Chapter 654 The piece above the head is called Father's Day
At that time, Qin Wuya had great power in the government and the public. In order to purge the court, he did one thing, which was a massacre. He used bloody and cruel methods to cleanse the entire high-level officials and let them change their blood.
But when Qin Wuya finished all this, he realized that the throne of Emperor Qi Ying was not a good thing.
That is a puppet regime. Sooner or later, it will bring unimaginable disaster to the Qin family.
"This world needs strong people to rule. I can suppress them, but what about you?"
Qin Wuya believed that Qin Shouan did not have the same scheming and palace as him. Whether it was tactics or tricks, he was too immature and he was not suitable to be a king.
So at that time, Qin Wuya made a decision.
He knew that the new powerful people had been eyeing this big cake called "Jiangshan". They were like a group of hungry wolves that had seen fat, waiting for the old lion to die.
"Once I die, you will become a thorn in their side."
There were more than one Qin family at that time. In addition to Qin Wuya, there was also the old Qin family. What the twenty-four families needed was just the blood of the Qin family. As long as the blood remained, then in the future, if there was another big storm, the Qin family would
Here, there will definitely be another outstanding figure of this generation who will lead the entire era.
Therefore, Qin Shouan is a burden to them!
"They don't need a disobedient Qi Ying Emperor. If there is one," the old man's words kept echoing in Qin Xuan's mind: "Then change to a more obedient one..."
Qin Wuya saw this, and he did not dare to kill all the blood of the twenty-four sects, because this was the foundation of the Demon Painter. Without them, the Demon Painter would be defeated sooner or later. The people alone could not support the Qi people.
If Qin Shouan had political talent, he would teach him well, but Qin Shouan's heart was not here at all.
"A hundred years ago, when my father passed away, I swore on his grave that I would trample under my feet those who had oppressed him."
"I gave everything for this dream."
Back then, Qin Wuya felt like he was standing on the shore, looking at the endless sea of misery. He only had a small boat, not even a paddle. But he still resolutely took that step and stood there.
on a small boat, and then let the waves rise and fall, drifting aimlessly.
Even if he knows that the possibility of him reaching the other side is almost zero, even if he knows that once he goes up there, he will never be able to look back in his life!
But he still went.
Moreover, if there was a regret medicine in this world, and Qin Wuya could go back to the beginning again, and let him choose again, he would still choose this path!
No one in the world has no regrets, but those who regret have no regrets!
"All my life, I have spent my time fighting with people, scheming, and scheming," the old man said, "but when I stood on the other side of my longing, I looked back and looked at the vastness I had felt when I came there.
The sea, but the riverbank where it once stood is no longer visible.”
"When I reach the other shore, what I see in the distance is the other shore."
"I don't regret it, even if I do it again." The old man looked at Qin Shouan and said, "But the road belongs to me, and I don't want you to follow my old path again. I have helped you through this boundless sea of suffering.
Just stay over there and don’t come back again..."
There is no end to the sea of suffering, and I am alone on the other side.
In front is Qin Wuya, and behind is Qin Shouan.
The word "Shou'an" contains Qin Wuya's hope for his children. He hopes that Qin Shouan can live his own life, which has nothing to do with him, and then be happy and be himself, not a copy of Qin Wuya.
Products and heirs!
Before Qin Wuya died, he threw the big cake of Jiangshan to the group of hungry wolves, letting them fight for it and kill each other. At this time, while they were not paying attention, Qin Shouan ran away, and then arranged with his father
That way, you can travel far and wide with hundreds of gold and silver treasures that you won't be able to use up in a lifetime.
From then on, Qin Shouan became a traveler and adventurer, exploring the world of mountains and seas everywhere, getting acquainted with all kinds of mountain and sea beasts, mountain and sea tribes, and experiencing the customs of people in different planes.
He has eaten all kinds of delicacies, experienced various interesting folk activities, and even seen sights and wonders that ordinary people cannot see...
So, twenty years have passed.
"Father," Qin Shouan said belatedly in front of Qin Wuya's tomb, twenty years later, "I'm back..."
Qin Xuan looked at the man kneeling in front of the tomb. After twenty years of traveling, he was no longer the young boy he once was: "If you were still alive and saw me coming back, you would definitely ask me why I came back and why I didn't leave.
Far away."
"But if you are still alive, I also want to ask you," Qin Shouan said: "You asked me to leave, but where will I go? You asked me not to come back, but if I don't come back here, where will I go?"
He lived a stable life.
He also enjoyed his free days.
He has money that he can never use up in a hundred lifetimes, and he is protected by powerful family members. Although he has been anonymous for the past twenty years, he no longer has to worry about it.
In these carefree days, how many people struggle all their lives just to have such a life?
"You envy my freedom, but how do you know that in the past twenty years, I have become more and more tired. I am tired of seeing the wonders, tired of eating, and tired of playing all kinds of games in the world.
"It's gone." Qin Shouan: "But when I think about continuing to live like this, what I feel is not expectation, but fear. I'm afraid it will have no end..."
No matter how long the road is, there will always be an end if you keep going, but he is still standing still, staying in one place for the rest of his life!
What is happiness in this life?
Is being carefree really happy? If a person lives a carefree life, what else does he expect?
And without expectations, why do people live?
Qin Shouan also wants to find his own life and create his own value, but...
"You are like a high mountain, I will always stand in your shadow," Qin Shouan said with a self-deprecating smile: "But when I climbed this high mountain in my self-righteousness, I found that you are never within my reach.
That sky..."
Qin Wuya is so awesome, so strong!
His achievements, even if Qin Shouan worked hard for ten more lifetimes, he could not compare with him. As for surpassing him, he could not even dream of it.
"You've done everything, what about me?"
At that moment, Qin Shouan hated his father for the first time: "Whatever you asked me to do, you even took away my qualification to be your puppet!!!"
"Qin Daoxue! Qin Moshan! Qin Wuya!"
Qin Shouan was confused. He didn't know why he was alive. In the past twenty years, he had lived like a fool!
He has had enough of the days of enjoyment. He wants to know the meaning of his existence, instead of being like a walking zombie, an ignorant and naive three-year-old child in the back garden left by his ancestors for three generations!
"Gu Gu Gu Gu..."
In front of the grave, he poured the hot wine down his throat, even if he choked and his chest felt like fire.
But he doesn't care, no one cares about him anyway.
No one cares about his life or death. Even if he is drunk to death, who will care?
"ah!!!"
"Boom!"
Smashing the wine bottle in his hand to the ground, Qin Shouan stumbled and fell to the ground. He looked at the sky, but felt that it was constantly spinning.
"Hehe, hehehehe..."
Qin Shouan was smiling, so sadly, so lonely and helpless.
That piece of sky is clearly within reach.
"In the past twenty years, whenever I raise my head, no matter when or where, all I can see is this piece," Qin Shouan raised his hand and tried to pull it, just like when he was a child, he pulled his father's trouser leg.