He is one of the few children in Song Village who was brought up by his grandparents.
My parents are different from others. I heard from my grandfather that when I was just a little old, my dad was working outside and saw the business opportunity.
So living in the village is not the life they want.
That doesn't matter, although I miss them too, but when they are away, I have my two little friends to accompany me.
When she was six years old, something happened to Nuanting. She had snake eyes. The village chief led the villagers to block the intersection and prevent her family from entering the village.
They are all afraid of her.
After seeing her eyes, I was also very afraid of her.
But then Nuan Ting left, and I sat in my small room, wiping my tears alone.
I finally knew why Nuan Ting asked me if I was afraid of her that day at the market.
I broke my promise.
I felt sorry for Nuan Ting, so I jumped out of the window and escaped. Grandpa chased me behind me and told me not to get close to Nuan Ting, but I wanted to apologize to Nuan Ting.
I ran and ran, and my shoes were all gone. There were a lot of broken glass and dead branches on the ground, which scratched my feet.
I ignored the pain because I heard the whistle of the shuttle bus.
Aunt Lu said that Nuan Ting and the others were leaving today, and I was so afraid that I wouldn't be able to see Nuan Ting for the last time and wouldn't be able to apologize to her.
My fears came true.
By the time I arrived at the entrance of the village, the car had already started.
I ran after the car, calling her and Lulu's names, but the noise of the shuttle was so loud that even I couldn't hear what I was shouting.
I couldn't catch up with the car, so I watched the car drive away.
I cried so much that I had no energy left. Grandpa caught up with me and took a stick from a tree on the street, and spanked me on the buttocks.
I failed to apologize to Nuanting, and I lost two more friends. In the days that followed, I was depressed and couldn't eat, and I lost weight in less than half a month.
Later, when my parents and grandpa were on the phone, they heard about this incident. They were worried that there would be some health problems with me, so they came back to pick me up and take me to the south.
After going to the south, I was really surprised by the prosperity in front of me.
There are so many delicious and fun things to do, and it is much more prosperous than where I used to live.
But my parents were very busy and could only leave me at home alone.
During the day, I would sit at the window of the rental house, holding the toys my father bought for me, and staring at the people passing by outside.
Looking forward to them going home soon.
The door to my house was also locked by them, and I couldn't get out.
I can only see them every day during meal times in the morning and evening.
Then it was a long wait.
When I am alone and quiet, I miss Nuan Ting and Lulu especially.
I don't know where they are now, or whether they miss me.
When I was afraid of Nuan Ting, Nuan Ting's wide eyes and tears were like a knife piercing my heart.
I betrayed my best friend.
So, every day during the day when I was alone, I would secretly shed tears.
But I know it’s not easy for my parents, and I can’t cause them any trouble, so I try to look happy at night.
Suddenly one day, my father told me that he was rich and bought a big house, and we moved there later.
For me, it's the same no matter where I live. After all, it's very cold when I'm alone.
But my parents are happy, and I am happy when they are happy.
After my father became rich, many friends suddenly appeared around me. They were all the children of my father's colleagues.
They have received all kinds of education since childhood, and I know that they have a purpose in getting close to me.
Even though they are only five or six years old, their eyes are not very clear anymore.
I can't open up to them, and I don't want to make friends with them.
I don't want them to pollute the pure land in my heart.
Every time I see their eyes, I think of Nuan Ting's eyes.
I don’t know if we will have the chance to meet in the future.
I was sitting by the window sill thinking about it, and suddenly a little hand held a burger and stretched it out in front of my eyes.
I look back.
He was a boy with a delicate appearance and white skin, who was very thin, obviously malnourished, and shivering.
"For me?"
This was the first thing I said to Qi Nan.
Qi Nan pursed his lips and nodded, feeling shy.
I'm curious about him. I know his father and he is my father's most capable assistant.
His father is also very rich, so why is Qi Nan so thin?
Having not had a playmate for a long time, I suddenly became very excited. I took his little hand and ran to the kitchen of my house. I opened the large refrigerator that my father bought for me. It was filled with all kinds of snacks and soda drinks.
At that time, Qi Nan's eyes shone brightly, and he timidly pointed at a bag of potato chips and asked me, "Do you want to give it to me?"
"Of course!" I held my chin happily, watching him eat like a little squirrel, and couldn't help laughing.
He is the first boy with pure eyes that I have seen since arriving in the South for so long. I think I can make friends with him.
I also maintained the most sincere enthusiasm when facing him.
Then suddenly one day, I heard crying while drinking water on the first floor in the middle of the night.
I searched for a long time before I heard that it was coming from outside my door.
I opened the door and was shocked. It was raining heavily outside and it was very cold.
Qi Nan was wearing thin clothes and was soaked all over. He was sitting at the door of my house with his knees in his arms, swallowing hard.
I hurriedly pulled him in, went to the bathroom to get him a big towel, and asked him why he was here.
Qi Nan said he couldn't find where to go, and then he told me his story.
I just found out that he was his father's illegitimate son. He wanted to tell me that the Qi family is a family of the jungle. If he cannot contribute to the family, everyone will look down on him, bully him, or even drive him out of the family.
Even his father treats him like this.
I almost cried when I heard it.
Just imagine if my parents treated me like this, beating or scolding me every day, then I would definitely run back to the north to find my grandparents.
But Qi Nan's grandparents are also like this. His mother is no longer here, so he is alone.
He is unable to resist adults, and it is difficult for him to bear the current family. How much pressure must he have.
He is my friend, and I told him not to be influenced by others, but to leave a pure land in his heart, because he is him, a unique person in the world, and no one can replace him.
Although my words could not bring enough warmth to his experience.
But fortunately Qi Nan listened.
I still remember that his clear eyes radiated bright light.
I think that's Qinan's most beautiful look.
I was relieved to see that he was doing well, and then I followed my parents to Sanya with peace of mind.
I heard they said they wanted to expand their business there. Although I didn't know what business it was, my housekeeper said it was very fun there.
The environment is green all year round, with the vast ocean, beach crowds and delicious food, I yearn for everything.