"What?" Wang Ruoyu could be said to be confused now. He didn't even know who Yu Jingque was talking about.
What does it feel like now...
Yu Jingque didn't know it, but his heart felt bitter and his mouth felt a little bitter.
Manjusri was a special existence to Yu Jingque, and Manjusri's death had a great impact on Yu Jingque, making him unforgettable forever.
But what about Manjusri to Wang Ruoyu?
It doesn't matter. Wang Ruoyu didn't keep it in mind at all. It may not be more important than the preferences of the leaders above.
Wang Ruoyu can remember a hundred preferences of his leader, but he can't remember Manjusri or his name.
That's the weird thing, what is extremely important to you may be insignificant to someone else.
What you cherish is like worn out shoes to others.
The two sides of things always have dramatic differences. Many times you will find it difficult to accept, but you have to accept it.
Yu Jingque had been thinking about it for five years, thinking about it day and night for five years, and even made the decision to change his life path because of this incident.
But what?
Wang Ruoyu, one of the parties involved, does not remember this incident at all. He may not even be able to retain some scenes of this incident in his life.
"Can't you remember anything?" Yu Jingque asked, twitching the corners of his mouth.
"What do you want to ask?" Wang Ruoyu asked.
Yu Jingque turned around and glanced at the police officers from the Special Service Division. They had already gotten into the truck and were waiting. It was cold, so why were they standing there?
Looking back, Yu Jingque said to Wang Ruoyu: "We met five years ago."
"At that time, there was a girl who was hit and killed lying on the street. Her name was Manjusri. Do you remember her?"
Seeing that Wang Ruoyu still frowned, Yu Jingque knew that this was reality, and it was so cruel that you didn't even want to accept it.
The things that are on your mind have long been forgotten, and even your memories are blank.
"Forget it, don't force yourself." Yu Jingque was too lazy to ask or say any more. He raised his gun and pointed it at Wang Ruoyu's back.
Facing the black muzzle of the gun, Wang Ruoyu thought like crazy. He suddenly said: "I remembered, I remembered."
"At that time, there was a girl who was forced to die on the street. Her father was an underground party member." Wang Ruoyu really remembered it, and he hoped that Yu Jingque could put down the gun.
I remembered?
"Just think about it. Just know how you died." Yu Jingque would not continue to ask for more clues, he would investigate it himself. Wang Ruoyu's forgotten look stung Yu Jingque.
"I……"
"boom……"
With the sound of a gunshot, Wang Ruoyu fell straight to the ground without saying the last words.
Looking at Wang Ruoyu lying on the ground, Yu Jingque felt that it was unreal and strange.
In the past five years, Wang Ruoyu was the enemy that Yu Jingque remembered most clearly. He had always wanted to kill Wang Ruoyu to avenge Manjusri.
Kill now!
Is it enjoyable?
There was no happy feeling, I just felt relieved that I had accomplished something.
I feel that the big stone that has been pressing on my heart seems to have become lighter, and my breathing seems to be easier.
Wang Ruoyu died. He looked at the gun in his hand and died in his own hands.
The dream ending.
This kind of picture only appeared in dreams before. Is it a dream now?
Yu Jingque stretched out his hand and pinched his thigh, which hurt.
After five years of thinking about it, my long-cherished wish came true.
Why can't you be happy?
When Wang Ruoyu was tortured, Yu Jingque felt quite happy, but now she feels an inexplicable feeling.
Putting the gun away, Yu Jingque still didn't understand. This feeling surrounded him, but he couldn't explain it clearly.
Perhaps it was because of his loss that Yu Jingque realized more clearly at this moment that even if he killed all of Manjusri's enemies, Manjusri would not be able to survive.
But Yu Jingque told himself again that Wang Ruoyu and the others had no reason to forget Manjusri, because Manjusri's death should not only change Yu Jingque's fate, but also theirs.
Like Wang Ruoyu, they should die early and be reincarnated. Maybe they are not even qualified to be reincarnated.
After getting into the truck, Yu Jingque said: "Drive back."
Wang Ruoyu's body was thrown into the wild, with endless scenery in front of him. After his death, not to mention a coffin, there was not even a roll of straw mat.
As for his family, they have not returned at all from Xinjing, and none of them are wearing mourning clothes.
The world is hot and cold, and no matter you are a good person or a bad person, you cannot escape it.
After returning home, he came back and told Wan Qun to handle it properly.
In fact, the result was a mirror image. Regarding Wang Ruoyu's death, Wan Qun just nodded lightly to express his knowledge.
Wang Ruoyu's death was a milestone for Yu Jingque, but for Wan Qun, it was just a matter of getting rid of an opponent.
Sitting in the office, Yu Jingque began to examine the significance of his coming to the Secret Service Division for the first time.
Is it just to avenge Manjusri?
At this moment, I was shocked and suddenly realized that it was not just that.
The death of Manjusri had a great impact on Yu Jingque, but was it just Manjusri who made such a choice and persisted for so long?
Perhaps there are also those who, like Manjusri, died innocently.
It's probably because I don't want to see anyone die like Manjusri or suffer the same pain as myself that I choose to take this path.
Five years later, Yu Jingque once again faced his own heart and found that he seemed to have changed.
The moment Wang Ruoyu was killed by himself, he knew that he had changed.
What's this?
Belief?
ideal?
These two words, Yu Jingque thought were far away from him. He was just a person who embarked on a path of no return for revenge.
He is just a person who will not compromise with the Japanese and Manchu governments out of hatred.
It's just that at this moment, it seems different.
Talking about faith, Yu Jingque thought it was too noble.
Talking about ideals, Yu Jingque thought it was too beautiful.
He may have nothing, but he knows what he should do and how he should do it.
This is the beginning, not the end.
Keep doing it, keep doing it.
In the office, Yu Jingque's mind was filled with all kinds of thoughts. There were so many thoughts, but he couldn't catch them.
Looking at an ugly scarf hanging on the hanger, Yu Jingque suddenly laughed out loud.
This scarf is the work that Ji Youning worked on for four or five days.
The adjective Yu Jingque used was ugly.
It's really ugly, twisting around, there are big gaps between each line, and it's not tight at all.
So after arriving at the office, he hung it on the clothes hanger. If it weren't for Ji Youning's sadness, Yu Jingque might not have used it at all.
But now that I saw this scarf, I was so surprised that I smiled happily.
He stood up and stroked this ugly scarf, and his mind gradually calmed down.
"Maybe this is what I should do. Women like Ji Youning are doing it. As a man, what else can I say?" Yu Jingque thought silently in his heart.
In a year of misfortune, if you are born as a male, you will have to bear some responsibilities.
PS: Please cherish what you cherish, no matter what others think it is.