After getting this answer, Yan Naier's tears couldn't stop at all and kept pouring out.
She didn't cry out, but her whole delicate body began to twitch, and her eyes, which were fascinated by tears, were always staring at Sauron.
This silent crying made Sauron's heart ached so much that he almost burst into tears.
He is not the real Sauron, and he has never had that relationship with Yan Naier. But at this time, he has completely entered Sauron, as if he is the bastard man who always gave up, the one who hurt her completely.
man.
He stretched out his hand slightly, trying to wipe away the tears on her face, but when he reached halfway, he could no longer reach out.
Yan Naier was so sad and mournful that she was almost speechless. After several minutes, she looked at Sauron and said hoarsely: "Why?"
Her "why" was completely Yan Naier's charming voice, and Yan Shuang's coldness had disappeared without a trace.
Why was there no beginning or end to her sentence, but Sauron immediately understood what she wanted to ask?
Why abandon her? Is it because she is not beautiful enough, or is she not doing well enough?
Sauron closed his eyes, completely substituting his emotions for the prodigal son Sauron, and said in a trembling voice: "You... are like an angel who accidentally landed in the mortal world, so beautiful, so pure. I am attracted by your beauty, so
I don’t know that pursuing you is not out of love, but because of love and the conquest of beauty**.”
Yan Naier said: "So what? If you don't love at first, you can really love in the future."
Sauron said: "The more I come into contact with you, the beauty of your soul is like a whirlpool, making me sink, making me afraid, and making me feel inferior. How can I be worthy of such a beautiful soul like yours, when I am such a despicable and dirty person?
.I have thought about it countless times, just to stop being flirtatious and live with you for the rest of my life. But...a playful child cannot control his heart. Moreover, I can't really marry you because I was with you at the time.
Gui Qinshao is engaged. Whenever I look at your infatuated and innocent eyes, I will think of the purpose of playing with your feelings from the beginning of my pursuit of you. I even planned to break up with you after sleeping with you twenty times.
.But looking at your cuteness and your beauty, I feel more and more guilty. I can't give you the future, so the long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. A scum like me...doesn't deserve to have someone like you.
You are an angel, and you should let a man like Liu Chen protect you for the rest of your life. You should treat it like a treasure and protect it for the rest of your life."
At this point, Yan Naier's tears welled up again, and she couldn't stop crying, so she covered her mouth with her hands and tried her best to suppress her crying, causing her whole delicate body to tremble violently.
"Moreover, I'm afraid that I...I will really fall in love with you completely. In that case, it will be a complete tragedy for me and my family." Sauron gasped: "So not only did I break up decisively. In order to break up,
As for my own options, I immediately pursued Princess Zhenning. Then, like a playful child, I was attracted to another beautiful woman, so I devoted myself even more crazily. The reason why I pursued Princess Zhenning so crazily is because
Knowing that she and I have no future, and we don’t need to have a future.”
Every word Sauron said was the truth. Not his truth, but the truth of that prodigal son Sauron.
Sauron, a scumbag, had a chance to make Yan Naier's life into a meal later. Because in order to save the relationship, Yan Naier had put aside her reserve and conservativeness and took the initiative to please Sauron.
However, Sauron not only did not touch him, but quickly avoided him.
At that time, he was already guarding and cherishing the pearl of Yan Naier. He was no longer willing to tarnish and hurt it.
Moreover, the long-term pain was worse than the short-term pain, so he broke up decisively.
This kind of breakup itself is also a kind of protection, because Yan Naier has no future with a scum like him, so he wants to let her go free.
But he is still not mature enough. This protective letting go has turned into greater harm.
That scumbag Sauron must have thought so. It's like the big devil in the movie who does all kinds of evil. When he sees a cute and pure baby, he will feel pity. Not only can he not bear to harm her, but he will fight to protect her.
At that time, Yan Naier, who had just escaped from her father, was as innocent as a spotless pearl. Therefore, she attracted a free-spirited and talented man like Liu Chen. But because Liu Chen loved her so much, he was cautious lest he have any influence on her.
A little scared, but being so cautious couldn't impress her.
But Sauron, the scumbag, is different. He goes completely rampant, just like a wild boar. No matter if it is an ordinary cabbage or a priceless emerald cabbage, he will take care of it first.
The tragedy is that this jade cabbage was so pure that it was so brutally thrown away.
Of course, Sauron, the wild boar, had a chance to eat the emerald cabbage in one bite, but he finally discovered her priceless value and couldn't bear to hurt her, so he carefully placed the cabbage back in the vegetable garden.
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Like all abandoned girls, they want an answer, the answer to why they were abandoned.
Now, Yan Naier got this answer. She didn't know why, but she felt even sadder.
She sobbed: "I, I have thought about how we will meet again countless times, but never like this..."
"Me too." Sauron said dullly.
"Yesterday morning when you rushed in with the bloody head, the sunlight covered your face. I looked at your figure and suddenly realized that you looked like Sauron. But when the sunlight moved away, I saw your face again.
At that time, I was sure that you were not Sauron, because you are not the same at all. The face can be changed, but the eyes cannot be changed, and your eyes are not the same at all." Yan Naier said: "In the past, your eyes were
It's very bad, it's full of provocation all the time, it's the kind of gaze where I can take off your clothes with my eyes, but I just won't take them off."
At this time, Sauron had completely felt the cuteness of Yan Naier. Even when she said words like taking off her clothes, she was serious.
Suo Ningbing said that Yan Naier is simple at heart and serious on the outside, and she never mince words when speaking. If she says anything, she will start to take action if she really can't explain it.
So every time she quarreled with Sauron, it would start with Yan Naier blushing and stuttering, and end with her punching Sauron violently.
"You have really changed a lot. I don't even recognize you anymore." Yan Naier said with complicated eyes.
"So are you." Sauron said: "You have changed even more, so much so that when I first met you, I didn't dare to recognize you at all, thinking that you had a sister named Yan Shuang."
Seeing that Solan's dullness was completely different from his previous smooth-talking, Yan Naier suddenly felt an indescribable sadness in his heart.
After thinking for a while, she asked: "I am too far away from you, and I have deliberately avoided hearing from you. How have you been during this time?"
Sauron shook his head and said: "It's not good. My father is gone, Suo Hanyi has rebelled, and the territory of Tianshui City has been occupied."
Yan Naier's beautiful eyes trembled, and she said: "I'm not good either, my father is no longer here, and my Silver Wolf Army... will also be annexed."
So, the two people fell into silence again.
"How is sister Ning Bing?" Yan Naier asked.
Sauron's eyes softened and he said: "Sister, it's okay, her request is relatively simple. As long as I'm safe, she'll be fine."
"Oh." Yan Naier was silent again.
The two of them seemed to be chatting on QQ and suddenly couldn't find anything to say.
Finally, it was Yan Naier who broke the silence.
"Turing Duo said that you came to me for my army, is she right?" Yan Naier kept staring at Sauron when she asked this question.
This was a question she had always wanted to ask.
At this time, if Sauron says no, it is deception. If he says yes, it is harm.
You abandoned me before, and now you are seeking my army. So you returned to me and concealed your identity with ulterior motives. How shameless is this?
Sauron lowered his head and nodded: "Yes."
Yan Naier's eyes widened and she continued to ask: "You are not here to see me, but you want to conquer me, reunite with me, and then take away my Silver Wolf Legion, right?"
Yan Naier back then always spoke so directly and didn't know how to beat around the bush.
Soran almost dropped his head to his crotch and nodded: "Yes."
Yan Naier's beautiful eyes flashed with an extremely sad look, and her eyelashes even trembled slightly, holding back the tears that were about to flow out.
"I, I don't blame you..." Yan Naier said tremblingly: "You are doing this for the family, and you should use anyone. Just like I am not pure and innocent, I have always been here to protect the Silver Wolf Legion.
Choose a man to marry. By doing this, I have betrayed our love."
Suddenly, Sauron was so sad that he wanted to cry.
He has now felt the pain of the scumbag Sauron, the feeling full of guilt.
Please, Sauron has already abandoned you and had a new relationship in public, and you are still saying that you betrayed your love by doing so.
Yan Naier continued to ask: "If no one reveals your identity and you continue to be by my side as Lan Ling, what will you do?"
Sauron was speechless for a moment, because his answer was nothing, but it was indeed very obscene.
Yan Naier said seriously: "After you become my candidate husband, you will use your talents to help me and let me win this fight. Then, you will use the opportunity to take away my virginity and become a real couple. Then.
Gradually reveal your identity and turn the Silver Wolf Legion into your army, right?"
Yan Naier is very smart, she knows everything, but she is unwilling to hide it.
Facing her eyes, Sauron finally knew that the most difficult thing to face was not a gaze full of intimidation, but a gaze full of innocence. This kind of gaze would pierce your heart and leave you with nowhere to hide.
"Yes." Sauron really dropped his head to his crotch.
"It's wrong for you to plan like this." Yan Naier said: "If everything really happens as you planned, then the moment you reveal your true identity, I will either collapse or commit suicide."
Sauron's body suddenly trembled.
Yan Naier said: "After you sleep with me, and then reveal your true face, do you want me to think of you as Lan Ling or Sauron? No matter which one, it is tantamount to me committing adultery with other men."
I was caught by my lover, even if you are the same person, I don't know it in my heart."
Sauron trembled suddenly. From Yan Naier's point of view, this was indeed the case.
If everything really happens according to plan, then...the moment the true identity is revealed, it is also the moment when Yan Naier's beauty disappears.
Suddenly, Sauron felt chills all over his body, and felt a wave of fear in his heart. He began to be extremely lucky that this had not happened yet.
"Sauron, both of us have changed, but you have changed even more." Yan Naier said: "In the past, you liked to lie the most, and you never told the truth. But now, you no longer lie.
.”
I’m not lying anymore, but I’m more scheming and even more shameless!
Yan Naier said: "What I love is the bad guy Sauron who likes to lie to others, not the current Sauron."
Sauron understood her words instantly. She loved the Sauron in her memory, not the glib and frivolous man she still loves in her mature state.
Now that she has matured, she will never fall in love with a sweet-talking philandering boy again. However, the mark of her past love has been engraved in her heart. Even if she becomes mature, this mark will not change.
Some people are always eager to bid farewell to the past and are ashamed of the past. For example, past failures, past childishness, and past failed love.
And some people will always cherish their past, no matter how mature they become, no matter how painful it is to look back.
Yan Naier asked again: "Sauron, you want me to stop fighting with Ji Gang and take the Silver Wolf Legion to Tianshui City to serve you, right?"
Sauron hesitated for a moment, and then nodded. This was indeed his inner thought.
"I'm sorry, I can't do it." Yan Naier said: "If the Silver Wolf Legion was not in crisis, I would be willing to help you. But now, I would rather die here than escape."
Sauron nodded and said: "I know, so... I will stay too and I will help you."
"No." Yan Naier shook his head and said, "The man beside me can be anyone, but it must not be Sauron."
Sauron suddenly hissed: "Why?"
Yan Naier said: "I said, I don't hate you, but I will never forgive you. There can be no reconciliation if a broken mirror is broken."
Sauron said loudly: "I don't want anything, I don't want anything, I will stay and help you."
"No, I don't want to owe anyone." Yan Naier said: "Although there is a saying that is very good, it is better to miss each other than to meet each other. But I am still grateful for today's meeting, which gave us the opportunity to say goodbye completely.
Allow me to completely transform Yan Naier into Yan Shuang."
Sauron was so anxious that he seemed to have thousands of words surging around him, but he couldn't say even a single sentence.
Taking a deep breath, Yan Naier walked outside and said: "Sauron, I will always treasure my love for you in my heart, but it is hard to recover, and we can't go back to the past. From today on, we will
Completely sever ties. You go, you go do your thing, and I will go do mine. We wish each other well in our hearts, but we also stay away from each other."
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Note: This is the third update. I wrote 14,000 today. I am so exhausted and old! (To be continued.) h:.147.247.73