When I got home, I passed by a street store and bought a bottle of Erguotou, and I drank alone.
A whole day passed by like this...
There is no one to comfort and no one to talk to.
He didn't have many friends, and he didn't get along very well with his classmates in college.
But at night, a WeChat message brought him back to life, but the feeling of being alive was not good, because when he thought about today's scenes, he had the urge to die.
"How did the exam go?" Sister He asked.
"It seems that I failed the exam... There was a person who went through the back door and asked me to pay, but I didn't pay. So the instructor seemed to be deliberately making things difficult for me. No... maybe he was just a liar and I was not good enough."
"However, everyone else seems to have done well in the exam. Why is all this happening?"
Sister He has not responded to the message for a long time.
Until Zhou Yisheng became drunk and was about to go to bed, she said: "I told you, you are too naive. If you don't have money, you can ask me to borrow it. I should give it to him."
"Get out!" Zhou Yisheng sent a voice message, drunkenly scolding Sister He.
…
The next half month.
There was no further communication between the two.
Zhou Yisheng will never take the initiative to pay attention to the news about Sister He again, and will try his best to erase the shadow in his memory.
Then, I went to work step by step and waited for the assessment results to be released.
During this process, no one cared about how he did in the exam, but it could be seen from the look in Chief Yang's eyes that he was pitiful and pitiful.
Xiao Zhou is still far away.
Moreover, if you are only busy doing chores, you will never have time to study.
perhaps……
Take care of him more this year and let him pass next year.
It’s not easy for children either.
finally.
That afternoon, the assessment notice was listed on the relevant website.
Zhou Sheng downloaded the pass list and didn't care about the order of his certification numbers. He just checked from the first name to the end.
And the result was nothing.
"Impossible, definitely impossible!"
He checked again from the beginning, but the name that did not exist could not appear on the list. The loss and coldness in his heart swept over him like a tide.
And when this emotion passed, there was another boundless anger.
He checked a third time...
Vaguely, he saw the list of people taking the exam in the same examination room as him.
It seems, probably, that all those who paid the money passed!!
"It's not fair, it's not fair!"
Powerless, frightened, and disbelieving, Zhou Sheng roared in the office, and then rushed out of the hospital without anyone stopping him. Most of the people who looked at him were inexplicable and joking.
On the way home, Zhou Sheng bought wine and drank bottle after bottle until he fell asleep drunkenly.
I don't know how long it took.
There was a knock on the door, and the sound grew from small to loud, and finally became so loud that it caused the landlord's dissatisfaction.
The door was opened by the landlord with a spare key.
Zhou Shengsheng vaguely heard the landlord's voice of surprise, chatted with the visitor for a few words, and then reluctantly left.
He struggled to open his eyes, but couldn't see the person coming clearly. He could only smell a scent of fragrance...
The man ignored him and just walked into the kitchen and got busy.
After a long time, a familiar voice sounded: "Get up and have some porridge."
It seemed that the faint aroma of the porridge aroused the roundworms in his stomach. Zhou Yisheng suddenly woke up and saw clearly who was coming——
"Hey, Sister He?"
"Why are you here?!"
Sister He is wearing fashionable designer clothes, but she still looks like a bun.
Now she is a big star through and through.
"If I don't come, you will definitely drink yourself to death. Go ahead and have some porridge on the coffee table. After drinking, let's chat for a while. I have to fly back in the middle of the night. Xiaojie is with the nanny, so I'm not worried either."
Hearing that she was leaving, Zhou Yisheng was a little disappointed, but more than anything, he was happy...
It was really beyond his expectation that a famous star could come.
He drank porridge while she watched.
Then Sister He, perhaps feeling bored, picked up the liquor that Zhou Sheng had not finished drinking, drank it, and smoked again.
Zhou Shengsheng felt that his nose was choking, but it didn't matter. He just looked at the skillful appearance and the looming boredom in his eyebrows, which made him a little unbearable: "The entertainment industry is very tiring, right? You have started smoking!"
"Smoking is not good. I am a doctor. Trust me, your life will be shortened. Stop smoking."
Sister He smiled, but said: "You are not a doctor. I checked Qin Zhong's approved list. I didn't come here without you."
"You..." Zhou Yisheng was speechless, but he couldn't express his anger.
What comes to pass is the fact, and there is nothing wrong with what people say.
"Call you innocent. You don't believe me and you scolded me to get out. I was so angry with you that I didn't bother to talk to you. But when I thought about it, I thought you were too stupid and couldn't bear it, so I said I came to see you."
"Now, are the facts clear?"
Zhou Sheng said nothing and sat on the bench blankly.
Then, Sister He asked again: "Have you ever thought about not becoming a doctor?"
"Huh?" Zhou Sheng was stunned by her shocking words.
“If I’m not a doctor, what am I going to do?”
"Follow me and be my agent. I didn't sign a contract with the company early on because I was afraid that they would exploit me too hard. So as you know, my ranking in the competition was not the championship. It was all insider manipulation. But even if
So what? Where is the current champion? There is no news, but I am still active."
"I lack someone I can trust. I can trust you. I have been observing you for a year and a half."
"And, haha..." Sister He smiled meaningfully, "You like me, right? During the Chinese New Year, you deliberately drank too much and wanted to have something happen with me, but you didn't expect that you drank too much."
Zhou Sheng's face turned pale. It was not a pleasant feeling to have someone expose his background.
But……
Deep in his heart, he was ready to move.
If what she told is a lie, there is no need to point it out.
If she didn't really mean it, she wouldn't have come all the way.
She is a big star now, why should she care about herself?
But the power to calm the restlessness appeared again, but all this... it seemed very weak, because Zhou Yisheng was fighting against it, resisting strongly.
Sister He saw the struggle on Zhou Sheng's face, so she said: "I know I need time to think about it, so let's give you half a month, and you will be ready to resign. When will it be done? Give me WeChat and I will give it to you."
Book tickets..."
After saying that, she glanced at her phone: "It's getting late and I have to catch a plane..."
He stood up, picked up his bag, leaned over again, and kissed Zhou Sheng on the cheek.
"I'm waiting for you! When you come, I promise you I won't smoke anymore."
It was also this sentence that evoked an inexplicable sense of familiarity in Zhou Yisheng's heart, as if he had seen him before...
This scene must have happened.
It must have happened, but he couldn't remember where it happened.
Maybe, it's in a dream?!
Sister He left. Zhou Yisheng was stunned for a long time, but he couldn't make up his mind.
…
the next day.
He returned to the hospital.
Unexpectedly, Director Tong called him at the door of the office: "Follow me."
Monday's life was inexplicably strange, and there was a feeling of uneasiness permeating the air. Perhaps yesterday's gaffe caused Director Tong's final dissatisfaction.
Well, maybe I am just not suitable to be a doctor.
Resign, resign, and go find Sister He.
Arriving at the office, Director Tong said, "Did you pass the assessment? I didn't see your name on the list. What went wrong?"
Zhou Sheng was stunned for a moment, thinking this was a pre-punishment trick.
The more he thought about it, the more he hated it, and he said, "There is nothing wrong with me, it's the assessment itself. Someone came and asked me to pay money, and they went through the back door, but I didn't pay, so the assessment teacher made trouble for me."
"Huh? Is this happening? Are you sure!"
"Director Tong, you are so high up that you definitely don't know all this. Believe it or not is up to you... In the end, I resigned and stopped working. This line of work is not suitable for me."
Finished.
He was about to turn around and leave.
But Director Tong shouted: "Wait, Zhou Sheng, don't worry."
Zhou Sheng still stopped and looked over doubtfully.
"I roughly know your situation. Your family situation is not good, right? You were able to sign a long-term contract because you needed a job and an opportunity. And I have noticed your performance over the past year..."
"Well, it's a fact that interns are bullied, because I came here the same way. It's not that I don't care, but it's just like this in the industry, and it's a test for you new doctors."
"Maybe you think what I said is all nonsense...Okay, but I will investigate your matter carefully. I will wait for the resignation. Give me a few days, and you should also think about it.
You go and do your work first."
Zhou Sheng looked at the woman in her early thirties and felt completely speechless.
how?
At this point, do you still want to act like a good leader?
And what Zhou Sheng thought was similar.
For two whole weeks, there was no further comment from Director Tong, and Zhou Yisheng gradually determined his thoughts——
Go find Sister He!
On this day, he wrote his resignation template, came to Director Tong's office door, and knocked on the door.
After hearing the word "come in", he walked in.
Director Tong raised his head, was pleasantly surprised, and said with a smile: "Xiao Zhou, just in time, I'm looking for you! I'm probably aware of your matter, and reported it to the Health Bureau, and someone is investigating now... In addition, I will give you
You have won a chance to make up the exam. At three o'clock tomorrow afternoon, you go to the Second Hospital to see Director Zhang, and he will make arrangements."
Zhou Sheng was stunned.
Investigate? Someone investigates!
And, a make-up exam?!
"No, it's not... Director Tong, are you kidding me?"
Director Tong smiled and said: "I can still lie to you! If someone told me last time, I definitely can't do it, but you... I believe you are an honest child, and I remember you said when you joined the company, your grandfather
He was a local doctor in the village, and you fell in love with studying medicine because of him..."
"It's not easy for you to come out of a mountain village. It can be said that you have not forgotten your original intention and got you to where you are today..."
"You shouldn't be suppressed by those bullshit bad things..."
"Go ahead, I've won the opportunity for you, you can try again!"
Zhou Sheng walked out of the door in a daze.
The bad mood that had been suppressed in my heart for half a month seemed to be relieved all of a sudden.
Isn’t what he pursues just a round of fairness?
Now, justice has come!
He looked down at the resignation report in his hand...
My heart was shaken again, should I go or stay?
But this time, the power to calm the restlessness did not appear.
The fairness he wanted has truly arrived, and the choice is all in his own hands.
In my mind...
It is the appearance of Sister He and the outline of a practicing certificate, which are constantly swinging on the left and right scales.
"How to choose? How should I choose?"
I don’t know about Zhou Sheng.
But at this moment, a voice sounded: "Hey, doctor, my dad's urine bag is broken again. Can you help me?"
Zhou Sheng was slightly stunned and looked at each other...
Oh, he's an acquaintance.
The daughter of a uremic patient had a restless father. He was too embarrassed to tell his daughter that his urine bag was full because he was sleeping with his daughter instead of his son.
Zhou Zhou didn't speak for a long time. My daughter was a little anxious and had tears in her eyes: "I, I can't do anything. Others in the department don't help, so let me find you. I also know that this matter is not clean, but, it's really
Only you can help me...Thank you, please."
"Chi!" Zhou Sheng sneered, glanced at the people in the distance, and could only shake his head.
Doctors, it's really disgusting to do what they do.
The girl was startled by the sneer and left timidly, preparing to find others for help.
"Nurse, my dad's urine bag..."
"Oh, I know, I know, this little Zhou has gone to nowhere."
When the two entered the ward, the nurse frowned and looked at the girl in confusion: "Hey, isn't this changing? Oh, you are really taking up my time. There are many patients and I am busy."
The nurse walked away quickly.
Only the girl was left, stunned for a long time.
Waiting for Zhou Sheng to arrange the urine bag and come over, she was at a loss and could only clasp her hands and keep shaking them: "Thank you, thank you, doctor, I, I'm sorry for bothering you every time..."
Zhou Shengsheng looked at her sincere thanks and finally smiled: "It's okay, I'm a doctor, so I should do it."
Go out.
After finishing the turn, pass by the trash can at the corner.
The resignation report was slowly thrown in by him.
Take out your phone——
"Sister He, I won't go! The leader helped me report it to the Health Bureau. I can make up for the exam. I want to try..."
About five minutes.
Sister He: ":), come on, if you can't stand it anymore, talk, I'll take care of you (naughty)!"
Just at this moment.
Boom~!
Everything around Zhou Sheng was shattered and the world collapsed.
His consciousness fell into darkness——
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