It was Qin Jin who was as calm as water in front of him.
Or is Yu Jingque standing aside with resentment in his heart?
This is the scar of the entire nation, dripping with blood and unbearable to look at.
The fists are clenched and the eyes are slightly open with anger, but what can be changed?
A sense of shame made Yu Jingque afraid to look at Qin Jin.
It is said that women should not be involved in war, but women have never been truly spared in war.
War has never shown any mercy to women. Everyone is in the war and it is difficult to stay out of it.
"We're not going." Yu Jingque said to Qin Jin.
Yu Jingque's tone even contained a hint of begging, and what he was begging for was just the man's troublesome self-esteem.
Not going?
Looking at Yu Jingque in front of him, Qin Jin suddenly sat down on the floor. How could Qin Jin, who was so gorgeous before, do such a thing.
"As your superior, I haven't taught you anything yet. I have time today to teach you a lesson." Qin Jin's eyes regained their former look and pulled Yu Jingque back.
Yu Jingque leaned against the door and stood there, looking at Qin Jin who was sitting on the ground.
"What lesson do you want to teach me?" Yu Jingque asked angrily.
"Don't you just want to stop me? As long as you learn this lesson, you can stop me." Qin Jin's smile was not provocative, but Yu Jingque was full of fighting spirit.
"Okay." Yu Jingque replied in a deep voice.
Raising his head and looking at Yu Jingque, Qin Jin slowly said: "In my early years, I attended a special training class in Jinling. To put it bluntly, it was agent training."
"After the fall of Jinling, the people in our special training class traveled to various places to carry out tasks."
"We were a team of four. We had to complete a crucial task: stealing a troop deployment plan from a warlord."
"They asked you to go?" Yu Jingque asked.
"Listen to me." Qin Jin interrupted Yu Jingque.
Qin Jin continued: "This warlord is very lustful and everyone knows it. Among the four people in the group, there are three men and one woman. Who do you think is the most suitable?"
"You are the most suitable person, so I can't let you go." Yu Jingque still couldn't accept it.
"They didn't let me go." Qin Jin smiled and shook his head, as if he was a little moved as he remembered the time back then.
"They protect me like a sister and don't want me to go. The captain went first."
"Then...died."
"The second person went and... died."
When Qin Jin said this, he looked straight at Yu Jingque, and Yu Jingque's eyes were erratic.
"The third person wanted to go, and I couldn't stop him. No matter what I said, he didn't agree. He even asked me to leave after he said his mission had failed."
"That night, I ran out secretly..."
Yu Jingque was a little afraid to continue listening. He knew what would happen next and he was afraid.
"I came back early the next morning with disheveled hair, but I brought back a troop deployment plan."
"I handed the force deployment chart to my only remaining comrade. The comrade looked at me and the force deployment chart in his hand."
"First he slapped me, then he squatted on the ground, held his head and cried."
"Weeping loudly, he is a tough guy among us. Once he was shot twice during a mission and refused to say a word. But that time, he cried heartbreakingly."
"I stood in front of him and shed tears silently. I knew why he was crying, but I couldn't help but want to cry. It was a huge grievance and even regret."
"But looking at the comrades in front of me who can still cry, I know that my choice was right."
Right?
Wrong, Yu Jingque wanted to say it was wrong, it was a big mistake, but how could he say it?
"You shouldn't carry out this mission." Yu Jingque roared.
Qin Jin said with a smile: "If we don't carry out the mission, many soldiers will die, so many that we can't even count them. There won't even be a big hole buried."
"We need warlords to fight against Japan, not to support soldiers with self-respect and cherish their feathers."
Yu Jingque understood the truth, but Yu Jingque just didn't want to admit it, he didn't want to admit it.
If it were Yu Jingque, he would not give up the mission, but it would be difficult for him to accept it if it were Qin Jin.
"You should be able to guess what happens next, what my advantages are, what my capital is..."
Listening to Qin Jin's words, Yu Jingque could not imagine the courage and decisiveness of Qin Jin's decision at that time.
Maybe such a gorgeous Qin Jin is not Qin Jin at all, but this kind of Qin Jin is.
But for the sake of her mission, to resist Japan and save the country, Qin Jin chose a path that only she could bear, and no one could bear it for her.
This is Qin Jin's own choice, no one forces her.
But she was forced into such a situation, forced to such a point by the general environment.
Is it just Qin Jin?
No?
Qin and Jin are just a microcosm, a microcosm of an era.
"I don't regret my choice, but I can't forgive myself either." Qin Jin said suddenly feeling a little disappointed.
"What's wrong?" Yu Jingque asked.
"my husband……"
"Husband?" Yu Jingque was surprised.
"Yes, fiancé, we were actually about to get married at that time." Qin Jin smiled particularly sweetly when he mentioned this man.
"He heard about my story, and during the mission, he wanted to kill the Japanese to vent his anger, and he was caught and killed."
"I can't forgive myself, but I can't regret it either."
If Yu Jingque felt Qin Jin was in pain just now, what about now?
It can no longer be described as painful.
His fiancé died because of this incident. You can imagine how much psychological pressure Qin Jin suffered at that time, but Qin Jin stood up. Only at this moment did Yu Jingque understand what Qin Jin's real strength was.
She has not been knocked down, nor will she be knocked down. She can stand up despite such a blow.
"It was hatred that made me stand up." Qin Jin's eyes flashed with a sharp look.
It is indeed hatred, hatred between the country and the family, which is unforgettable.
After saying this, Qin Jin stood up from the ground and patted his pants.
"Are you still stopping me now?" Qin Jin approached Yu Jingque and asked.
bar?
Yu Jingque moved away, opened the door, and said, "I'll see you off."
"There will be danger, I will go by myself." After Qin Jin finished speaking, he walked away and closed the door.
Yu Jingque was inside and Qin Jin was outside, separated by a door.
Qin Jin strode away, and Yu Jingque slowly slid down against the door and sat on the ground.
Doesn't he want to stop Qin Jin?
he thinks.
But what can he do to stop him?
Use one mouth?
Even Yu Jingque did not dare to tell Qin Jin to come back alive when Qin Jin finally left.
What are you doing when you come back alive?
Come back alive and continue such a disgusting life?
Qin Jin's comrades are good. They want to protect Qin Jin, but Qin Jin also wants to protect his comrades.
Who do you blame for all this?
Yu Jingque stood up from the ground. Qin Jin was not defeated, so naturally Yu Jingque would not be defeated either.
He wants to continue working. The sooner the Japanese are driven out, the more women will be able to escape this fate. This is what Yu Jingque is doing.
He opened the door and walked in the completely opposite direction to Qin Jin.
The scar has been torn open. It is not only the scar of Qin and Jin, but also the scar of Yu Jingque, and it is also the scar of this nation.
PS: This book tries to make everyone have a story, everyone is rich and three-dimensional, and everyone is a microcosm of some people of that era.
Many people may have guessed the role of Qin Jin when it appeared, but some people may still be unwilling to accept it. The general environment of online writing is for cool writing. I will try my best to take into account both, but some things still need to be written, such as the growth and changes of the protagonist, and even...
changes in readers.
This is not a poisonous point. Everyone is mentally prepared for espionage articles. The update time is unstable these days because the writing is not smooth. I want to take into account everyone's psychology and write something meaningful at the same time.
I want both the fish and the bear's paw, it's a bit greedy, I hope everyone will support me, and the hero will work hard to write more exciting chapters.
