In fact, I have had memories of past lives since I was born.
I am the chosen one, the so-called immortal descended from the earth.
When I was a child, there was a famine. There were many brothers in the family, but I was the only girl with a sallow complexion and thin skin. Seeing that I could no longer support myself, my parents abandoned me.
I don't blame you at all, because I know that these are all the ups and downs in life.
Success depends on people, planning depends on heaven.
My future can only be built step by step with my own hands and feet.
And I also know what I want to do in this world, which is to give birth to my daughter and take care of her to grow up safely.
Because her mission in this world is the most important.
Later, I grew up drifting with the flow, fell in love with Nuan Ting's father, and got married.
He is very nice, warm and cheerful, and loves me. The most important thing is that he does not have the feudal dregs of that time, and unlike other families, the daughter-in-law is an outsider at home.
Their whole family was very kind to me, but my father-in-law and mother-in-law passed away early, and they didn't even get to see Nuanting when she was born.
The year after my parents-in-law passed away, I became pregnant.
At first, I had no feelings for the little thing in my belly. I knew that my appearance was just a tool, just to bring her into this world and raise her up.
But my belly is getting bigger day by day, and I can feel her in my belly, jumping and kicking me.
That joy, that feeling of being a mother, invaded my heart little by little.
I almost forgot who she was, I only remembered that she was my child, the product of me and my lover.
When Nuan Ting was born, a young man came to the cemetery in our village. He was young but very old-fashioned.
He is very popular and became a brother with my child's father.
Yunhai gave him everything. In those days, even a small bag of corn was extremely valuable.
At first, Yun Hai was worried that he would not be able to settle down since he had just arrived. These things were all given without telling me. After all, he gave too many.
But I know that the second child is a very rich man, but he is not flashy. The most important thing is that I can see that he and the child in my belly have a very deep fate.
So even if he didn't tell us the truth, I didn't stop Yunhai.
As time went by, Yunhai appreciated my tolerance and approval of him, and he loved me and my children even more.
This is a virtuous circle between husband and wife.
It was winter when Nuanting was born.
That night, my stomach started to hurt.
It was snowing heavily, and his father was in the yard holding a lantern in one hand and a broom in the other to sweep away the snow, for fear that I might slip when I wanted to go out.
But this fool, no matter how hard it is, there will still be a piece of rain falling from the sky, how can he sweep it away?
hehe.
I think no matter how cold and sad my past is, there will always be one person. In such a cold winter, just a lantern, a candle, and a broom can warm me for the rest of my life.
I love my child, so I hope she can meet such a person in the future.
I named her Nuanting.
That’s what it means too.
When she was born, she was as ugly as a little monkey.
It was so ugly that I wanted to throw her away for a while, but luckily I held back.
The older she grows, the more beautiful she becomes.
Mother's love is truly a sacred emotion.
Even though I know her mission in this world, when I think about her leaving me and encountering things that make her very sad, I don't want her to complete her mission.
So I once asked her to stay away from gods and ghosts. If she didn't obey, I asked her to kneel in the ancestral hall with a rolling pin.
But fate has long been decided.
This child, the more I prevent her from seeing these things, the more curious and concerned she becomes.
It wasn't until she was six years old that the teachers and parents behind me told me that the time had come and told me not to stop it.
I pretended I couldn't hear it, but I didn't expect that the gears of fate were turning, and that every move could affect my whole body.
It was just because the old Zhang family accidentally chopped down a big black snake. In my eagerness to save people, I ended up fighting with it, which ended up hurting myself and Nuan Ting, whose eyes were replaced by it.
I know that Nuanting's mission has officially begun.
But I knew what Nuanting would go through, so how could I watch him go through that pain.
So I decided that I would go out and travel around to find a way to cut off Nuan Ting's fate, that is, to give her a pair of normal eyes.
Make her unable to see gods and ghosts, so that she becomes an ordinary person.
Suffering from my past life and the eternal organization that God cares about, I couldn't tell the truth to anyone except me, so I had to make other excuses.
In fact, I feel like I have a clear mind.
On the day we left, Yunhai and I were sitting on the shuttle bus. We could see through the rear window that Nuan Ting stretched out her little hands and ran after the bus, crying loudly.
But I can't look back.
My child, mother loves you, but just because she loves you, she cannot accompany you.
It was also because I wanted to stop this, and even the teachers and parents behind me could not forgive me.
Therefore, they suspended their protection of me and stopped communicating with me.
I have become just like an ordinary person, but fortunately, in the memory of my previous life, there are still some simple ways to conquer demons.
After traveling for many years, Yunhai and I have never stayed in any city for more than three days.
Because three days is the limit we're looking for here.
We traveled across mountains and rivers, slaying demons and monsters, just searching aimlessly.
Yunhai always asks me if there will be a solution to the next destination. In fact, I don’t know. I don’t even know what the solution is, but I will firmly tell him that there will be.
Yunhai always believes in me, and it has never changed over the years.
But the way his eyes darkened again and again made my heart really bleed.
Six years after we came out, I got pregnant again, this time giving birth to a boy.
The first time I saw him, I knew that his future role would be the same as the second child, a person who accompanies the next generation of children to grow up.
The name comes from Yun Hai, Zhao Ting Zhao Ting takes care of Nuan Ting, it just means that simple.
But every time he mentioned it, Zhao Ting's little face showed his reluctance, saying that his father was too casual in naming him, and it was not as careful as his mother naming his sister.
In order to coax him, I had to add a sentence in the middle, "It's like the sun shining on the warm courtyard," and he was happy.
Now that we have our children by our side, this journey for both of us has become easier. After all, it is no longer so boring.
Yunhai is a competent father and husband.
It was inevitable for us to sleep outside in the open air. When we were poor and destitute, we could only spend the night under the overpass. The sea of clouds would use its body to shield my children and me from the cold night wind.
But the fact that he lost his arm is an unspeakable pain for me.
Zhao Ting, like Nuan Ting, has been interested in monsters and ghosts since childhood, and is very clever. It is inevitable that he will play some clever tricks that make the two of us unable to keep an eye on him.