For several years, Yu Jingque deliberately refused to recall these things, but today they all came flooding back.
I have worn the Guanyin pendant for many years, but now that I have taken it off, my neck always feels empty.
It was as if the collar of the clothes had disappeared, and the cold night wind rushed in, blowing from the neck to the lower abdomen, and finally slipped away from under the crotch.
"Manjusri, Manjusri, just leave a pendant to keep me safe and say you don't want me to follow the same path as your father."
"Do you really regret not leaving that pendant to me now?"
"Don't worry, I can protect myself..."
Talking to myself is also a bit self-deceiving.
Manjusri cannot hear, see or sense.
Death is like a light going out. In the past, Yu Jingque didn't know what it felt like for a person to die.
When Yu Jingque hugged Manjusri, he realized that Leng...
It's really cold. A living person has no warmth at all. He can't feel any warmth at all.
The most important thing was that Yu Jingque's heart was as cold as the cold in his hands, bone-chilling.
But none of these could defeat Yu Jingque. He did not choose to be depressed. He is still very energetic today.
It is reasonable that Yu Jingque could overcome Zhang Ping's death so rationally.
It is better to do your best than not to do your best.
Back home, Yu Mosheng took Yu Jingque to chat, and Yu Mosheng also asked about the police station.
Yu Jingque had actually already eaten, but he said to the people below: "Get a dish, a bottle of wine, and bring it to my room."
Go to the room to eat?
Yu Mosheng didn't understand it at first, but when he thought that Ji Youning was also in the room and wanted to drink.
"Go quickly." Yu Mosheng said to the people below. This was to drink to strengthen his courage. Yu Mosheng naturally had no objection.
The food and wine were delivered to the room, Yu Jingque went up, and Ji Youning looked at the things on the table in a daze.
Yu Jingque closed the door, took off his coat, and said to Ji Youning: "Don't get me wrong, I just want to drink a little. I was worried that my father would ask questions, so I took it in to drink."
"But don't worry, I'm a good drinker, and I have a good drinking capacity. I won't get drunk. You don't have to worry about me having sex after drinking."
Ji Youning smiled after hearing these words and was not very panicked.
"If you really want to have sex, you don't need to be drunk or not, right?" Ji Youning is not an ordinary woman after all. She has some knowledge after going to school.
She knew very well in her heart that she and Yu Jingque were married by a matchmaker, and they were brought back in a sedan chair.
Yu Jingque really wanted it, and Ji Youning had no reason to resist. If Ji Youning didn't want to, why would he agree to cooperate with Yu Mosheng.
Yu Mosheng had already fulfilled what he said, and Ji Youning had no reason to go back on his word, so why did Yu Jingque make such a fuss.
As long as Yu Jingque says a word, Ji Youning won't want to do it in his heart, nor will he resist with his mouth or body.
Doing business is about exchange.
Ji Youning never thought that she could defeat the wolf with nothing. Now this is considered the best situation, so why should she worry unfounded and seek trouble for herself?
Ji Youning stepped forward and poured Yu Jingque a glass of wine. Yu Jingque drank it in one gulp without saying thank you.
"Trouble, please." Yu Jingque said.
Ji Youning poured another glass, and Yu Jingque also raised his head and swallowed, letting the strong drink go into his throat.
It was like swords and swords were dancing in his throat. Yu was so frightened that he didn't dare to open his mouth. When he opened his mouth, it seemed as if he was about to spit out a golden python and fly into the sky in anger.
Seeing that Yu Jingque remained silent and drank two glasses of strong wine, Ji Youning keenly felt that Yu Jingque was different today from the past.
Ji Youning did not pour the third glass of wine into Yu Jingque's glass, but instead poured himself a glass of wine.
"I'll drink with you." After Ji Youning finished speaking, he drank the wine in one gulp without giving Yu Jingque a chance to refuse.
It's just that alcohol is very strong. Unlike the drink that day, Ji Youning rarely drinks alcohol. He suddenly drank so much that he choked and coughed.
Yu Jingque shook his head helplessly, patted Ji Youning's back with his hand, and said with reproach in his words: "If you can't drink, then don't drink. What are you trying to do?"
Facing Yu Jingque's words, Ji Youning was not convinced and poured himself another glass of wine.
When Yu Jingque saw this, he knew in his heart that he couldn't be provoked. Ji Youning's temper was so anxious that he was afraid that he would eat it directly in front of the wine bottle.
After Ji Youning was stopped by his skills, Yu Jingque said, "It's okay to drink. Let's eat some food and drink while eating."
Ji Youning only realized what he was doing now. His mouth was so spicy that he hurriedly put down his wine glass, picked up his chopsticks, and took a few bites of the food to feel relieved.
Seeing Ji Youning's dazed look, Yu Jingque felt funny in his heart. He took the jug and filled the glass himself without Ji Youning pouring the wine.
Ji Youning put down his chopsticks, his eyes filled with confusion.
"Are you worried?" Ji Youning's questioning was very skillful. She didn't ask Yu Jingque anything right away.
"Do you still want to comfort me? Come on, don't be tactful. I can't imitate the elegant manner of a scholar." Yu Jingque smiled and downed the third glass of wine in his hand.
This time, Ji Youning didn't get angry because Yu Jingque said something about her being a scholar. She pursed her lips and said, "I don't want to comfort you, I just want you to say it. It feels better to say it than to hold it in your heart."
"What about you? Have you ever spoken out what's in your heart? Don't you feel uncomfortable holding it in?" Yu Jingque did not answer Ji Youning's question, but asked instead.
Ji Youning glanced at Yu Jingque with his eyes, drank the wine in front of him, and felt much better this time.
Apart from his facial expression becoming ferocious, there didn't seem to be any extreme reaction.
"Look, you can't say anything, so you can only drown your sorrows with wine, so why do you need to enlighten me? Why don't we drink together." Yu Jingque smiled and filled up Ji Youning's wine glass.
Ji Youning said unconvinced, "Don't you know what's on my mind?"
"Marry you, I..."
"Why are you unhappy, or do you still have a crush?" Yu Jingque was very interested in this question.
"I love you, you big-headed devil." Ji Youning spoke anxiously, but it seemed that this was something she could say, and it was too much.
After he finished speaking, Ji Youning's face turned red. He didn't know whether it was because he drank wine or because he said so-called foul words and was red from shame.
Finally, most of the bottle of wine went into Yu Jingque's stomach. Yu Jingque looked at Ji Youning in front of him, his eyes becoming more and more trance-like.
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"Here you go, take a look at the cloth shoes I made for you."
"Whatever I do to make shoes, I always buy them and wear them."
"Forget it, don't give it back to me."
"I want it. Manjusri gave it to me. Of course I want it. Can you see how I am dressed?"
"Smelly."
shoe?
Yu Jingque lowered his head and saw that his feet had long been replaced by leather shoes, while the cloth shoes were too rotten to wear.
When they were thrown away, Yu Jingque didn't feel any distress at all and thought that he could just ask Manjusri to make another pair for him.
But now that I think about it, I shouldn't have thrown it away. It was the first pair, but it was also the last pair.
Ji Youning's rosy face was now blurry in his eyes, but his mind was very clear. A few sips of wine would not make Ji Youning drunk.
But Yu Jingque's fiery eyes made Ji Youning panic. Didn't he say that the wine was very good?
"Manjusri..."
who?
Ji Youning saw Yu Jingque looking at him and saying a name. Was it a name?
Ji Youning was not sure. Yu Jingque was shouting something vaguely and could not be heard clearly.