(This chapter is a bit sadistic, you can skip it if you don’t like it)
I don't know how much time passed, maybe five hours, maybe ten hours. Bai Yang sat slumped on the ground motionless, with a dazed and numb appearance, and his eyes were red and crying.
His mother's death was such a huge blow to him that he looked very haggard, his eye sockets were sunken, his face was pale, stubble appeared, his eyes were lifeless, and his face was so gray that it was sad to see him.
Subconsciously standing up like a zombie, he slowly came to the bedside, stared at his mother in front of him, bent his knees and knelt down in front of Zhen Guoping's body.
Boom!
His head hit the ground so hard that the ground was shaking slightly, which showed how hard he worked.
"mom!"
He knocked his head on the ground, and the word "mother" came out of his mouth, his voice was hoarse and heartbreaking.
Boom!
His head hit the ground hard again, his forehead was broken and dripping with blood, but Bai Yang didn't care.
"Mom, I'm sorry!"
Boom!
He kowtowed again and was hit hard on his head, again and again, and his head was bleeding...
"Mom, I'm sorry, I'm late."
"Mom, I'm sorry. My son is unfilial and I'm late."
"Mom, I'm really sorry, I'm really sorry, my mother...wuwuwu..."
Dong dong dong...
He kept kowtowing and saying sorry. He hated that he came too late and was unable to save his mother right away, causing her to pass away at a young age. From then on, he had no mother...
…
I don't know how many times I kowtowed, and the ground was smeared with blood. Bai Yang fainted and fell to the ground. It wasn't that his head couldn't bear the impact with the ground and he fell into coma. It was just that he was too sad.
It's hard to say goodbye when we meet. The east wind is powerless and the flowers are withered. The spring silkworms die when they die. The wax torch turns to ashes before the tears dry up!
A mother's love is higher than the sky, thicker than the earth, and deeper than the sea. A mother's love is selfless, without regrets, and without resentment. She hopes that her children will grow up healthily and happily. Every laughter and laughter of her children can affect the mother's inner emotions.
The child laughs and she is happy; the child cries and the mother's heart is broken...
Mother is the greatest, most beautiful and important woman in everyone's life.
During the ten-month pregnancy, the mother is always careful for the child in her belly, fearing that the child in her belly will bump into her. Once she gives birth, the tearing pain will be revealed by the sound of the birth of her child, which will make her smile happily.
When I was young, my child pooped and peed in his crotch, and my mother didn’t mind it being dirty or bothered. She wiped her butt and changed her diaper with meticulous care...
The child is growing up. During the past ten or twenty years, the mother has broken her heart, but the mother has no regrets. When the child is happy, she calls her "Mom"; when she is sad, she calls her "Mom"; when she encounters difficulties, she calls her "Mom".
Mother seems to be an omnipotent presence in everyone's life.
Just one word, mother, is like a towering tree that protects and protects the growth of her children.
But, but, today, Bai Yang's mother left him, and left him forever. When he calls Mom, his mother will never answer again, and will never pat his head and ask what's wrong with my little Bai...
…
She was right next to her, her expression frozen and her life frozen.
I don't know how long it took, Bai Yang woke up faintly, looked at his mother on the snow-white hospital bed, trembled all over, and shed tears again with her red eyes swollen like peaches.
His knees moved little by little on the ground. He came to the bedside, gently took Zhen Guoping's cold hand, leaned his head on Zhen Guoping's body, and put his mother's cold hands on his face.
Maintaining this posture, Bai Yang remained motionless, his face expressionless, and his eyes numb.
When he was a child, he liked to act coquettishly in his mother's arms like this. Every time, his mother would laugh and ask Xiaobai what's wrong?
But this time, my mother didn't say a word, she didn't say a word.
Thinking about it at this time, Bai Yang didn't know how long it had been since he got along with his mother like this. Is it because he no longer relies on his parents when he grows up? Is it because he neglects his parents because of trivial matters in life? Or is it because he has enjoyed his mother's love since he was a child?
Is it too natural for people to take it for granted that their mother is always there?
From childhood to adulthood, scenes have been replayed in Bai Yang's mind.
"My little boy knows how to call mommy. Good boy, can you call me again? Mommy likes to hear it."
"Son, do you like this toy? Mom bought it for you after getting paid today. Be happy."
"Son, I'm going to kindergarten today. I'm away from my mother for the first time. Are you scared? You need to get along well with your friends and don't fight, you know?"
The beginning of babbling, the first time to speak, the first time to walk, the first time to eat, the first time to dress, the first time to go to school, the first time to get angry, the first time to get into trouble, there are so many, all the time.
My mother is by my side, taking the trouble to enlighten, comfort and take care of me.
Mother, she is the greatest person in the world and is irreplaceable. She has no regrets just because her children call her mother!
Just so quietly, leaning against his mother quietly, Bai Yang's numb face had a happy smile, and he slowly closed his eyes, but tears could not stop flowing, wetting his face and wetting his mother's hands...
…
My mother is still around and I can still feel her presence.
But, mom, why can’t I feel your warmth, why can’t I hear you speak, why...
"It's because I don't care enough about my parents, it's because I came too late that I couldn't save my mother, it's because I feel so relieved that there is no danger here on earth, it's all because of me, it's all because of me, it's all because of me
…!”
Thoughts flashed in his mind, and Bai Yang finally placed all the responsibility on himself, and even believed that it was because of his mother that he died.
Painful, heartbreaking, regretful, regretful!
puff!
Bai Yang closed his eyes, his heart was like a knife, and a mouthful of blood spurted out, but he didn't seem to notice, and was silent in self-blame.
"My mother is dead, why wasn't you the one who died? Baiyang, Baiyang, so what if you have the ability to know the world, you can't even save your own mother, the mother who loves you the most is dead, why are you still alive, and why are you the one who died?
It’s not you, why not you…”
The endless self-blame and regret impacted Bai Yang's heart. His heart was twisted like a knife, his energy and blood surged up, and he spat out another mouthful of blood with a pop.
While blaming myself, scenes from the past echoed in my mind again.
"Xiao Bai, forget it because you are too lazy. You are probably eating instant noodles again, right?"
"Now I give you two choices, either you go to work for me, or I arrange a blind date for you with a girl?"
On the phone, my mother said helplessly and funny.
"When will you grow up? Lao Bai, just protect your little Bai..."
My mother took the trouble to say this while we were having dinner at home.
When she was engaged to Wang Qingyu, she both knelt down in front of her parents to offer tea. Zhen Guoping smiled broadly, took out a red envelope and said with red eyes: "Hey, good boy, get up, get up quickly, you have grown up."
, the child has grown up..."
And then...then what?
Recalling this, Bai Yang suddenly became frightened. There was no more behind it. He panicked. No matter how much he thought about it, he couldn't remember the scene about his mother.
After that engagement, it seems that I haven’t seen my mother again? I have called her many times, but what are the phone calls?
By this time, Bai Yang was trembling all over, and emotions such as panic, helplessness, regret, etc. were intertwined in his heart.
He suddenly raised his head, looked at his mother's face and said heartbreakingly: "Mom, Mom, wake up, I am Xiaobai, your favorite Xiaobai, can you wake up?"
"Mom, my mother, can you open your eyes and look at me again? I'm a noob!"
"Can you say one more word to me? I beg you, please, I can't live without you."
"Mom, my mom, I will be very good from now on and stay with you all the time. I just want you to open your eyes and look at me. Okay, okay?"
"Mom, wake up, wake up, what should I do without you, what should I do without you..."
"mom……!"
The heart-rending calls were only returned by Zhen Guoping's sleeping silence.
At the end, Bai Yang looked up to the sky and shouted, spurting out another mouthful of blood. His body was sluggish, as if he had aged ten years, and he fell limply beside his mother, never moving again.
That word "Mom" brings endless sadness and helplessness, and that word "Mama" brings endless pain and sorrow.
The sound of "Mama" coming out of his mouth affected his powerful spiritual power, and an invisible storm blew up in the room. All the medical equipment turned into powder, the air twisted like water, and the soundproofing and defensive formations were shattered!
Fortunately, he calmed down after that sound and did not cause too much damage again.
"Only mother is good in the world. A child with a mother is like a treasure. If you throw yourself into mother's arms, you cannot enjoy happiness. Only mother is good in the world. Children without a mother are like grass. Without mother's arms, where can you find happiness..."
The hoarse voice echoed in the ward, and Bai Yang sang the first song he had learned in his life. This song was taught to him word by word by his mother when he had just learned to speak.
Only mother is good in the world. The simple lyrics and simple melody express a person's lifelong attachment to his mother.
Over and over again, Bai Yang kept singing, kept singing.
Leaning in his mother's arms and putting his mother's hands on his face, it's like the scene when his mother held him and taught him this nursery rhyme when he was a child.
He seemed to have returned to his childhood.
The difference is that at that time, his mother was accompanying him when he sang, and her mother would smile with great happiness when he sang every sentence. But now, his mother no longer responds, and no matter how much or how well he sings, she will not respond...
Only mother is good in the world, and a child without a mother is like a grass. At this time, Bai Yang felt that he had not been abandoned by the whole world, and he had no sense of security except beside his mother's body.
Accidents, the reason why they are called accidents, are that they occur unexpectedly. In a person's life, no one knows what will happen next.
Even though Bai Yang has the cultivation level of a true king, what the heck, he is still a person living in the world, not a so-called god who exists beyond eternity. Even if accidents happen, he cannot control the future!
Don't talk about him, the Shenwu Dynasty in the alien world is strong enough, right? But the unexpected occurrence does not mean that it collapsed in one day!
Countless accidents happen every day around the world, and Bai Yang is just one of them...