"It turns out that I have been living in a dream for so long."
Jiang Xinyue murmured to herself. Even though her memory had been restored, she still felt a sense of loss.
It can be seen that compared with Qin Zhen, she still has to be more serious about this period of life.
Therefore, Qin Zhen can deny her past life at will, but Jiang Xinyue cannot. Now she is trapped in a deep contradiction.
The royal princess of the Qingluo Kingdom who was originally from the Yanluo Domain is now secretly hidden in a cave and has been treated as a genius disciple trained as a secret weapon.
Which side is the life she really wants?
"Xinyue?"
Qin Zhen looked at Jiang Xinyue who was in trouble and tried to persuade him.
But just as she was about to speak, she was directly stopped by Qin Yi.
"Sister, our opinions are not the most important to her now!"
Qin Yi's eyes were shining with a deep luster, and he said in a very serious tone: "We should give her enough time now to let her think about what she should do next."
Qin Zhen glanced at Qin Yi, then at Jiang Xinyue, whose face was full of pain, and finally chose to listen to Qin Yi's opinion.
In fact, she still knew very well why Jiang Xinyue was so entangled.
Although she, like Jiang Xinyue, was sealed by Lu Yuankai's memory at the beginning, there are still some differences between her and Jiang Xinyue.
First of all, she is older than Jiang Xinyue. She has experienced more things than Jiang Xinyue. In addition, she has lived in an environment since she was a child. Although she is considered wealthy, she is definitely not like Jiang Xinyue, who has no worries about food and clothing and can be free from distractions.
Practice.
Later, Jiang Xinyue's dominance in the Qingluo Kingdom was impacted. From that time on, she truly experienced the storm of life. But by that time, Qin Zhen had already been independent for a long time. Even after that, Jiang Xinyue successfully recovered money for her family.
She gained justice and regained control of the Qingluo Kingdom, but she did most of it with the help of Qin Yi.
Therefore, in terms of state of mind, Qin Zhen must be more tenacious than Jiang Xinyue. Although the memory is blocked, Qin Zhen's will will actually attack the seal from time to time. And it is precisely because of this that in the first battle of Stealing the Sky Mole,
When he appeared in front of her for the first time and told her the name Qin Yi, her mood was actually quite complicated.
Although at that time, she did not believe these words and quickly launched an attack on the other party. But for a long time afterwards, she often recalled that incident in her mind.
And it is precisely because of this that after Yutu used medicine on both of them, Jiang Xinyue was not affected at all, but Qin Zhen was able to recall everything that happened back then, like a dream. Even the figures and faces in the dream
, she couldn't even see clearly, but this had already provided a great help to her in recovering her memory later.
In addition, even though both of them were valued by Lu Yuankai, they were both secretly cultivated as secret weapons. But it was obvious that Jiang Xinyue was valued much more than Qin Zhen.
And Jiang Xinyue, who has been brainwashed and indoctrinated by Lu Yuankai, can be said to have a great sense of identity with her current life.
Her hard work in training and her strong strength now are the best reflection!
For Qin Zhen, perhaps the period of being secretly imprisoned by Lu Yuankai was a nightmare. However, for Jiang Xinyue, it was not like this.
Even if it is just a dream, it is definitely an indelible dream for her. Her memory does not allow her to ignore this period of life as if it were a dream that never existed.
Of course, the most important thing is that she practices "Erotic Emotion and Tongshen"! It is a path that emphasizes cutting off all emotions and leading directly to the supreme peak of martial arts.
The influence of this technique on her is indelible! Even though she has escaped from the place where she was trained as a secret weapon and has successfully recovered her past memories, the influence of the technique is still there.
control her thoughts.
Although she was poisoned by this pure evil, she herself had never had such thoughts!
Even Qin Yi, who she missed the most in her heart at the beginning, seems to be not so important now!
"I...what should I do?"
Jiang Xinyue fell into deep pain, with Qin Yi on one side and the future she longed for on the other. Both sides were extremely important to her!
She doesn't want to give up on either side, but unfortunately, her current situation has clearly told her that these two choices are completely opposite. She cannot be greedy, and she absolutely cannot be greedy. If she wants to get one of them, she must get the other.
Give up completely.
Suddenly, she remembered those days in Yanluo Domain.
Although she has now reached a state that she could not have imagined at the beginning. But as the place where she grew up, it is obviously in a position that cannot be ignored in her memory.
Of course, in the first ten years of her life, although she was carefree, it did not leave a very deep impression on her. In her heart, the real turning point in her life was Qin Yi's presence in her life.
Appear.
This young man who seems to be silent all the time is not only kind-hearted, but also has the ability to change the world.
In her heart, as long as Qin Yi is here, all the difficulties in the world will eventually be solved. The two of them have been together for a long time, and the related memories left behind are countless. Even in the process, she has
Qin Yi has already developed feelings.
It's a pity that Qin Yi, who has always been quick-thinking, seems to be frighteningly slow in this regard. No matter how affectionate she is or what explicit hints she gives, she will only get a dull reaction from the other party in the end.
But even so, Qin Yi has always been irreplaceable in her heart. Even when she thinks about it now, she feels warm in her heart.
At this time, she did not notice that her already cold heart seemed to be injected with fresh blood and began to beat again.
However, the current life under Lu Yuankai's family seems quite monotonous compared with the previous life with Qin Yi in Yanluo Territory. In her impression, she almost repeats one thing every day, practicing
, and listen to Master’s “teachings”.
Then, every two or three days, they will have a chance to go out. But such outings often mean not relaxation, but blood!