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Chapter four hundred and fortieth longing for light

Gaining often means losing.

The price of loss requires you to bear it, get used to it, and even accept it happily.

The arrest operation is just a microcosm, it cannot summarize everything, and it is not the most difficult part.

Tell yourself silently in your heart that you have to endure it.

If you don't arrest them, these people will still be arrested, and there is nothing you can do.

Li Qingxi and others were in high spirits, and Yu Jingque looked the same on the surface, but there were ripples in his heart.

Normally at this time, Yao Bing would definitely jump out and the task would be taken away by Yu Jingque. How could he swallow this sigh of relief?

But it was different now. Yao Bing knew that this was what Wan Qun meant, and he was doing it for himself. If he jumped out at this time, he would be a fool.

So Yao Bing pretended not to know. His only idea was to perform meritorious deeds in front of Tomohiro Aoki, then escape from the Secret Service and work for the Japanese secret service.

After arresting the person, Yu Jingque left the Secret Service Section.

I smoked all the way, and when I got home, the cigarette box was empty.

He came back relatively late. Yu Mosheng had already gone to rest. The light in the study room on the second floor was on. It seemed that Ji Youning was still working.

Without disturbing Ji Youning, he finished washing himself and ran to lie down on the bed.

After hiding himself under the quilt, Yu Jingque calmed down a little.

Nowadays, Yu Jingque is no longer a fledgling. Many lurking personnel have encountered this kind of thing.

Let alone Nanpu Yun from the Security Bureau, hasn’t he encountered him before?

Yu Jingque heard that Nanpu Yun was the number one figure in the Security Bureau because he had made many meritorious deeds and had countless anti-Manchu and anti-Japanese elements in his hands.

Could it be that Nanpu Yun wanted to arrest someone?

Nanpu Yun was also helpless. Many things were beyond his control and beyond his control, just like Yu Jingque now.

If you want to obtain more important information, these are what you need to bear, and no one can escape.

"What's wrong?" Just when Yu Jingque was thinking about Nanpu Yun and feeling similar, Ji Youning opened the door and came in.

"Are you tired today?" Ji Youning sat beside the bed and looked at Yu Jingque on the bed with some concern.

Usually when Yu Jingque comes back, even if she is working in the study, Yu Jingque will not go to bed early, but will wait for her to come back, chat for a while and then rest.

Ji Youning felt that a situation like this today was rare, and he was sensitive to the fact that Yu Jingque might not be normal.

Looking at Ji Youning who was so close, Yu Jingque smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "It's okay, I'm just a little sleepy."

"Then go to sleep, I'll turn off the light." Ji Youning stood up, turned off the light, and then lay on the bed, covered with a quilt.

"Go to sleep." Ji Youning said softly. During this period, Yu Jingque had been leaving early and coming back late. She felt that Yu Jingque needed a good rest.

Just after Ji Youning said these words, her body became stiff because she felt that her hand under the quilt was grabbed by someone.

Ji Youning was very nervous and his body was stiff, as if he couldn't move for a moment.

Just when Ji Youning was worried about what Yu Jingque would do next, Yu Jingque stopped moving.

Yu Jingque grabbed Ji Youning's hand with his own hand, and then stopped moving.

It was a very outrageous move. Yu Jingque didn't know why he did it. It was a subconscious behavior.

He is very afraid, he is very afraid that one day he will not be able to explain himself.

He is afraid that one day, no one will believe in him. He is afraid that one day, when the light shines on him, he will subconsciously dodge.

People around you don’t understand yourself, don’t believe in yourself, and even hate yourself.

For a moment, Yu Jingque's heart felt empty, so Yu Jingque subconsciously grabbed Ji Youning's hand, hoping to find some comfort.

He felt Ji Youning's stiffness. This moment of stiffness made Yu Jingque feel a little bitter. He loosened his fingers and prepared to take his hand out.

But at this moment, Ji Youning suddenly closed his fingers, held Yu Jingque's hand tightly, and then remained silent, as if sleeping.

Yu Jingque turned his head unexpectedly, and what he saw through the moonlight was Ji Youning's closed eyes.

He closed his eyes tightly, because the upper and lower eyelids were very hard, and the long eyelashes were still trembling, as if to tell the owner's inner peace.

Yu Jingque's hand once again held it with Ji Youning's with a little force.

A moment of peace of mind.

She will definitely believe in herself by then, right?

Yu Jingque had such a feeling. He felt that someone must believe in him, that is, the woman in front of him.

I don’t know why, the ridiculous feeling, the strange feeling, the funny feeling, but it’s really my own feeling.

The restless heart seemed to calm down at this moment.

Yu Jingque is looking forward to the moment when the light shines on him. Even if he dodges, he still hopes that the light can shine on him, because more people will welcome the light with joy.

eager.

For the longing for light, Yu Jingque couldn't wait to see the light. Yu Jingque no longer had fear or nervousness, only the heart that couldn't wait.

I slept peacefully. When I woke up in the morning, Ji Youning was no longer beside me. Yu Jingque subconsciously picked up his hand and stared at it with his eyes.

Look left and right, it seems like a flower has bloomed on it.

He put it to his nose in a hopeless manner, and Yu Jingque actually smelled it. Suddenly he felt like he was an unreasonable person among villains, so he hurriedly took his hand away.

Fortunately, there was no one in the room, otherwise people would have seen this embarrassing thing.

Coming out of the room, I saw Ji Youning on the first floor, but Ji Youning and Yu Jingque just looked at each other and immediately lowered their heads.

Ji Youning's heartbeat was pounding. She didn't know what she was thinking last night.

The moment Yu Jingque's hand was about to leave, she actually took the initiative to grab it.

She didn't have many thoughts at the time. She just felt that Yu Jingque was not in good condition and might need comfort. If she had let Yu Jingque's hand away at that time, it might have left a shadow on Yu Jingque's psychology, so Ji Youning bravely grabbed her

He grabbed Yu Jingque's hand.

At that moment, Ji Youning just wanted to comfort Yu Jingque. She mustered up the courage to grab the hand that was about to leave.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, my palms had actually separated, and they had rolled over in the middle of the night.

But in the middle of the night, Ji Youning actually found Yu Jingque's hand in the darkness and held it firmly again.

If Ji Youning held Yu Jingque's hand for the first time, it was just to comfort Yu Jingque and not to let Yu Jingque experience the feeling of loss.

So what does this time in the middle of the night count?

Yu Jingque has already fallen asleep, could he know?

What does Ji Youning do?

This secret made Ji Youning feel guilty, so when she saw Yu Jingque in the morning, she did not dare to look at him.

Holding hands is actually okay. The two of them are already familiar with each other. When pretending to be a couple outside, they have held hands and linked arms. Ji Youning is not embarrassed like this.

What she was ashamed of was that she actually took the initiative to find Yu Jingque's hand in the middle of the night and secretly grabbed it herself. This made her worry about being discovered by Yu Jingque, so she behaved like this.

But Yu Jingque really didn't know that he slept peacefully last night, and the credit was Ji Youning's.

He was completely unaware of Ji Youning's little actions in the middle of the night. As for Ji Youning's current shyness, he thought maybe it was just because he was embarrassed, so he didn't think much about it.

Seeing that Yu Jingque really didn't seem to know what happened in the middle of the night, Ji Youning breathed a sigh of relief, invited Yu Jingque to eat, and slowly returned to normal.

PS: Thank you Qingsi Fengling for your reward support.


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