"Don't worry, someone will be responsible for the task and it won't delay things." Chen Xiqiao helped Yu Jingque turn down this task, not on a whim, but after careful consideration.
Yu Jingque understood Chen Xiqiao's good intentions, but he wondered if there would be unnecessary trouble. After all, in many organizations, the tasks assigned by the superiors were dead orders.
Chen Xiqiao explained: "Don't worry, it's not that serious."
"That's good." Yu Jingque felt relieved when he saw that Chen Xiqiao didn't look like he was telling lies.
"Your first task now is to wait until the military commanders contact you. During this process, if you have other tasks, I'm worried that the military commanders will notice."
This is the key point for Chen Xiqiao to reject the mission. Waiting for someone from the military command to contact him will have no impact on Yu Jingque's execution of the mission. But now you don't even know who the person who wants to contact you is, where he is, or whether
at your side?
In this case, if you go to perform the task, you are likely to be discovered by him.
Chen Xiqiao didn't want to take risks. He would rather reject the task and let another person from the organization complete it than let Yu Jingxue take risks.
"After someone from the military commander contacts you, you can confirm his identity and know where he lives, so that you can do what you need to do." Chen Xiqiao's meaning is very clear, that is, after this person contacted Yu Jingque
, he would not have the advantage of Yu Jingque being in the light and him being in the dark.
Everyone knows each other and can avoid Yu Jingque when he is doing organizational tasks, so there won't be such a big impact.
Seeing Chen Xiqiao being so cautious, Yu Jingque said nothing, nodded and said: "I understand."
I looked down at my watch, it was still early.
Yu Jingque has not been busy these days. I usually go home after get off work. I usually work overtime and come home in the middle of the night. It is indeed still early now.
"Is there anything else you want to say?" Yu Jingque asked.
Chen Xiqiao fell into a tangled situation. He didn't know whether to say the rest or not.
Yu Jingque and Chen Xiqiao are familiar with each other, and Chen Xiqiao is entangled, so he can naturally feel it.
"Tell me, I can bear it," Yu Jingque said.
"This is not a question of whether you can bear it or not." Chen Xiqiao glared at Yu Jingque. When did he even joke?
"What is that?" Yu Jingque asked.
Chen Xiqiao gritted his teeth and made up his mind and said: "If you are exposed and your identity is suspected by the Secret Service or anyone, what will you do when they find evidence?"
what to do?
Yu Jingque had never thought about this before, he didn't dare to think about it, and now Chen Xiqiao suddenly asked, catching him off guard.
"I will stick to my faith and face death." Yu Jingque did not think too much.
This is what he was thinking. If Manjusri died in the hands of these people, do you still expect Yu Jingque to be a traitor?
Hearing Yu Jingque's words, Chen Xiqiao was not happy. Instead, he said: "You want to betray."
"What?" Yu Jingque thought that he heard wrongly, and Chen Xiqiao actually asked him to betray him.
Seeing Yu Jingque's surprised look, Chen Xiqiao knew that it would be difficult to talk about this matter.
"Are you crazy?" Yu Jingque asked.
Chen Xiqiao shook his head and said: "I'm not crazy, I'm very sober. I hope you don't tell anyone what I'm saying to you now, just keep it in your heart."
"What on earth do you want to say?" Yu Jingque was a little anxious, and Chen Xiqiao was very strange now.
"If you are exposed, you will betray, betray the military commander, betray the military commander's information, and let yourself survive." What Chen Xiqiao said made Yu Jingque shiver all over.
Yu Jingque said in disbelief: "Are you planning to let me trade the lives of military commanders for my own?"
"Yeah." Chen Xiqiao nodded.
"You're crazy. Why don't you let me trade the lives of people in the organization for my own?" Yu Jingque felt that he couldn't accept it.
This is not a matter of maturity or immaturity, rationality or not, childishness or immaturity.
Whose life is not life? How many lives of military commanders can you betray to survive in the hands of the Secret Service?
You let Yu Jingque bear the lives of so many people in exchange for his own survival. Can you pass the psychological test?
This is not a mission, it is not for righteousness, this is simply for one's own life, and it is a private choice.
Yu Jingque's excitement was as expected by Chen Xiqiao.
Chen Xiqiao said calmly: "If you betray me, I can let you live. I am willing that you will let the Secret Service come to arrest me when the time comes."
"But if you betray me, the organization will think that you are really a traitor. If the military commander knows your identity as an underground party, the military commander will no longer trust you. You will then be a real traitor, and you will never be able to turn around."
"If you betray the military commander and the organization knows your identity, you will not become a real traitor."
"That's enough. What's the difference between what you said and becoming a real traitor?" Yu Jingque interrupted impatiently.
For the sake of the organization and the nation, Yu Jingque could kill the anti-Manchu and anti-Japanese elements with his own hands, and he could do his own psychological construction and psychological suggestion.
But if you ask Yu Jingque to betray innocent people for his own life, he can't do that.
There are things you can do and things you can't do. If you don't even have a bottom line, how can you be an anti-Manchu and anti-Japanese fighter?
Chen Xiqiao had expected this scene, so he had been thinking about whether to tell Yu Jingque.
He didn't want to say it, but he also wanted to make Yu Jingque feel prepared. He was very conflicted.
"Chen Xiqiao, if it were you, would you betray the military commander to survive?" Yu Jingque asked seriously.
"I can't." Chen Xiqiao said.
"Nonsense, you don't even know how to do it, you asked me to do it." Yu Jingque became even more angry.
"But I don't want to see you die." Chen Xiqiao's words at this moment made Yu Jingque unable to vent his anger.
He opened his mouth but no sound came out. After being shocked for a long time, Yu said: "Don't worry, I will be careful. If it really comes to that point, it will be my life."
"It's my business to say it or not, and it's your business to do it or not." Chen Xiqiao must say it. If he doesn't say it, if Yu Jingque dies one day, he will blame himself so much that he can't accept it.
Now that I have said it, it is up to Yu Jingque whether to do it or not, and Chen Xiqiao has no way to interfere.
"I'm not a good person, and I don't want to be a bad person. I'm happy if I can be one." Yu Jingque's smile was self-deprecating.
In such an era of cannibalism, it becomes extremely difficult for you to be a human being.
Some people live a poor life, and until the moment of death, they don't know whether they are a human being.
This person refers to his deep understanding of himself, rather than a person in the usual sense.
"Don't think about being human, we are just being dogs now." Chen Xiqiao rarely made a cold joke.
Yu Jingque laughed and said: "Yes, we are just being dogs now, dogs of the Japanese and dogs of the Manchu Empire."
"But to do it, we have to be a mad dog, eat their flesh and drink their blood." Such cruel words were rarely heard from Chen Xiqiao's mouth.