"You are afraid, and you are afraid of making a choice from the bottom of your heart."
Hua Buyu said: "You are afraid that your choice will lead to the final mistake."
Just as Hua Buyu said, Qin Xuan did not dare to make a choice.
If he chooses to become emperor and triggers a war, then who will bear the lives of those who died in the war?
There are also Sister Rabbit and Sister Feng. One of them is invincible in the world, and the other claims to be invincible, but are they really invincible? Is there really nothing in this world that even they cannot deal with?
If there really wasn't, then why did the two women have differences of opinion?
Qin Xuan is a bit silly, but he is not stupid.
Feng Xiran and Sister Tu obviously knew something, but Sister Tu had a different view from Feng Xiran. Feng Xiran believed that they alone could not stop it, while Sister Tu thought that she could resist it.
But Sister Tu actually knows very well in her heart that she cannot help Qin Xuan make lifelong choices.
The time at Xueding Pavilion and Fanluo City, the time when he faced Xingtian and Cangjie, and many other places. Every time, Qin Xuan had to ask Sister Tu for her opinion. Only when she said yes, Qin Xuan would do it.
But, is this really right?!
Is this kind of habit really good?!
Feng Xiran saw it in her eyes, and she chose to stand on the opposite side of Sister Tu, because she knew that if Sister Tu really arranged Qin Xuan, then Qin Xuan in the future would become a complete waste, a little treasure in the eyes of his mother
, little darling!
Sister Rabbit is a loving mother, but a loving mother is a loser!
"Am I afraid to make a decision..."
Looking at his hands trembling with pain, Qin Xuan forgot the pain, leaving only the biggest fear in his heart.
Yes, that's right, he is afraid of making decisions and choosing.
Is it better to eat here or there? There are two stores and so many stores. Is this difficult?
Is it better to eat this or that today? There are so many things, but you say casually, so is it really difficult to make a decision?
Of course it’s difficult!
If you choose the wrong store and it doesn’t taste good, you will be unhappy. If you let yourself go shopping and the food is not to the other person’s taste, you will be scolded by the other person: ‘Isn’t today’s food too unpalatable?’
But does it matter?
Even if you are unhappy and have been reprimanded, is the cost of it high?
No, not big at all.
He won’t die!
But the choice of life, even a small step, may lead to the collapse of the future. That fleeting moment, it may be just a word, a choice of clothing, or even the smallest expression on the face, may lead to good or bad.
Infinite endings!
"What are you afraid of? Does it hurt? What's so scary about pain?"
In the sound of the erhu, Hua Buyu seemed to see through Qin Xuan's heart: "You are worried, worried about whether the secret method of the Three Mountains is useful, worried about whether you can learn this secret method without relying on it!"
"at the same time!"
Hua Buyu: "You are afraid of the future."
"Afraid of the future?"
What are you afraid of in the future? What is there to be afraid of in the future?
Qin Xuan looked at Hua silently in confusion, but the latter smiled bitterly and shook his head: "The most fearful thing in the world is regret."
"regret?"
These two words were like a bone-removing blade, ruthlessly digging out a piece of flesh and blood from Qin Xuan's heart: "Am I afraid of regrets?"
"This is the world shown in your heart. It is your fear, but the greater fear is beneath the surface!"
"I..."
Qin Xuan looked at his hands and felt that the scene in front of him was a little blurry: "Afraid that you will regret it in the future?"
"Because this is a choice you make yourself, not someone else's choice for you. You can only rely on yourself and take risks by yourself. Even if you fail in the future, there will be no one to blame!"
The road of life has endless twists and turns, and there are countless forks in the road.
"If you make one mistake, you will be afraid that the next steps will be wrong!"
Hua Buyu: "This is the fear in your heart, and what is the truth hidden under this fear?"
Hidden under the fear is the fear that I will regret it in the future, and under this fear, there is something deeper and more essential hidden!
"I," Qin Xuan looked at Hua Buyu: "I have no responsibility."
Yes, this is the deepest, biggest, and frightening thing in Qin Xuan's heart.
Take responsibility!
Having made a choice, can you bear the consequences?
Life will not be smooth sailing, there will be countless ups and downs, and sometimes, people may even want to end their own lives.
but!
Do you dare to look directly at it?
Do you have the courage to say: 'I chose, if something goes wrong, I will fight alone!'
This sentence is very simple to say, but when it comes time for you to carry it and pay the price, will you really not regret it?
Do you think: 'If I had known better, I wouldn't have done this.'
"Gla la la la..."
Cracks appeared in the world, like broken glass, weaving countless strange patterns in the sky and on the earth, and then stretched towards the end of the world!
Qin Xuan's soul was undergoing a huge test. The repeated questioning made him feel for the first time that he was so fragile and so unbearable!
Without Sister Rabbit, he is nothing!
Even if he persisted in training with the sky-slaying bone weapon, he was just using pain to cover up his inner uneasiness and fear.
But in Hua Buyu's eyes, the real him is only so big-hearted.
"Your heart," Hua Buyu said, "is too small!"
"Illusion!"
Suddenly, Qin Xuan covered his ears and closed his eyes: "This is an illusion, it is fake, it is all fake!"
"Dong! Dongdong! Dongdongdong..."
However, Qin Xuan's mind kept thinking about the bloody scene before, where Sister Tu and the others encountered a disaster, and the reason was that he was not strong enough.
Why is it not strong enough? Because here, we failed to take the most correct step!
But why is his heart beating so fast, so depressed, and so panicked?
"cough!"
For a moment, a feeling of suffocation enveloped Qin Xuan. He opened his eyes and saw that Hua Buyu was still sitting there, but the erhu in his hand had already been put down.
"He's not playing the erhu?"
Qin Xuan wanted to tell himself that everything happening around him, as well as the panic and pain in his heart, were all caused by Hua Buyu's illusion.
But, is that really the case?
"What, have you found a place to vent?"
Hua Buyu: "Because I said before that this was an illusion, so I attribute all the problems to the illusion or me, right?"
Just as Hua Buyu said, Qin Xuan really thinks so.
"It's not me."
Hua Buyu: "I just elicited the fear in your heart, and what scares you is also what you are afraid of."
Is it meaningful whether it's an illusion or not?
"Fear is in the human heart. You have discovered it, so you are afraid."
Hua Buyu gently stroked the erhu: "Only when you face fear can you be fearless. If you don't complain, how difficult will it be to choose? As long as you are not afraid of regrets, what happens after this decision will be your life!"