Seeing that Shan Qiulin had been silent for almost half an hour without saying a word, Bai Yang almost died of panic.
"The human heart is a very complicated thing"
Looking up at the sky, Shan Qiulin was silent for a long time and held back this sentence.
I know this, but you still want me to say it? Bai Yang looked at him speechlessly and asked:
"Then what?"
Shan Qiulin drank a few sips of wine for himself again, looked at the mountains in the distance and said:
"Look at the mountains, the water, the clouds, the birds flying in the sky. Isn't it beautiful? Isn't it shocking? And if you look around, even if the buildings are beautiful,
The clothes are gorgeous, but they are not as pleasing to the eye as the mountains, water, trees, and clouds, right?"
Bai Yang blinked, his head a little confused, brother, what exactly do you want to say?
This guy was definitely in philosophical mode. Bai Yang didn't interrupt and continued to listen.
"So, natural things are the most beautiful!"
Shan Qiulin said with a faint smile.
Ma Dan, we are about to enter the topic next, Bai Yang muttered in his heart.
Sure enough, just listen to Shan Qiulin say:
"I knew early on that the junior sister has actually been deeply in love with the senior brother, and her heart is tied to him. I just don't want to face such a fact. I listened to your speech that day.
Ce, if I really do what you said, I believe that I will be able to get my little junior sister's body and mind, but I can't do that because it is deliberately forced and not what I want."
Bai Yang blinked. Although what Shan Qiulin said was very contradictory, his 'quad-core' brain understood it instantly.
Shan Qiulin likes his junior sister very much, and he also desires that his junior sister also likes him so much, but what he hopes is that his junior sister really likes him, instead of gaining the other person's body and mind through conspiracy and tricks.
Tsk tsk, in short, to use a classic earth language to summarize Shan Qiulin’s mentality:
The twisted melon is not sweet!
Although Shan Qiulin may not know this sentence, he thinks so in his heart.
Following the three strategies of upper, middle and lower, he obtained his little junior sister's body and mind. That was deception, not true love. Maybe his little junior sister would not know it, but deception was deception, and Shan Qiulin could not deceive himself.
This is impossible to do, it rises to the level of human morality...
Bai Yang was silent. Nowadays, almost all people on earth have a mentality that only seeks the goal and not the process, but Shan Qiulin is just the opposite. What he wants is a natural process, not an unscrupulous end.
"Then what?"
Bai Yang was silent for a moment and asked.
"I can't bear to let my little junior sister get hurt in the slightest. If I do what you said, it will be a kind of harm to her. I can't bear it. I really can't bear it."
Shan Qiulin looked at the sky and smiled, very calmly. His voice was like a breeze blowing on his face, very soft, but it touched people's hearts inexplicably.
"Then why did you..."
Bai Yang frowned, and Shan Qiulin's words made him once again feel the conflict between the moral concepts on earth and the moral concepts here.
"Why do you still need to implement the three strategies of upper, middle and lower?"
At this time, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked with a calm smile.
Bai Yang nodded and wondered, since you can't bear it, why do you still do it? Isn't this contradictory?
"I just don't want to be reconciled and want to give myself an explanation, that's all."
Shan Qiulin muttered softly after drinking half a jar of wine.
"I probably understand"
Bai Yang thought for a while and sighed.
Shan Qiulin liked his junior sister, but was reluctant to hurt her. He knew that his junior sister had a deep love for his senior brother and felt bitter inside. After hearing what Bai Yang said that day, running to implement the plan was actually just to make a break for himself.
To be more precise, he just found a reason for himself to let go!
"So, I didn't really let the two rabbit masters do anything to the senior brother that day, because I knew that if I really did that, the junior sister would be very uncomfortable, and I... couldn't bear to do it."
Shan Qiulin said minding his own business.
Hearing this sentence, Bai Yang felt inexplicably sad. He couldn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little junior sister, so he couldn't bear to hurt her in the slightest. This kind of love may have been integrated into Shan Qiulin's bone marrow and soul.
Whole life.
"That day, when I saw the distress in the eyes of the younger sister when the senior brother broke an arm, I knew that there was no point in anything I did. When the elder brother faced the threat of Yue Kong, the younger sister was desperate
I knew that I was wrong, so wrong... In the end, I didn't expect that Yue Kong would be so powerful, and I didn't want the senior brother to be injured. Putting aside the little junior sister, these Yuan
'Come on, senior brother is really kind to me, but because of my own selfishness, I hurt senior brother, even the younger junior sister, and even later hurt the master's heart."
Shan Qiulin muttered to himself in a frighteningly calm manner.
Bai Yang completely understood that he did not follow the three strategies he taught him, the upper, middle and lower strategies. There were some changes, and that change was actually because he did not want to do it in his heart, which led to this ending.
"Then why are you like this?"
Bai Yang pointed at Shan Qiulin's desperate look and asked.
Although he knew that Shan Qiulin would become like this because he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, Bai Yang still asked, hoping that Shan Qiulin would say it himself, so that he might feel better.
To be honest, a friend like Bai Yang is really good. At this time, she has become a close sister.
"Because of my willfulness, my senior brother lost his arm, so I gave him one back... ha..."
Shan Qiulin said to himself, but fell silent at the end.
Bai Yang understood that Shan Qiulin chose to escape because something like that happened. He didn't know how to face his master, his senior brother and junior sister, so he was expelled.
He left school, that's why he got a bad reputation.
To put it bluntly, he was escaping.
"Old Dan, don't think too much. In fact, life is very beautiful. The past is just the past. When time passes, you will find that whether it is mental trauma or physical trauma, there are no traces that time cannot erase."
Bai Yang patted Shan Qiulin on the shoulder and said, without saying too many disgusting words of comfort.
"Bai Yang, can you tell me why you can live so happily?"
Shan Qiulin looked at Bai Yang and asked, a hint of bitterness lingering at the corner of his mouth.
"You want to say why I can live so heartlessly, right?"
Bai Yang shrugged and smiled.
As Dan Qiulin nodded and looked at him, Bai Yang grabbed an unopened jar of wine, took a sip of it, and exhaled the smell of alcohol and said:
"Actually, we are very lonely when we live. Everyone is lonely. Compared with the long river of time, our lives are too short. There is no need to worry about so much. Let yourself finish this life happily.
It's the best. Being happy lasts a lifetime, and being unhappy lasts a lifetime. Why make yourself so miserable? You see, I have almost no worries like this. I want to eat, sleep, and play. When I am happy, I am no longer lonely.
, this person is afraid of being idle, and will have random thoughts when he is idle. No matter what you do, as long as you are not idle, you will feel fulfilled."
"Also, although I have not personally experienced all kinds of grievances and hatreds, and various life and death, I feel relieved after seeing them more. Life is just a journey, and I will see too many scenery during this journey. I am happy.
I just stayed for a while, and moved on if I wasn't happy. Anyway, I just want to enrich my life journey in the limited time. There is no need to dwell on the joys and sorrows encountered on the journey. I have seen it and cried.
That's it... Well, I've said so much, do you understand?"
Bai Yang finally shook his head and asked with a smile.
After hearing this, Shan Qiulin still looked calm, then nodded gently and said:
"So, I envy you very much. I can hardly see any troubles in you."
"It's just a different mentality. I also have worries, but I just don't want to worry about it too much. Since I was born, although I am not rich, I have enough food and clothing. Even so, I don't envy those who have a better life than me. I also
I won’t look down on those who are worse off than me. Food from the mountains and seas is just a meal to me. Even when I haven’t eaten, I can still devour the cornbread to fill my stomach. I can talk eloquently with the rich and powerful, and I can also talk to the rich and powerful.
The beggars on the roadside are talking about everything, so there is no need to care or worry about what is happening in front of you, just be happy. After all, after time, we are just a speck of dust in this world and will eventually be forgotten."
Bai Yang also drank a few sips of wine and said with a smile.
"So you are the most special person I have ever met."
Shan Qiulin shook his head and said.
"Lao Dan, do you know? In fact, I admire you very much."
Bai Yang looked up at Shan Qiulin and suddenly said this.
"What do you envy me for? What do I have to envy?"
Shan Qiulin was puzzled.
"I admire your courage in love, and your perseverance. Loving someone requires courage, and it requires a lot of courage. Similarly, letting go of someone requires even more courage. Between love and letting go, if you are
If courage is compared to strength, I believe that this power is enough to destroy everything!"
Bai Yang looked at him and said knowingly.
"Pick it up, put it down..."
Shan Qiulin murmured to himself, not knowing what he was thinking about.
"Yes, between picking it up and putting it down, we don't actually lose anything, but we gain something that we often ignore, such as courage!"
Bai Yang nodded.
"But I still can't really let go. My heart can't deceive myself about this."
Shan Qiulin said bitterly.
"Whether you get your little junior sister or not, your love is there, neither increasing nor decreasing. No matter what you do to your little junior sister or what your little junior sister does for you, the love that is buried deep in your heart is
Love is still neither more nor less. Between picking up and putting down, your love is there, never coming or going..."
"Old Dan, holding someone in your arms is love. Watching the person you like live happily makes you feel happy. That is love. Oaths to each other are love. Silent blessings are love. Gaining is love. Let go.
It is also love, chasing is love, protecting is also love, love is hard to express in the heart, cannot be explained, sweet, bitter, spicy, salty, and has various tastes, this is love."
Bai Yang looked at him and said word by word.
"Between picking up and putting down, love is there, neither increasing nor decreasing, neither more nor less, neither coming nor going..."
After listening to Bai Yang's words, Shan Qiulin fell into silence and muttered to himself.
Bai Yang watched and drank the wine one sip after another.
After saying so much, it was just a pile of useless and nutritious chicken soup. Although he didn't want to ruin the atmosphere, Bai Yang had to admit that this was just giving Shan Qiulin chicken soup. Bai Yang didn't know if he could get out of the haze in his heart.
He has tried his best.
After being silent for half an hour, Shan Qiulin suddenly looked at Bai Yang and asked:
"It was your words that day that gave me the courage to make a break, but now I find that I haven't really let go yet. It was me who didn't do it according to your way, so the three promises I owe you still remain.
Effective, I have completed the first promise for you, they are right there, tell me about your remaining two promises."
At this time, Shan Qiulin was laughing, very calmly. There was something indescribable in this calmness. Bai Yang couldn't understand it. He just instinctively felt that Shan Qiulin's mood was wrong at this time. What exactly was wrong with Bai Yang?
Can't tell.
There's something wrong with this guy, something is probably going to happen!
Bai Yang noticed this and pointed at his nose and said:
"Old Dan, you still owe me two promises, but I haven't thought about it yet. I will tell you when I think about it. Then you can help me complete it. Don't think about escaping. I can catch you anywhere in the world.
come out!"
As if he had known Bai Yang would say this for a long time, Shan Qiulin smiled indifferently.
With one arm, he stood up, picked up a jar of wine, and poured it down, the wine spraying out, and he fell into a strange emotion.
He threw the wine jar aside with a bang, broke it into pieces, and said with a smile:
"If you don't tell me your promise now, originally I could help you with some big things, but in the future, I might only be able to help you with some trivial things..."
"What do you want to do, Old Dan?"
Bai Yang stood up and looked at Shan Qiulin and asked, something is wrong with this guy and he is going to cause trouble!
"This world is very beautiful, with mountains, large swamps, white clouds, blue sky, breeze, green grass, flowing water, all living beings... all of these are indescribably beautiful, but to me, all of them are not as good as the inadvertent visit by my junior sister.
Look back!"
Shan Qiulin suddenly looked around and said with a terrifying calmness.
"Old Dan, don't do anything stupid."
Bai Yang's expression changed and he shouted, if he hadn't been unable to defeat Shan Qiulin, he would have thought of knocking him out right now.
"Everything in this world is beautiful and intoxicating, but for me, nothing is as beautiful as my little junior sister. From now on, my little junior sister is the most beautiful scenery in my life, frozen forever. I don't want to see anything like this with these eyes in the future.
She has a more beautiful scenery, so these eyes are superfluous! Haha..."
Shan Qiulin said almost madly, and burst into laughter at the end.
In the midst of laughter, he raised his one-armed right hand like lightning, and a sharp sword flashed on his fingertips, passing through his eyes. There were two soft pops, and two traces of blood flowed from his eyes. For him, the world has never been the same from now on.
Lost color!
"You..., Lao Dan, why are you doing this..."
Bai Yang was stunned, really stunned. He didn't understand how much Shan Qiulin liked his little junior sister in his heart to do such a thing, and how deep he had to love, to feel that everything in the world was not as good as that figure in his heart.
Come beautiful?
He couldn't let it go, really couldn't let it go, so he used this method to freeze this relationship forever!
This kind of courage is shocking!
"Since I followed my master, I have practiced martial arts diligently in order to catch up with my senior brother and let my junior sister look at me more. I want to be stronger and protect my junior sister more. But now, I want to do this
What is the use of cultivating! What is the use of my cultivation? What is the use of my cultivation?"
Dan Qiulin's eyes were bleeding. I don't know if it was the blood flowing out of his blind eyes or the blood dripping from his heart. He raised his head, roared, mad and hysterical!
As he spoke, white light bloomed all over his body, and the solid essence flashed and twisted outside his body. The air was also distorted when the flashing essence reached its extreme.
puff……
There was a sound like a balloon being popped, and the true energy trembled and spread out in all directions.
In the courtyard, a strong wind suddenly blew up, and the scattered wine jars were shattered. Baiyang couldn't help being shaken back, and stopped leaning against the courtyard wall.
Looking at Shan Qiulin again, his face was pale, blood was flowing from his orifices, and he slowly softened to the ground.
"Bai Yang, I feel so relaxed now, unprecedentedly relaxed. Even though the world has lost its color, even though all my cultivation has vanished into thin air, I feel so relaxed. With that figure buried deep in my heart, I feel like I have returned to the little boy I once was.
Mountain village..."
Shan Qiulin is laughing, laughing very happily, laughing more relaxedly than ever before...
(This chapter is very complicated to write...) (To be continued.)