In fact, sometimes, I suddenly feel that fate is like a person, a person who has a grudge against me, always torturing me secretly for fun. I smile weakly, as if this is the expression I use the most.
.I can’t imagine that my reunion with Dong Shanshan after so many years would come so suddenly.
In fact, in the dead of night, lying on the bed alone, looking at the empty ceiling, I really feel lonely. I think my life became a mess after I went to college, as if I was being led by the nose all the time. Until today, many things have changed.
The feeling of facing death for the first time was really fucked up, and I felt so empty inside. Those childish ideas and ideals I had in the past were so vulnerable in reality.
I can't save anything around me. I understand what a mistake is and what five disadvantages and three shortcomings are. It seems that I am facing the whole world. Sometimes I feel very scared. I am afraid that I will always go on alone.
Then he will die alone, and finally die and turn into a handful of loess.
These years of experience have made me different from what I am on the outside. I want everyone around me to be happy, so I always put a smile on my face, even though deep down in my heart there is a pool of stagnant water.
When I saw Dong Shanshan, I suddenly felt like I wanted to run away. She was thinner and more mature. She was wearing a decent business attire. When she walked in, she still had that familiar smile on her face, even though she saw me
When I was there, that smile disappeared in an instant. I don’t know why, but I felt a little inferior in my heart. Over the past few years, it seemed that everyone had changed.
The only thing that hasn't changed is me. I'm still the same old, slovenly look. I'm still wearing jeans from college, which are very worn. I always have a bad sleep, and my face is a little bit pale.
She was pale, both physically and mentally devastated. I didn't know what to say to her in this state, or even how to say it.
Because when I told Zhang Yaxin my stories a few years ago, I did not tell her the names of the people in those stories, so she did not know that her friends were the people in my stories.
She looked at the slightly embarrassed expressions of Dong Shanshan and I, and asked strangely: "What's wrong, Brother Cui, do you two know each other?"
I didn't know what to say. Just when I was about to speak, Dong Shanshan said expressionlessly: "I don't know you."
I suddenly felt very sad. After so many years, has she still not forgiven me?
In fact, this is fine. After all, everyone pretends not to know each other, and it will not be so embarrassing. After dinner, they quickly go back to their respective houses to find their respective mothers. They just treat it as a chance encounter. After all, everyone has their own lives now.
Now, let those memories go, I thought to myself.
The heartless Lao Yi didn't notice anything strange about us. At this moment, this guy was so excited that he couldn't see anyone except Zhang Yaxin. I was really speechless.
He rushed to greet her and said to Zhang Yaxin as if he were meeting a relative: "Oh, it's so cold outside. Sit down quickly."
Zhang Yaxin smiled awkwardly at him and then looked at me. I thought to myself, God, please chop me to death! How can I eat this food?
As soon as the four of us sat down facing each other, Aunt Yuan came up and asked us what we wanted to eat. I gave Zhang Yaxin the menu and asked her to order. In fact, there was nothing delicious at all, because this was just a meal that Lao Yi was happy for. Zhang Yaxin also
Well, Dong Shanshan and I sat across from each other, neither of us dared to look directly at each other.
After Zhang Yaxin ordered two dishes, she asked Dong Shanshan what she wanted to eat. Dong Shanshan shook her head, and Zhang Yaxin gave me the menu and asked me to order a few. I took the menu and ordered salt and pepper beef and vegetarian meatballs, and then
Tell Aunt Yuan that's all, and bring four more bottles of beer to trouble uncle and aunt.
Dong Shanshan raised her head and looked at me. The two dishes I just ordered were her favorites because she only eats beef and likes meatballs. Obviously she was a little surprised that I hadn't forgotten them.
In fact, how could I forget?
After a while, the food was served, the beer was opened, and Lao Yi, a wretched man, rushed to pour wine for Zhang Yaxin, like a typical slave.
We can't just eat and talk, so we started chatting with Zhang Yaxin. I learned from her mouth that when she was in her sophomore year, she felt that there was no point in continuing.
This school simply wanted to study with her boyfriend, but when she was in Jingbo Lake, her boyfriend dumped her, so she took a leave of absence. I'm not surprised by this, but it surprised me.
Yes, she is actually the adopted daughter of the boss of Yuan Group!
When I heard this, I almost understood, this is a young lady's relationship. No wonder she already has a car. It turns out that she was born with it. You said that this person's life is really destined by God. Five disadvantages like mine
Sanque's goods can only live in a desperate manner day by day. Even if I suffer huge grievances and hardships, I can only grit my teeth and bear it. Life is too difficult and too tiring.
However, some people are born with unique conditions that others do not have. Even if they do nothing in their lives and lie in bed all day long, someone will deliver pies and women to their mouths on time. This is probably the legend.
It’s the rich second generation. It’s really evil. We working people are struggling desperately to survive, but they have nothing to do all day long. When they lose love, they think the sky has fallen.
Although Zhang Yaxin does not seem to be the kind of person who seems to have some money and is awesome, she told me: "I am an orphan, and my adoptive father funded my studies. He was very good to me, although he didn't come to see me often. Later, he
Seeing that I no longer wanted to study, he asked me to go to his company to help him."
I thought to myself which boss of the Yuan Group is your godfather, it couldn't be the eldest one. So I asked him, and she told me: "My godfather's name is Yuan Mei."
Bang! It seemed like something was broken. I turned around and saw that my aunt was squatting on the ground picking up the broken pieces of the glass. It seemed that she had accidentally dropped the glass while cleaning it, so I asked her: "
Auntie, are you okay? Can I help you?"
Aunt Yuan turned around and smiled at me and said, "No, no, you can eat what you have."
So I continued chatting with Zhang Yaxin. I suddenly thought of Uncle Yuan and his wealthy brother. I thought it couldn't be such a coincidence, so I asked Zhang Yaxin in a low voice if she knew the uncle and aunt in this store.
?
Zhang Yaxin shook her head and said to me: "I don't know, it's my first time here, but the food here is really delicious."
Sure enough, it seemed like it was just a coincidence. Originally, if you had a younger brother like Yuan Mei, no one would be able to open a noodle shop, and you would have to open a noodle factory in the end.
Lao Yi next to me became a little unhappy when he saw that Zhang Yaxin and I were reminiscing about old times and he couldn't get in the conversation. He said to Zhang Yaxin, "Beauty, we don't know the name of your friend yet. You
Don’t you want to introduce me too?”
Zhang Yaxin patted her little head and said with a smile: "Hey, look at my head. I was so busy talking to Brother Cui that I forgot to introduce you. This is my colleague who came to the company a week ago.
The eldest sister who came here is called Dong Shanshan, and we really hit it off."
Yi Xinxing hurriedly raised her glass to toast Dong Shanshan. Dong Shanshan, who had been silent, smiled at Yi Xinxing and said hello to him. I felt a little uncomfortable again. So I also mustered up the courage to raise my glass to him.
Dong Shanshan said: "Hello, my name is Cui Zuofei."
Dong Shanshan glanced at me, but ignored me, and turned to chat with Zhang Yaxin. Neither of them noticed the details of this smile, so I could only gulp down the wine in the glass in embarrassment.
I thought to myself, it’s not like this. We have been separated for such a long time. What’s the matter? Do you hate me so much? Alas, women are really unpredictable animals. Sometimes they are like ghosts and it’s hard to figure them out.
So I started drinking with Lao Yi. What made me angry was that Lao Yi didn't even bother me. He looked at Zhang Yaxin and his eyes almost flew out.
I had no choice but to drink by myself. At this time, I heard what Zhang Yaxin and Dong Shanshan said while chatting. Zhang Yaxin smiled at Dong Shanshan and said: "Sister Shanshan, I heard that the one in your family has even bought a house? What?
Okay, when are you getting married?"
It turns out that she already has a boyfriend and is about to get married.
My head suddenly went blank. Although we were already over, and although I knew that this was fate, I still felt as uncomfortable as a ball of cotton stuck in my heart for some reason. Oh my God! You can't tease me like this.
Bar!!
After being silent for a while, I suddenly wanted to drink, but I completely forgot about preparing the talisman, so I asked Zhang Yaxin if she could have some drinks. Zhang Yaxin didn’t know why, but she was very happy today, so she nodded.
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I turned around and said to Aunt Yuan: Auntie, please get eight more bottles of beer.
Drink it! For God's sake!
After a drinking session, everyone drank almost the same amount. Zhang Yaxin didn’t drink much but she was already drunk. Her face was as red as an apple. Dong Shanshan didn’t know what was going on in her head, but she drank a lot. Could it be that he was the same as me?
, are you also lamenting the tricks of fate?
After I paid the bill and said goodbye to Uncle Yuan, I walked out with them. After drinking the wine, I felt a little light-headed and dizzy. I thought about this meal. Some people are really happy and some are sad. The happy one is naturally the old man.
It's easy, but it's sad. Even if I don't tell you, you should know which unlucky guy it is.
Zhang Yaxin seemed to be enjoying herself too. She said she didn't want to go home so soon and wanted to play for a while. Yi Xinxing was happy when she heard this. After this meal, he and Zhang Yaxin got along quite well, so he wanted to strike while the iron was hot.
He said to her: "Then let's go sing. Really, my singing of "Over the Moon" looks very much like Jacky Cheung."
I was speechless, was that Jacky Cheung's song? But Zhang Yaxin seemed to think his cold joke was quite interesting, and it made her happy.
She said to us: "It's boring to sing every time after dinner. I want to play the dance machine. Let's go to the arcade."
Yi Xinxing immediately agreed after hearing this. He said to Zhang Yaxin obscenely: "Hey hey hey, okay, sister Yaxin, do you know that when I was twelve years old, I was the number one dancer in Harbin."
And when I heard the words "video game city", my heart twitched again. Zhang Yaxin, Zhang Yaxin, I really don't know if you did it intentionally or unintentionally. It's not good to go anywhere, but what kind of video game city do you want to go to! You know
That was the place where Dong Shanshan and I had a spark! If I went, wouldn’t I be looking for trouble for myself?
Besides, Dong Shanshan will not agree 100%.
But I thought wrong again. Dong Shanshan actually agreed. Then she looked at me with drunken eyes and spoke to me for the first time since we met today: "Are you coming?"
I don't know what I was thinking, but my heart suddenly jumped quickly after hearing her talking to me, and I actually nodded my head in disbelief.
I don't know why.
When we arrived at an arcade city, we were immediately surrounded by a lively atmosphere. Dong Shanshan and I still didn't say a word, we just quietly watched Lao Yi and Zhang Yaxin dancing passionately.
It should be said that Lao Yi's legs and feet started to feel weak not long after he was discharged from the hospital. He was limping around like Chef Fan, which was completely one-sided and completely tortured by Zhang Yaxin.
Lao Yi seemed to be panting as if he had run for two miles, but Zhang Yaxin seemed to be still unfinished and wanted to play something else, so she asked Dong Shanshan if she knew how to play kof.
Dong Shanshan nodded, and the two of them came to sit down in front of a kof2002. However, Zhang Yaxin was no match for Dong Shanshan. She was kicked off in less than three minutes. Zhang Yaxin said in surprise: "Ah, Sister Shanshan, you are playing
You're so good, but I can't do it anymore, which one of you two will take over?"
She looked at the two of us, and Dong Shanshan also turned her head and looked at me with an extremely complicated look. I couldn't clearly see the look. It seemed that there was disappointment, expectation, and some confusion in it.
How much I want to play a game with her, but what's the use? She already has a boyfriend and is about to get married.
Even if we reconcile, so what? You know, we have grown up now, and we are no longer in the unburdened love we had when we were students. I am just a poor boy, and I often face dangers to my life. In the end,
The main thing is that I am not sure whether I will die in two years.
She should have a quiet life of her own.
In fact, I have long figured out that the happiness she wants is something I cannot give her.
So I scratched my hair, pretending to be disdainful and said, "I don't know how to play this kind of child's game." After saying that, I turned around, lit a cigarette, and didn't dare to play with her again.
Eye contact. Then there was the sound of Yi Xinxing being beaten.
I thought to myself what kind of cigarette this was and why it was so spicy.
I was choked to tears.
Two hours later, everyone had enough fun and was tired, so they were ready to go home. Lao Yi and I hailed a taxi, said goodbye to them and watched them get in the car.
When Zhang Yaxin opened the car door, she suddenly heard an "ouch" sound from her, and then asked Dong Shanshan: "Sister Shanshan, I just realized what was rubbing on the back of your clothes? Why didn't I see it just now?"
Dong Shanshan looked at Zhang Yaxin strangely and said equally strangely: "You seem to have it on your back too."
Zhang Yaxin turned around and looked at it and then complained: "Oh, what is this, red paint? It's over, my clothes are not easy to wash."
Lao Yi and I were wondering why they hadn't gotten in the car yet, so we stepped forward to take a look. It didn't matter. Lao Yi and I suddenly felt a "buzz" in our heads!!! Cold sweat broke out all over us again.
I saw two vague red letters appearing behind Dong Shanshan and Zhang Yaxin at some point.