This child Lulu is so sensible that it makes people feel heartbroken.
She was only six years old, and when she was at my elder brother's house, she already felt like she was being left behind. Although I always bought her a lot of good things to compensate her, she would be very hesitant when taking them in her hands, and would secretly look at Nuan Ting's expression.
Every time I see her like this, I feel sad. It's all my fault.
I originally wanted to tell Nuan Ting privately and ask her to take more care of Lulu and not let her be so timid, otherwise she will feel inferior when she grows up.
But Nuanting didn't need me to tell her, she just told Lulu herself.
I am deeply gratified, it seems that my teachings to her were not in vain.
Not long after, something happened at the eldest brother's house, and his eldest brother and sister-in-law had to leave.
That night in Beicon, when they first told me about this matter, I had an idea in my heart.
From now on, I may have to take care of these two children.
If this were not the case, if my eldest brother and sister-in-law were not leaving, then I would never wish for it.
I have watched Nuan Ting since she was a child. I like this girl very much. Now I feel that I owe her Lulu. I have already planned it. I will make it up to them both in the future.
After that we went to Lianhua City and rented a house.
The two little girls are very sensible. Nuan Ting's family has experienced great changes and they have become well-behaved.
I saw it in my eyes and felt pain in my heart.
I spent all my savings to buy them good food and clothes.
But the money will eventually be spent, and I have no contact with the Zhuge family now.
I can only go out and work two odd jobs at night while they are asleep, so that the family will not be so strapped.
Otherwise, my two children would have to try their best to save me money.
Later, I felt that this was not an option, after all, they both still had to go to school.
When I was a child, my third uncle enrolled me in many extracurricular classes. This place is backward, but there are also extracurricular classes. I hope they can learn more things they like.
If you have many skills, don't overwhelm yourself. Even if you don't learn well in the future, there are other ways out.
I have to make money.
Fortunately, my neighbor across the street is in business, and I got along very well with her, so I asked her to help me out.
His name is Duan Ruyan, and she is a very beautiful middle-aged woman.
When I first saw her, she was running after her son with high heels.
At that time, I felt that there were not many women who were both beautiful and sick.
Out of politeness, I did not express my thoughts.
Unexpectedly, her family lived across from mine, and we would have to communicate for a long time in the future. I spoke kindly to her to ask for more care.
But I didn't expect that after getting along with her for a while, she would fall in love with me.
In the middle of the night, I looked in the mirror and looked at my bald head at a young age. I really couldn't figure out why she liked me.
Maybe, I also like her.
I bought a restaurant across from my neighborhood, and we would gather there with my good friends when we had time.
When Ruyan and I are busy in the kitchen, we always have a tacit understanding, as if we have been living together for a long time.
This gentle atmosphere constantly touches my heartstrings and makes my heart flutter.
Later we went to Sanya together and Duan Ruyan confessed her love to me.
But I can't agree.
Because I still have my little junior sister in my heart, and I don’t want to be irresponsible to Ruyan.
When there is someone else in my heart, even if I am with Ruyan, I cannot be kind to her wholeheartedly.
However, after I rejected her and heard her crying, I felt pain in my heart.
I don't want to be immersed in this atmosphere all the time. I still have two children to raise, so I can only shift my attention to work.
Fortunately, God has eyes. I have accumulated half a lifetime of virtue, and God has not treated me badly.
The hotel I founded became famous in one fell swoop. Over the past ten years, I have been making a lot of money, and the company was successfully listed. With the development of the times, my group has become more and more valuable.
Duan Ruyan and I are co-founders. Although she has never contributed much, the guilt I feel for her makes me want to give her everything except the two children I left.
We have been working together and accompanying each other for more than ten years, and our relationship has grown deeper over time.
She asked me countless times if I wanted to be with her.
I refused them all.
Every time I see her eyes dimming, my nose feels sore.
But I couldn't show my sadness at all. I didn't want to give her hope, so I wouldn't let her down.
Later, when I was in Nanjiang, I encountered the Bodhisattva Fruit and the residents of the old city were poisoned.
That day, Ruyan was held hostage, and I was really frightened.
I thought this was the last time we would see each other in this life. When I faced my little junior sister again, I realized that the thoughts I had for my little junior sister were just the obsession left by that incident.
I just want to ask her why she wronged me.
When I had the answer in my heart, that obsession disappeared, and I finally saw the appearance of that person deep in my heart.
There is only one person, Ruyan, who has occupied my heart for more than ten years.
So I couldn't wait to confess my love to her. Later, in order to lure Nuan Ting out, I had to marry Ruyan.
I knew I was sorry for her. I had an ulterior motive for such a solemn wedding.
Although Ruyan is irritable when facing her son, she is a gentle and kind woman at heart.
After knowing my purpose, she did not blame me, but supported me very much.
It makes me feel even more sorry for her.
Perhaps a man's love is not just love, but also his heartache and guilt for the woman in front of him.
I plan to always be good to her after this.
But the good times didn't last long, and before things ended, something happened to me.
That day, Lulu and I were driving out to go to the wreath shop. Unexpectedly, the car suddenly broke down on the road, and Lulu was about to hit the railing of the moat.
In desperation, I turned the steering wheel and turned my direction towards Lulu, hoping that the railings of the moat were strong enough to block the car.
In this way I can save Lulu.
Who knew that the railings were not strong, the car plunged into the river, and the car windows were smashed by huge rocks in the river. When the cold water poured into my ears, I seemed to hear Lulu calling daddy.
My body was in pain and my mind was not clear, but this call made me feel that everything was worth it.
I drifted out of the car in a daze and saw two bloody people in the car.
Lulu's soul is going out. If her soul comes out too, she will be completely dead.
At that moment, I recalled all the Taoist teachings I had learned in the first half of my life, and when my soul was still unstable when I had just become a ghost, I forced Lulu's soul back.
I was dying, but Lulu managed to survive. I think it was worth it even if I lost my soul.
I waited in the cold river water to disappear into ashes.