I started writing this book in June, during which all my energy was spent on writing the book.
It is really difficult for a part-time author to ensure that 10,000 words of updates are updated every day.
I wrote until two o'clock in the morning countless times. I finished revising and published the chapter...and then, well, I got more than 200 subscriptions here and there.
Immediately afterwards, the author had to face the alarm that sounded at 7 o'clock the next day.
I have also thought about it, what are you trying to figure out?
Except for a few pirated readers who just trolled me, they also trolled my family...what did I get?
Eunuch!
give up!
I have really thought about it countless times and struggled countless times.
To say that I don’t want to live up to everyone’s expectations is false, even worse than the kidneys.
In fact, I just don’t want to give up my dream of writing books to support myself. At least there are more than 200 friends who are willing to spend a few cents every day, saying that the money is small, filling their stomachs, and paying the electricity bill is enough.
Because I often stay up late to write books, I work in a hazy state during the day, my work performance has been declining for several months, and I have been scolded by my boss for being numb.
The money I make from writing books is so small that I’m embarrassed to tell others.
I get off work every day, refuse all social interactions, and refuse all dinner parties and drinks.
Colleagues and friends all thought that I was making a lot of money outside and didn't even pay attention to the performance of my company.
In fact, there is suffering that cannot be expressed.
I told my friends that I was writing a book. If I made a small amount of money a month, enough to eat a few meals, I would probably be laughed to death.
Among the authors of Starting Point.
There are 10 collections and 3-4 people subscribe.
There are not many books in this book. I have collected 25,000 of them. I don’t know why, but there are so few authors who are willing to pay for a bottle of drink.
No matter how hard it is for students, the money for filling a cake with an egg should not be so tight.
Even if we used to watch pirated CDs, it would still cost us one dollar to rent them.
So much to say!
I will not give up on this book, after all, I have devoted a lot of effort to it.
Just like when two people fall in love, the more they give, the more they will be reluctant to part with.
Even if you know that she is no longer worthy of your continued investment, it has become a habit.
I have forgotten countless late nights when the author dozed off and wrote the book.
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To be honest, I am not the kind of person who is good at asking for votes and subscriptions.
In the testimonials of some books, I have seen too many earnest requests for subscriptions. Every time I type these three words, I feel like a beggar.
Really, exactly like a beggar.
I work hard to code, just like the beggars at the train station who get something for nothing, begging for a few cents.
I feel really uncomfortable.
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Having said so much.
I want to keep my job this month, so I may not have time to update every day, but I will try my best to make up for it on the weekends, reaching 70,000 words a week.
besides.
Pirate readers, if you feel uncomfortable reading it, just delete it silently. There is no need to scold me.
Even if you see a beggar at the train station, you should cover your nose and leave at most. You shouldn't curse people in a long speech. Besides, this is the hard work I wrote after sitting for 6 hours. You may not like it, but please don't slander it.
You don't have to be kind as a human being, but please don't throw away what little humanity you have left.
About genuine readers.
All the money has been spent, what else can I say? This is already the greatest recognition. There are some flaws, and the author will try his best to improve them.
In fact, the author can also write cool articles that are fun all the way to the end.
But it’s so boring to write.
Some people say that books are abusive, but whose life is not abusive?
Say it again.
The protagonist is really having a smooth ride, and it’s boring to read a million words into the universe, isn’t it?
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By the way, readers who are looking for X artifacts to read books, if you are still spending money to read books, come to Qidian.
The author won't get a dime from the consumption there.
It's already miserable enough for the authors to be sucked by pirated vampires. If you can, don't help them.
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After all the nonsense, I still have to go back to coding.