But Shen Zhaoshan avoided the truth, which must be bad. Zhao Ting and Lulu are both here, and I'm afraid of scaring them.
"Shen Zhaoshan."
"Um?"
"My mother hasn't come back yet, please come with me to pick her up."
"OK."
Zhao Tingyou jumped on me: "Sister, I'm going too!"
"You are at home, stay well with your sister Lulu and brother Zhou Cheng. It's getting dark, so I won't take you with me."
"Oh, okay." Zhaoting rubbed my face reluctantly.
Lulu was completely surprised: "You won't take me with you either?"
...too clingy.
In the end, Shen Zhaoshan and I went out alone. I couldn't see. There was no difference between day and night to me.
The only difference is that the street is quiet, with only the footsteps of Shen Zhaoshan and I.
After walking for a while, I asked Shen Zhaoshan: "What is that?"
"nothing?"
I tightened my palms: "Don't lie to me."
Shen Zhaoshan's breathing was messed up, and after walking five or six steps, he whispered to me: "My teacher said that... there is another soul in your soul."
I stopped in shock and couldn't react for a moment: "What do you mean there is another soul in my soul? Whose soul?"
I felt the gauze on my eyes being touched.
"..." Is Shen Zhaoshan hinting at me?
But how is that possible? Isn't it completely dead?
"Is it the owner of Snake Eyes? That big black snake?"
Shen Zhaoshan grunted muffledly: "The teacher said that your mother did kill the dead soul of Chang Xian back then, but not all of them. The snake eyes are not ordinary snake eyes, they themselves have a trace of Chang Xian.
Only the soul can give you the magical power to see the three realms."
My mind buzzed.
This Changxian is really haunting. It has been so long and my eyes have been gouged out, but it is still in my body.
It feels like a caterpillar has got into the trouser leg. I don't know if it's okay, but once I know it, I feel uncomfortable all over.
Shen Zhaoshan was probably afraid of scaring me, so he explained to me anxiously: "Don't be afraid, Yun Nuanting. The teacher said that although it is the remnant soul of Chang Xian, it is now godless and without wisdom, and can only be attached to your soul."
In order to survive, there is no danger for the time being. On the contrary, when you encounter danger, it will protect you."
I don't know whether to cry or laugh. Being blind can actually see the doubts in Shen Zhaoshan's words more clearly.
"What do you mean... there is no danger for the time being?"
Shen Zhaoshan didn't answer me, and the hand holding my arm slowly tightened.
I took a deep breath and said, "Don't worry, after going through so many things, my mental capacity has improved. Tell me boldly and don't lie to me."
I'm already prepared. How could I be worse?
"The teacher said that originally your soul was intact and the snake eyes were there. The remnant soul of the immortal immortal had a place to live. Now that the snake eyes are gone, you are just an ordinary person. The remnant soul is like a tiger that has been let loose on the mountain. It will slowly disappear.
Your soul is swallowed up and finally becomes you."
"...Is there a way to take it out?"
"No, your soul has already been broken once. If it is removed by force, it will be completely broken. From now on... you will no longer exist in this world."
That is, never be reincarnated.
I don't know what I am thinking, I only know that my throat is so tight that it is difficult to speak.
I thought that by threatening Fangxian with Tong Tong's essence, I could reunite with my family.
But fate has never been gentle to me.
Is this the last time I have been reunited with my family for the past eighteen years?
I was trembling all over: "How long will it take? How long can I... stay awake?"
Shen Zhaoshan's swallowing sound was particularly clear: "Three months."
Hearing these three words, I suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.
Three months is enough.
I can hold on until my second uncle Chaoyang and the others come back.
I felt relieved, but I heard Shen Zhaoshan sniffing.
"You're not crying, are you?"
"Um."
I was stunned. Shen Zhaoshan was a macho man who never wanted to show his weakness in front of others, but now he openly admitted it.
When I think about my life, I have a happy family and many friends, which is actually worth it.
I patted the back of his hand: "Hide it for me, don't let my family know."
"Are you really going to let it go?"
"Otherwise, what else can I do? There's no way to pull out the remaining soul. Let's just live with it. I'm already very happy. Let's go."
On the way to Aunt Jiang's house, Shen Zhaoshan and I didn't talk anymore.
But he's... so delicate that it's almost unlike him.
Sure enough, people change. After Qi Nan's accident, he gradually became a gentle person.
Tsk.
Maybe he is also gentle at heart.
Not long after, the two of us walked to the door of a noisy house, and Shen Zhaoshan suddenly stood in front of me and hugged me tightly.
I was so surprised that my mouth almost dropped, and then I heard him groan, and then let me go.
I grabbed his arm anxiously and asked, "Shen Zhaoshan? Are you injured?"
"fine."
At this time, Uncle Qian's urgent roar came from the yard: "It hit someone! Sister Jiang, can you calm down!!"
I stretched out my hand and touched up Shen Zhaoshan's arm. When I touched the back of his head, I found a big lump with some wet, sticky, and hot liquid.
"You're bleeding!"
"It's okay, just a little injury."
The sound of thumping footsteps stopped beside us. Uncle Qian was so anxious that he said, "This head is smashed! Come in and lie down quickly, Lao Liu! Go to the clinic and find a doctor!"
"...It's really unnecessary." Shen Zhaoshan did not shun Uncle Qian's enthusiasm in the end, and he and I were helped into one of the rooms in Aunt Jiang's house.
I was sitting on the edge of the kang, Shen Zhaoshan was lying next to me, and the room next door was still yelling.
"My son is fine, how could he be bewitched! This woman must have been unkind enough to bewitch us!"
"Mom, I didn't whine."
"No? We just brought you back from Yunnan! Besides you who can cast poison, who else could you have?! You stewed my medicine this morning! Let me tell you, it doesn't matter if I die, if my son has
Even if you are a ghost, I will never let you go!"
"I really didn't whine."
"Sister Jiang, please calm down. Someone else might have poisoned you. Didn't Guizhi also say that it takes three or four months for these symptoms to appear?"
"yes!"
The sound in the room next to it was very chaotic, with scoldings, voices trying to persuade people to fight, crying, and two slaps from time to time.
"Why."
"What are you sighing for?"
"I just feel that it is very rare for people to be alive. Why don't some people know how to cherish life?"
Shen Zhaoshan remained silent and gently answered me: "Only those who have experienced it can understand it. People who have not experienced it cannot see this."
I nodded, he made sense.
Shen Zhaoshan paused for a while and said, "I'd rather you didn't understand."