a while, Lao Yi came back, carrying a plastic bag in his hand. There were six lunch boxes, two boxes of meat and four boxes of lunch. I couldn't care about anything else at this time, so I was busy wolfing down the food.
It's good to be alive, uncle. After eating, I burped, thinking that I've survived again this time, it's good.
So I asked Lao Yi: "Lao Yi, how long have I slept?"
Lao Yi said to me: "It's been two days. You kid is really capable of mischief and you actually lied to me. Did you know that? If I had been ten minutes later, you would have been beaten to death by them. You too, why are you so impulsive?"
The main thing is why don’t you answer my call?”
No wonder I'm so hungry. It turns out I haven't eaten for two days and my eyes are almost green. Wait, it's been two days? How's Dong Shanshan doing?
I asked him hurriedly.
Seeing my hopeless look, he sighed and said to me: "It's okay, everything is over."
I said to him in surprise: "Is everything okay? Isn't there another little bastard? You've already knocked him down?"
Seeing how surprised I was, Lao Yi told me what happened after I walked out of the warehouse that night.
It turned out that that night, Lao Yi searched the shelves but never found the other copper coin sword I mentioned. He was afraid that I would faint again outside, so he stopped looking for it. After cleaning up the scattered copper coins on the floor,
He also left the warehouse. Unexpectedly, he stepped on something just a few steps out of the warehouse. He looked down and saw that it turned out to be a straw man! And it was exactly the same as the straw man that the two of us knocked down just now. Lao Yi was shocked
, how come that little bastard turned back into his original shape after running out of the warehouse? He hurriedly picked up the little straw man and checked it over and over again. Sure enough, it was exactly the same as the one just now. The old straw man at that time had already broken the law.
He didn't care too much and hurriedly ran to the road to look for me, but I had already fallen asleep on the way to Yuan's. Where could he look for him?
No matter how stupid Lao Yi is, he can still figure this out. Cursing himself secretly, he hurriedly took out his cell phone and called me. Since my cell phone vibrated with an incoming call and I fell asleep again, there was no need to notice.
Lao Yi was anxious. He was afraid that I would do something stupid, so he hurriedly took a taxi to chase me. However, his luck didn't seem to be as good as mine. He waited for about twenty minutes before getting a taxi. By the time he caught up with Yuan, she was already there.
When I drove, the security guards were beating me up. So he hurriedly pushed away the security guards and sent me to the hospital. Fortunately, I was not destined to die. I was born with thick skin, so I didn't suffer any serious internal injuries, just bleeding.
It was a bit much, so I went into shock.
So that's it. It seems like I got a beating in vain. His uncle is really a coward. Why didn't I find that little bastard when I went out?
But I can’t figure it out no matter how hard I think about it, why did that little bastard turn back into a straw man after he went out? Could it be that someone secretly caused it? Impossible, in this day and age, how can anyone do it in such a short period of time?
Killing a 'Seven Dead Straw Man'? And it was so small, but at that time?
Could it be that the straw man blew himself up? Impossible. Uncle Jiu said that this straw man was manipulated by someone behind the scenes. Unless he is killed, or the person he wants to kill is killed, he will not break the law.
What on earth is going on? After thinking about it, I still feel that someone is helping us secretly. Who could it be? Think about it, at that time, apart from me and Lao Yi, the only person closest to us was Uncle Wen.
Could it be Uncle Wen? I thought in surprise, but quickly rejected my ridiculous idea. The wretched look of Uncle Wen appeared in my mind. It was impossible. That old magician could not only fight Landlords, but also fight against Landlords.
You're bragging, how could you bring down a 'Seven Dead Straw Man' in such a short period of time?
Moreover, the old guy had been knocked unconscious by me and Lao Yi, and he was lying on the bed having a spring dream. Even if he was not drunk, I still don’t believe that this old guy could do this if I beat him to death. This is simply impossible.
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But who is it that saved us?
You know, this is really a life-saving grace. He saved Dong Shanshan's life. Of course, he also saved my life, because at that time I had already realized that I was going to die.
When my heart was full of doubts, I couldn't help but be filled with emotion, are there really gods in this world? This can really be explained by the appearance of gods.
Forget it, it's better not to think about it. My brain is not working well and I can't come up with any clues even if I think about it. Instead of wasting those brain cells, I might as well ask Lao Yi more practical questions.
So I asked him: "By the way, how are Lao Yi, Dong Shanshan and Zhang Yaxin doing?"
When Lao Yi heard that I asked him about this, he seemed a little angry and said to me: "You, what do you think I can say to you? Later I called Zhang Yaxin and she was still crying. What did you say?
Why are you taking your anger out on a little girl? I told her that you were in the hospital, and she ran over early in the morning. After seeing your dead look, she cried so hard again. Now,
The flowers over there were bought by her."
Looking along his hand, there was a large flower basket on the table next to the hospital bed, filled with lavender and other flowers. I thought with a wry smile, it seems that I went a little too far this time.
Unexpectedly, I was so excited at the time that I scolded her indiscriminately. Thinking about it carefully, she was not wrong at all. Alas, it seems that I really succeeded more than failed.
Ignoring Lao Yi's disdain and jealousy, I thought to myself, no, I will really treat her to a meal when I have the opportunity, and then apologize to her properly.
Yes, women are really scary, sometimes even harder to deal with than ghosts. No wonder I have no luck with women.
When Lao Yi saw the apology on my face, he was no longer angry with me. After all, we are good brothers who have died. Even if he was angry with me, it was only because I lied to him and died alone.
After all, women are like clothes, and brothers are like siblings.
Later, when I told Lao Yi this sentence a long time later, Lao Yi snorted and said to me: "Yes, women are like clothes, and brothers are like hands and feet. If you touch my clothes, I will chop off your hands and feet."
When the book got back to business, Lao Yi then said to me: "As for that Dong Shanshan, oh, look, isn't that here?"
I looked in the direction of his finger and saw two people standing at the door of the ward. One of them was Dong Shanshan. She was holding a fruit basket in her hand and appeared expressionless.
I have seen the man next to him before. He was the same man I saw before I fainted. He was dressed in black, a black down jacket, black pants, and black leather shoes. At first glance, he looked like there was a funeral at home. It seems that this is Dong Shanshan now.
I have a boyfriend. He is pretty handsome. I guess he is about 1.78 meters tall. He is half a head taller than me. He looks like a dog. I cursed in my heart: His uncle, how tall is he?
?A telephone pole, so what if he looks handsome? He can’t be used as fish balls in hot pot.
Looking at Dong Shanshan, I suddenly felt inferior for some reason. It seemed that I was really too impulsive this time and did such crazy things. I went to her company to make a fuss at around three o'clock in the morning, even though at that time
I do have my reasons, but what reasons should I use to explain to her now?
I didn't know how to say anything, but Lao Yi had already greeted them and said, "Here he is, thanks to you two. If you two hadn't brought him to the hospital with a car, I'm afraid he would have died by now."
The man ordered everything and politely said to Lao Yi, "It's nothing. This is what it should be. Shanshan's friends are my friends."
Then Dong Shanshan and him walked over. Dong Shanshan sat on a stool next to the flower basket in the fruit basket house, and said softly to her boyfriend: "I want to talk to him about something. You go out first."
Her boyfriend nodded gracefully and walked out of the ward. Lao Yi also walked out consciously. Only the two of us were left in the whole ward.
I remember that when it was just the two of us together, I'm afraid it was still in my freshman year, I fought with the female ghost in yellow all night, and then I collapsed from exhaustion. It was Dong Shanshan who helped me to the hotel. I remember that I
When I woke up, she was sleeping next to me. Her eyes were full of love and compassion.
Time has not taken pity on the two of us, things have changed in the blink of an eye. The scene at this time is so reminiscent of the past, but I was injured more seriously, both physically and mentally. I am no longer that ignorant boy.
The air seemed to be frozen, like cowhide glue, clinging to my throat so tightly that I didn’t know what to say.