Pinyun! Birth is suffering. Ageing is suffering. Sickness is suffering. Death is suffering. Being connected with what you hate and hate is suffering. Being separated from what you love is suffering. Not getting what you want is suffering. So the five aggregates of grasping are all suffering.
If the five aggregates are complete, it is said to be sentient.
It's just that I couldn't see through it at all at the time, and after all, I still haven't seen it through until now.
Destiny may really be a person, or a theatergoer. At this moment, I finally understood what choice the little yellow hat asked me to make. That was it.
Once upon a time, there was a woman who had been hurt a lot. He met her and they fell in love. However, the youthful years were inevitably green. Even if they could avoid each other's suspicion, they could not avoid the joke of fate. They separated.
In the following years, they all grew up, their youthfulness faded away, they gradually matured, and they understood that what they had encountered before was actually just a harmless joke.
The woman died and the concubine became a female ghost.
Although there is a blur between life and death, the body is incinerated and returns to dust, everything seems to have been let go in order to welcome a new round of life. However, even if I gave up everything, I could not let go of the next word of love.
Therefore, the dead woman has been looking at him from afar, and her fate has been over. When he is sad, when he is confused, she will always appear in his dreams or in the distance, maybe,
She just wanted to tell him that he was not alone. Although fate played endless tricks on him, he was not facing the whole world alone.
Once upon a time, there was another woman with whom he had been childhood sweethearts. When she was ignorant, she had already decided that she would not marry him unless she married him. However, every time she heard his rejection, her heart would be inexplicably lost, even though there was nothing on the surface.
There are too many reactions, but every time I go to bed, I cry in frustration in bed.
Later, she also grew up. Even though the years brought maturity, she could not take away the heartbeat of her childhood. She came to his city without hesitation because she felt that even if she could not be together, even if she just breathed the same breath with him,
The smell of a city is also a kind of happiness.
Later, she finally understood his pain and why he rejected him. She loved him even more and was willing to wait for him. Even if it took a lifetime, even if they just had a bowl of rough noodles, they would be happy. And this
This kind of happiness can make her give up everything for him, even her life.
I looked at the female ghost tears in Lao Yi's hands, and then at them in my arms, no, this is not true, God! If you have the guts, just kill me! Why do you want me to make this choice?
!!
Why is this?
I never knew I had so many tears and couldn't stop them. My eyes were red and swollen. I couldn't breathe through my nose, so I could only gasp for breath, as if the end had come.
Liu Yudi was also panting heavily. She was obviously enduring great pain. But when she saw me crying, she smiled, and then stretched out her hand tremblingly, trying to touch my face, but found that she could not move at all.
So she said to me softly: "Xiao Feifei, don't cry. I am willing and this sister loves you so much, just save it."
Having said this, Liu Yudi began to cough violently, and then her whole body began to twitch involuntarily. My heart hurt so much at this moment, how could I bear to let her die!
But, can I just tolerate Du Feiyu?
At this moment, Du Feiyu, who had been trembling, actually smiled. She said softly to me: "Cui Zuofei, I'm dead. What do you mean by this? So, hurry up and save this little sister."
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I looked at Du Feiyu. She was so powerless at this moment, as if she had looked away from everything. Maybe she was right, but why, at this moment, did my heart feel like it was being cut by a knife?
So I said to her in a hoarse voice: "You've always been like this, and you haven't changed at all. You'll be fine, believe me."
Du Feiyu smiled faintly, the trembling of her body seemed to have stopped, and her spirit seemed to have gotten better. She shook her head at me, and then said: "It's useless, how can I do it myself?"
So, don't you still know it? Promise me and leave me alone, Cui Zuofei, I have nothing to worry about now, promise me, okay?"
"No, no!" I looked at her, I didn't know what to say anymore, so I could only reject her, but this rejection seemed so feeble.
I saw Du Feiyu said to me: "Cui Zuofei, listen to me, I am too tired and don't want to go on like this anymore. This little sister is suitable for you. After all, she has been waiting for you for so many years. Can you bear to look at her?"
Will it look like me?
"No, don't say it. I'm still struggling in pain. In this industry, I feel like I'd rather die.
I saw Du Feiyu smiled, and then said to me: "I'm too tired, Cui Zuofei. After I died, Yuan Mei buried my head under the big pine tree with red paper in order to retain my evil spirit.
It’s me who’s wrapping it up, promise to take me back to Longjiang, okay?”
My tears kept flowing down, dripping on her face and eyes, and it looked like she was crying too. I was heartbroken at the moment, but it seemed that this was the only choice, so I nodded.
For the first time, I felt that my neck was so stiff.
At this time, Liu Yupu in his arms had fainted from convulsions, and his eyes began to roll up. He saw Jiuzhou Qian. Du Feiyu smiled at me, "its smile is so poignant," and said to me: "Cui Zuofei,
Hurry up, you still have time, but I won't have any more time."
When I heard what it said, I became heartbroken. I suppressed the great grief and said hoarsely to Lao Yi: "Bring the female ghost tears! Save Liu Yudi!"
Lao Yi nodded, he had known my decision for a long time. Indeed, my choice was the right one, but why is it that the right choice makes my heart so painful?
Together with Lao Yi, I talked about how the female ghost's tears were stuffed into the mouth of the unconscious Liu Yudi. Human tears represent pain, while ghost tears represent reluctance. The tears seemed to melt in the mouth. Suddenly, Liu Yudi's
Her face slowly began to turn rosy, and the sunken area on her chest also slowly swelled up.
Liu Yupo's life was saved, but the pain in my heart did not ease, because at this moment, Du Feiyu's body began to slowly become brighter, and I knew that it would soon lose its soul and fly away.
The soul is gone.
The winter in Harbin is indeed very cold. My tears kept dripping on its face, and slowly formed ice on its face that had no temperature. But Du Feiyu kept smiling.
I said softly: "Cui Zuofei, don't be so sad. You should be happy for me. You know, I love you. If I can do one thing for you, really, I really have no regrets."
I cried even harder, almost bursting into tears.
I saw Du Feiyu murmuring to me: "Cui Zuofei, your arms are uncomfortable and they don't belong to me. I want to lean on your shoulders."
Lao Yi sighed, silently picked up Du Feiyu and walked away. At this time, I didn't have any reason to refuse, so I supported him and leaned on my shoulders.
It was so quiet under the starry sky, and everything seemed to be back to that night when I was in high school, except that it was a scorching summer, and now it was already a cold winter.
The scenes of the past appeared like rewinding a movie, so that my crying was silent, and it was extremely quiet. All in all, Du Feiyu said to me gently: "It's so comfortable, your shoulders,
Cui Zuofei, do you still remember the first time I kissed you?"
I bit my lip, my tears were so salty, I nodded, and Du Feiyu smiled softly, and she murmured to me: "Do it again, okay?"
I turned my head and looked at Du Feiyu, who had slowly begun to lighten up, with red and swollen eyes. At this moment, she no longer seemed to be in pain, but was smiling at me very comfortably.
I nodded with tears in my eyes.
Du Feiyu smiled and raised his snow-white arm to cover my eyes. His hand was so cold that I closed my red and swollen eyes.
However, that day that year, I did not wait for her last kiss.
When I opened my eyes, Du Feiyu was no longer there. She had turned into countless light spots. Those light spots surrounded my body and could not be dispersed for a long time. My former lover was finally completely free of worries, little by little.
The light was as beautiful as fireflies. I stared blankly at these light spots, frantically wanting to hold them in my hands, but I couldn't hold them at all. Finally I gave up and fell to the ground.
It disappeared, I stretched out my hand to wipe my face, and saw blood on my hand again.
I smiled bitterly, and then Lao Yi came over. I handed him a cigarette, and he snatched away my box. We sat side by side, looking at the frozen pine flowers.
River, the dark clouds dispersed again, and the not-full moon once again shone brightly.
It was over, everything was over, and I sighed. Although Liu Yudi proved that he could change his destiny, I could not escape after all.
Lao Yi had a cigarette in his mouth. My brother could naturally understand the pain I was feeling at this moment, but since we are all men, there was no need to say too much words of persuasion. He only said to me: "Lao Cui, it's all over now, and there will be more in the future."
Well, there are two more people over there. If they don’t get sent to the hospital, they might get sick from the cold.
I blew out the smoke, yes, Lao Yi was right, life will go on, as long as you are alive, you have to go on, so I stood up. Then I said to Lao Yi: "Well,
Let’s go, if you don’t go back, you should be discovered, right?”
Lao Yi nodded with a wry smile, and then said to me: "Yi, I got it back."
So we carried Liu Yudi and Zhang Yaxin on our backs, picked up the remaining seven treasures, and walked back. Lao Yi was afraid that he wouldn't be able to get a taxi, so he just took off my clothes, and when I got on the bus
He also slapped me with his empty sleeve and told me not to forget to pick him up when he came out.
I smiled bitterly, it seems that none of us are as optimistic as Lao Yi.
In fact, his mentality is the most correct.
I sent Liu Yudi and Zhang Yaxin to the hospital. Liu Yudi's injuries had been cured by Nv Guilei, and Zhang Yaxin only fainted after being frightened, so both of them were fine, but my face was covered in blood.
The doctor was frightened by his appearance. Liu Yudi woke up the next day and saw me sitting beside the hospital bed, so he threw himself into my arms and started crying.
Zhang Yaxin woke up three days later. It was strange that after she woke up, she could not remember what happened. Neither Shi Jueming nor Yuan Mei could remember. Only then did I understand that this was the effect of Huang Chao Sword.
Jua Ming and Yuan Mei seemed to have evaporated from the world.
As for why we can still remember it, I was also very surprised, but then I thought about it... and I realized that maybe our skills are the difference between us and ordinary people, because after asking people around us, I found that except for the five of us
Except for the three shortcomings, no one can remember Yuan Meishi, Jueming.
I didn't expect that despite all the disadvantages and three shortcomings, I could still get such treatment. I was really speechless.
Fortunately, half a month later, Uncle Wen was finally discharged from the hospital. I went to the hospital to pick him up. The old guy was in good spirits. However, I later found the medical records in Uncle Lin's hand, and I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart.
Fortunately, this old bastard didn't care. We returned to Fuze Hall. The old guy looked at his computer and almost burst into tears. He hugged the computer and said, "I miss you so much."
Having said that, I let him play a few games of Landlord, but unfortunately there were too many cheats now, so he lost easily.
After dinner, Uncle Lin was cleaning up the shop across the street, and I sat in front of the table, looking at Uncle Wen, a bald guy, sitting in front of the computer, typing and cursing. I couldn't help but feel very warm in my heart. It turns out that this is what a beautiful life is like.
Simple.
The afternoon sun is always lazy, as if it is a law that has not changed for thousands of years. At this moment, there is no conspiracy and betrayal, only life, quietly, passing by day by day.
Years ago, I resigned.
I told Uncle Wen that maybe Harbin is not suitable for me and I want to go home. Anyway, you already have a nanny.
Uncle Wen said to me while holding his nose, will you come back?
I smiled and said to Uncle Wen, maybe, I haven't been home for too long, I will go home and stay for a while first, maybe I will come back after enough, maybe I won't come back.
Uncle Wen spat obscenely, and then said to me, you kid, your thoughts are quite beautiful, okay, then you can go back, but if something happens to me here, are you willing to let me, an old man?
Will the bones move again?
I smiled, and then said to Uncle Wen, won't Yi Xinxing be released from prison next week? Then you two elders can come to him if anything happens. You're welcome, just treat him as your own son.
Uncle Wen pouted at me, and then said to me, little bastard, I still want to treat you as my own son!
I smiled and nodded without saying anything.
A week later, I picked up Lao Yi. I thought to myself, Mr. Hu San is really awesome. He must have found a few wild immortals to make those little hooligans submissive, and he said it willingly.
After finding out the truth, Lao Yi was acquitted. When I took him out, Lao Yi vomited and said to me: "Old Cui, it's true, I'm telling you, it's an eye-opener for Lao Cui. Oh my god, that detention center
Here, it is so training. Really, the iron doors, iron windows, and iron chains are all made of iron. Those nests are all eye-catching. They are so exciting and touching. Hey, I said Lao Cui, there is a chance.
You also have to go in and experience it. A man who has never been to prison is not a man, you know?"
I stared at this bald man in a daze. Although I smiled bitterly, my heart felt warm. Sure enough, this incident had no impact on him at all.
It’s fine if you don’t have it.
It happened to be a coincidence that when Lao Yi and I were drinking that night, Bai Wuchang came unexpectedly. Only then did Lao Yi and I remember that we had forgotten about it. Lao Yi had a shadow before, but this time he almost escaped.
I was frightened, but my state of mind was different at this time. I told Xie Bi'an exactly what happened, very calmly, and finally told him that I was the one who killed the ghost. If you want to kill him, just kill me.
I never thought that the grandson of Xie Bian smiled sinisterly, and then said to me: "Why should I kill you? Didn't you do a good job? You helped the underworld keep the secret. The female ghost is dead, no, what, don't we all just do it?"
Is it peaceful?"
I smiled bitterly, feeling that Xie Bian had known about the soulless thing for a long time, so he asked us to find Du Feiyu. Now that Du Feiyu's soul is gone and the sea of ghosts is vast, who can know that there is one less ghost in the underworld?
I asked it about Uncle Jiu again. Xie Bian didn't know that I had been to the underworld, so he said angrily to me: "You don't know about your master? If you don't know, just don't know. He is quite good. Then
You will be reincarnated in two hundred years."
I knew there were some things that Xie Bian couldn't tell me, so I didn't ask any questions, just assuming it was true.
As a result, they extorted another 600 billion that night.
A few days later, I had a dream. After waking up from the dream, I finally understood the cause and effect of this incident. It turned out to be like this.
When the Chinese New Year was about to come, I went to the Yuan Group, but it was no longer called Yuan Group. I heard that the chairman had changed for some reason, but no one could remember who the previous chairman was.
I dug out a box under the big pine tree next to Yuan's family. There were many paper bags of various colors in it, and there was only one red one. After I burned those paper bags, I put the red paper bag away.
When I got it into my arms, I said, I would take it home.
We are all too tired.
Liu Yudi and I bought two train tickets. There were still so many people on this train. Unsurprisingly, we didn't get a seat, but it didn't matter.
Finally, after wandering for many years, I embarked on my journey home.
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