I have to say that among the women I have met, Zhang Yaxin can indeed be said to be the best. She must have a good face, a good body, and a good temperament. However, she is the most unlucky woman I have met.
Yes, when I was in college, I went to our third-rate university for a man, but not long after, I was kicked in the face by someone else.
As the saying goes, we share the same fate, but this girl's fate is actually similar to mine. Come to think of it, my brother, I also kicked that cruel woman Du Feiyu away on the first day of college. Maybe this is the reason, so
I feel that I am more connected with her, and I really like this little sister from the bottom of my heart, except of course that her godfather is Yuan Mei.
I looked back and saw Zhen Yaxin, dressed in white, walking lightly to my side, stepping on the beach with her bare feet, and her ten little toes were painted with pink nail polish. She smiled at me, very happy.
It's warmth, people are like this, they always feel better when they see a beautiful woman, and of course I am no exception.
I forced a smile and said to her: "Yeah, I can't sleep, maybe I'm not used to it."
Zhang Yaxin smiled, then walked to me and sat down on her skirt. The sea breeze blew the corners of her skirt and ruffled the ends of her hair. She sat next to me, then turned to me and smiled and said, "Cui
Brother, I didn’t expect that you would still keep this morning exercise habit.”
Morning exercise? What kind of habit do I have for morning exercise? I looked at her, obviously a little puzzled. When she saw my silly look, she immediately covered her mouth and smiled, and then said to me: "You forgot, what are you doing in the mirror?"
You said this to me when we were on the lake."
Jingpo Lake? Holy shit, I remembered it. At that time, Zhang Yaxin was possessed by that shameless Wutong Shen. I fought with it freely and beat it out of Zhang Yaxin's body. Then I carried her to the lake and used it.
A basin of lake water woke her up. What I told her at the time was that I saw her while doing morning exercises by the lake in the morning.
I didn't expect this little girl to still remember things that happened several years ago. I had forgotten about it. Now when she mentioned it, I suddenly remembered that hazy yet wonderful college life. Liu Mingming, Wang Cheng. Xiaokai, Guan Ming, Lu Tiezhu
.I don’t know how they are doing now.
Thinking about it, time flies by really fast. Sometimes when I think back to the past, it’s like it happened yesterday. That infinite youthful excitement only exists in me who has strong hormone secretion of fantasies about the opposite sex. It’s long gone.
The cruel reality made me grow up in life. Gradually, the smile on my face became less and less, I became less and less willing to do stupid things, and I became more and more mature.
In fact, time also brings five drawbacks and three shortcomings. When you bring something, you will take something away. It depends on how you choose. I looked at Zhang Yaxin beside me, who was smiling like a peach blossom. This girl has changed the most. I think back then she was still a girl who always lingered.
The little girl who hesitated and cried. I didn’t expect that she would become so mature and cheerful now. She was almost the same as the little girl who used cartoon hairpins at that time. However, her habits didn’t seem to have changed. I sniffed and felt a whiff of lavender.
The fragrance comes.
This feeling is very familiar to me, just like the memory from college. I remember that her clothes were torn at that time, so I lent her my Adidas Nike clothes and rags. When she returned my clothes the next day,
My clothes have this kind of fragrance. Sometimes, even if a person's memory is erased, the smell is never forgotten. It's like when you smell something, you suddenly think of the past. This cannot be changed.
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Thinking of this, I feel warm in my heart, but the warmth is also mixed with a trace of vicissitudes. Yes, we are just like we were a few years ago, except that we were by Jingbo Lake at that time, and now, we are
There is indeed an endless blue sea in front of us, just like ourselves. At that time, we were young and frivolous and didn’t understand anything. Naturally, we could be as calm as lake water. But now, many years later, everyone has grown up. Whether or not our dreams have come true?
It is no longer important. The sky and earth in front of us are no longer as small as we imagined at that time. We are facing this ocean, which is boundless. Life is inherently a sea of suffering, and sailing in a sea of suffering is inherently difficult. We must always beware of bright waves and dark waves.
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Maybe we were pretty much the same when we were sitting by the lake before, but it's different now. I'm no longer the poor guy who lives in pain all day long, and Zhang Yaxin isn't the one who cried and committed suicide after losing love.
As a little girl, think about how time can really change everything, it is true.
So I tried my best to put my worries aside, then put on a smile on half of my face, and said to Zhang Yaxin: "Your little brain is very easy to use. I didn't expect you to remember that I have the habit of morning exercise."
At the same time, I felt a wry smile in my heart. I didn't do morning exercises here. I didn't sleep all night. I ran to the beach and had a convulsion. Zhang Yaxin nodded her little head and said to me: "Of course, such a thrilling thing, I
How could you forget?"
After she finished speaking, she stared blankly at the sea. I thought to myself, that incident was really restrictive. For ordinary people, seeing a ghost is a rare thing, let alone being possessed.
So disgusting?
After looking at the sea for a while, she turned to me and smiled and said, "By the way, I remember I gave you a necklace at that time. Do you still keep it?"
Hearing her talk about the necklace, I smiled bitterly again. I remember that after I returned to school, I continued to live a life of poverty. I almost sold the necklace several times due to alcohol addiction. Fortunately, I held back.
But Bao Jinlong and these beasts couldn't hold it back. At that time, we were in the same dormitory. We spent the money together and wore a pair of trousers. We didn't distinguish between you and me except my wife, so they found a silver chain on my bed.
I took it and sold it for 50 yuan to buy some food and drinks. Fortunately, they had some humanity and didn't sell the cross, otherwise I would have been really angry.
Later, I tied a small string on the cross and used it as a mobile phone chain. When Zhang Yaxin said this, I took out my fake mobile phone from my trouser pocket and waved it in front of her eyes, but I didn't have the nerve to tell her about the chain.
Something that was sold.
Zhang Yaxin seemed very happy when she saw that I still had the cross. She said to me, "I didn't expect you still had it."
I smiled bitterly and said to her, "It's necessary."
The two of us seemed to be back in college at this time. All the troubles and resentments around us were gone, and we were chatting happily. Looking back on our college life together, although my college life was nothing more than a beggar singing opera and having no fun, it was also me.
A rare happy time in so many years.
As we chatted, it was already past seven o'clock in the morning. I hadn't slept all night, but I didn't feel very sleepy at this moment. Anyway, the topic had already been discussed. Then I thought about Dong Shanshan, and I didn't know what she was doing now.
After that, I asked Zhang Yaxin. Seeing me asking her this, Zhang Yaxin said to me: "Sister Shanshan, it's okay now, but her boyfriend never wanted to see her after he went crazy. They broke up."
Now. Sister Shanshan is still alone. Oh, by the way, Brother Cui, I have always wanted to ask you. Why do you always ask me about her? "
When I heard what the little girl said, I felt a little bitter in my heart, but after thinking about it, there was nothing I couldn't tell her, so I told her about Dong Shanshan and I. After hearing what I said, the little girl suddenly felt a little bit sad.
Feeling sad, she said to me: "Unexpectedly. You told me before that the girlfriend who misunderstood you is Sister Shanshan. It's really hard on you, Brother Cui."
I smiled bitterly, and then said to her: "It's all in the past. I don't think about it anymore. She and I may really be destined to have no fate, so I can't force anything. I just hope that she can get through it."
I’ll be happy if it gets better.”
This sentence is true. There is a destiny in life, and there is no need to force it. After these few years, I understand this truth, but Zhang Yaxin has not yet figured it out. When it comes to women, it is always about this.
She had a soft spot for this kind of morbid love story, and she said to me: "You are a good person, Brother Cui."
I smiled bitterly, and then said to her: "It seems this is not the first time you have said this about me, but you are right, I am a good person, and I always get the good person card."
Zhang Yaxin obviously also knew what a good person card was. She giggled and then said to me: "You are still the same as before. You keep everything in your heart and don't say it. Is this really good?"
Indeed, whether I am bad or not is only in your eyes, but whether I am good or bad is in my own heart. It doesn’t matter. The corners of my mouth will unconsciously curl up when I think of a woman who is willing to wait for me.
A lustful smile emerged. Zhang Yaxin saw me smiling and laughed too. It was pretty good. She asked me again: "By the way, Brother Cui, who are you, the sister Liu we saw when we had dinner last time?"
When I saw Zhang Yaxin asking me this question, I immediately began to think, yes, who does Liu Yudi count as my lover now? No, no, I can't think like this. You have to know that this thing called Tiandao is surprisingly disgusting. If I feel like this right now,
If we thought this way, we would definitely not have a good outcome, so I said to Zhang Yaxin: "You said Liu Yudi, he is a distant relative of our family, and we grew up together."
When Zhang Yaxin heard what I said, she sighed, then smiled and said to me: "But can't you see that she likes you?"
I shook my head hurriedly, how could I not see it, and I also like her, but I can't say this nonsense. If a person like me, who is born with five shortcomings and three shortcomings, wants to say something about someone I like, then I must not say it.
It would end well, so I found an excuse to hide it and said, "You must have thought wrong. She has been quarreling with me like this since she was a child."
Seeing me saying this, Zhang Yaxin actually said softly to me as if she was relieved: "Then I'll be relieved."
To be honest, I really didn’t know what she meant at the time, so I asked her: “What did you say?”
She stroked her hair, which was a little messy by the sea breeze, and then said to me, "I like you."
What!!!!
You must know that the lethality of her words is no weaker than that old guy Yuan Mei who told me that he wanted to take revenge on society. I was immediately surprised and said to her: "What did you say? Did I hear it correctly??"
Zhang Yaxin obviously did not expect that I would have such an expression, but she still smiled and said to me: "Yes, I told you this three years ago, but you didn't hear it at that time.
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I looked at Zhang Yaxin. Although her expression was a smile, she was very determined. But I didn't feel any joy. Instead, I felt a chill on my back. She likes me, but I don't like her!
And what should Lao Yi do??
(Second update completed! Please vote and recommend~~~) (To be continued,)