The sound of fighting was faint and endless in his ears. From the initial shock, he has become accustomed to it and has become numb in the past few days. Qi Yue looked at the wailing soldier in front of him and stopped twitching. His whole body seemed to be stupid. How many were there already?
"Master, Master, I can't stop the bleeding. I can't stop it."
Hu San's hissing shouts came from the side.
Qi Yue looked blankly and saw that Hu San's whole body was pressed against a wounded soldier, but blood still spurted out, instantly turning Hu San's whole body into bright red.
"Someone, come, doctor, doctor, help me quickly..."
The constant shouting came from all directions, getting louder and louder, making the eardrums hurt.
Qi Yue looked around, and the originally empty flat ground was already filled with people. It was as if there had been a rain of blood. Everywhere he looked was bright red. Some people were lying lifeless in the rain of blood, while others were still rolling and passing away in the rain of blood.
.
"Miracle doctor."
Among the people lying on the ground, a man stood up, a bloody man like Hu San.
"What do you think?" He asked calmly, his expression as indifferent as ever, "Use your magical skills to save the world and save people."
Save people...save people...
Qi Yue looked down at her hands, which were covered in blood.
Help people quickly!
She finally let out a hoarse wail, burst into tears, covered her chest with her hands and squatted down in pain.
It can't be saved...
It can't be saved...
What does this feel like?
The feeling of despair!
Seeing Qi Yue squatting down and losing his composure, Hu San rushed over from the side and grabbed Qiao Minghua's collar.
"Do you have any fucking humanity left in you! Is this the time to say this?" he hissed.
Qiao Minghua glanced at Qi Yue over there, stretched out his hand to push Hu San away, and walked to the side.
"This is hopeless." He leaned over to check on one injured person and said, then walked towards the other without stopping.
"This is hopeless..."
"This is hopeless..."
"There's hope for this! Bring all the medicine over here!"
"But sir, this one is still alive! Aren't you going to give him medicine?"
Qiao Minghua didn't even raise his head.
"He'll be dead in a moment." He said, stretching out his bloody hand, "Bring the medicine."
Such conversations continued, gradually drowning out the painful wails and screams.
No, actually it shouldn't be because it was overshadowed, but because those people who were wailing and screaming died and fainted.
I don't know when the sound of fighting stopped.
"The thieves have retreated! The thieves have retreated!"
When this sentence came, it meant that the soldiers' persistence for many days was over and they were victorious. The cheers and joy instantly overshadowed all the suffering and swept across the earth.
But this had nothing to do with Qi Yue or the military doctors. The bodies of the dead soldiers were carried away one by one.
"He's still alive, he's still alive." A'ru stopped the two auxiliary soldiers, preventing them from carrying the wounded soldier under his care.
The auxiliary soldier looked at her helplessly.
This was the first time I saw a woman behind me, and I didn't know how to deal with it for a while.
"Are you guys free?" Qiao Minghua walked by and asked coldly, then looked at the ambulance basket next to Aru, "Take this away."
Then some auxiliary soldiers bowed their heads and bent down to get it.
Aru held on and wouldn't let go.
"He's still going to use it!" she shouted.
My voice has become hoarse from days of hard work.
Qiao Minghua glanced at the wounded soldier lying on the ground who was losing signs of life rapidly. The wounded soldier was shot through the neck by an arrow, but he was not fatal immediately. Due to excessive blood loss and occasional twitching, a trace of desire appeared in his eyes that still had a trace of consciousness.
Do you desire life? Or do you desire to be freed from this pain?
Qiao Minghua leaned over and reached out to press the arrow. The wounded soldier's eyes widened instantly and he kicked his feet a few times and stopped moving.
Aru's scream sounded.
"You kill him, you kill him!" She screamed in disbelief, holding her hands and retreating, looking at this military doctor with horrified eyes, military doctor!
"Carry it away." Qiao Minghua said nothing, and ignored Aru's screams. He also snatched the basket containing the medical bandage and cotton from Aru's hand.
The auxiliary soldiers did not show the slightest fear to all this, and seemed to have become accustomed to it. They stretched out their hands to hold the deceased's wide eyes, lifted them up and walked away.
"Give it back to me, you're not worthy of use, you, you're not saving people..." Aru chased after him and grabbed the basket, shouting.
Qiao Minghua looked at her indifferently.
"Aru, give it to him." Qi Yue's voice came from the side.
Aru let go of his hand.
Qiao Minghua didn't look at them and walked away.
"Madam." A'ru turned around and saw Qi Yue getting up from the ground. A wounded soldier in front of her had just died.
"He's not killing people, he's saving people." Qi Yue said, giving Aru an ugly smile, "At this time, in this kind of place, being kind-hearted and unwilling to give up can actually kill people, and being hard-hearted can actually kill people."
Save people.”
Ah Ru bit her lip and shed tears.
"Madam, we, can't we be saved..." she finally cried.
It had been so many days. They had watched the wounded soldiers being carried in, and then watched them being carried out. The feeling of powerlessness could really drive people crazy.
Since practicing medicine and becoming famous in Qianjintang, this is the first time that she has looked at the omnipotent Lady Qi in her eyes with a helpless look, a look of despair...
Nothing is useful. It was once hailed as a magical skill, and nothing can be saved here.
Nothing works…..
Qi Yue said nothing and looked around again.
It turns out that this is fresh, steaming, freshly baked wounded soldiers….
It turns out that the scene of this Rakshasa hell is far beyond imagination...
When the sky gradually gets brighter, the battlefield has been cleaned up. The captured armors and weapons are being piled aside. Auxiliary soldiers are checking and collecting them. Cars and horses are shuttled to transport them. Soldiers coming and going are saying hello loudly. Yesterday's tragic battle has happened.
Just like a dream, it left no mark on these people.
Qi Yue has been sitting on this slope for half a day. From here, he can overlook the entire outside of the fort and the desolate Mobei in winter.
There were footsteps coming from behind, but Qi Yue didn't pay attention. It must be that Aru and the others were worried and came over to take a look.
"Give."
The indifferent male voice said, and at the same time he stretched out a hand, and in his hand was a water bag.
Qi Yue didn't answer.
"Is there any wine?" she asked.
Qiao Minghua took off the wine bag.
"Thank you." Qi Yue took it, opened it, raised his head and drank a few big sips.
"The drinking capacity looks good," Qiao Minghua said.
"So it's more credible to see action, right?" Qi Yue said, wiping the corner of his mouth with his sleeve.
Compared with the self-proclaimed miracle doctor, his drinking capacity is more convincing.
Qiao Minghua was silent for a moment.
Qi Yue didn't say anything, and still looked down the slope. The sun had penetrated the clouds and shone brightly on the charred land.
That's the blood that hasn't seeped into the ground yet...
Qi Yue only felt a stinging pain, but she still insisted on keeping her eyes open.
"I understand, you are not a miracle doctor, you are a doctor." Qiao Minghua said later.
Qi Yue smiled.
"Thank you, Dr. Qiao, for your recognition. I'm honored," she said.
"In the past, many doctors have come here, some are low-key, some are high-spirited, some are old, some are young." Qiao Minghua said, looking down the slope, "This military medical camp has never been able to retain people, and the manpower is never enough. I invite you
I tried to get through them, spent money, and even tried to persuade the superior officials to accept official positions, but when I heard that they wanted to join the war, no one was willing to come."
Qi Yue was silent for a moment, then turned to look at Qiao Minghua.
"How long have you been here?" she asked suddenly.
Qiao Minghua frowned slightly, seeming to be thinking.
"How long has it been? I came here with my master's master. I was still a child at that time. Then the master's master left, and then those uncles also left. Then the master died, and the brothers and sisters also left.
.." He murmured, "How long has it been? Twenty years, right?"
Twenty years? Qi Yue was a little surprised. Seeing Qiao Minghua's description, he was forty years old, but according to what he said, he was actually thirty years old at most.
"You are the first one who dares to come and follow the battle." Qiao Minghua said, "I take back what I said to you."
Qi Yue smiled, a little bitterly.
"You don't need to take it back, you're right." She said, raising her head and taking a sip of wine again. This wine was not considered a good wine, only spicy but not aromatic, but at this moment she needed spicy food, not fragrance.
"I do feel that I am omnipotent." She continued, smiling self-deprecatingly, "I do feel that I am a god who has come to this world to save all sentient beings."
When she said this, she looked at Qiao Minghua.
"I still look down on you." She said, shaking her head and laughing, "What right do I have to look down on you? What do I have to be proud of?"
Qiao Minghua looked at her and threw a token.
Qi Yue reached out and took it.
"What?" she asked.
"Your car has been loaded. The fort gate will be released at noon. You can go. If you can get to Dongjia Fort before dark, it will be safe there." Qiao Minghua said, turning around, "If you are still in the mood, the people behind you will be safe."
Please take more care of the wounded soldiers."
Qi Yue looked at the token in her hand, stood up, and looked at Qiao Minghua's back.
"Hey." She shouted suddenly.
Qiao Minghua stopped and looked back at her.
"Have you ever had a dream?" Qi Yue asked.
What?
Qiao Minghua frowned.
"You must have had a dream, Minghua, Minghua, just like your name. Is it your dream to be a doctor who can relieve pain and give people hope, brightness and strength?" Qi Yue asked.
Qiao Minghua sneered.
Women are so sensual and inexplicable.
He shook his head, stopped talking and took steps.
"Then do you still have dreams now?" Qi Yue continued.
Qiao Minghua's footsteps did not stop.
"Reality is very helpless and is always crueler than we imagine. However, isn't it that the reason why people are human is because they have dreams and hope?"
"Have your hopes and dreams been polished away in just twenty years?"
"Have you accepted your fate? Don't you really want to do something? If you try harder, maybe you won't face a life that you can't keep."
Qiao Minghua stopped and looked back at the woman standing on the hillside. The sunlight cast light behind her.
"Rely on what? Just rely on dreams?" he asked.
"That's right, just rely on dreams." Qi Yue said, she laughed at herself when she said this, "Although I haven't had a dream for a long, long time."
Numb, is only Qiao Minghua numb? Why not herself?
Repeated life, repeated life and death, repeated gratitude, repeated sadness.
She thought about the conversation her father had had when he decided to perform brain surgery on the patient.
Everyone disagrees with this operation because the chance of success is so small that it is almost impossible.
As Dr. Qi, who is famous and has a stable enough status to retire, there is absolutely no need to challenge this impossible challenge.
"Dad, do you think you are still a young man, having passionate dreams and stuff like that?"
"Moon, you are a young man, what is your passionate dream?"
"..The salary should be increased, the work should be less..The patients should not be so difficult to deal with..."
"Hahaha, then I'm really not a young man!"
In the end, the operation failed, the patient became paralyzed, the family members were angry, all responsibilities were taken, and the future and reputation were completely ruined.
"Do you regret it? You did it knowing you couldn't do it. Do you regret it?"
"How can you say you regret doing something you know you can't do? This is a very honorable thing. At least, if the next person encounters this kind of surgery, they will have my example as a guide. This is a good thing. There are many opportunities.
Meaning, what do you regret?”
"Dreams, are such things really useful?" Qiao Minghua asked with a smile.
Qi Yue looked past him and landed in front, with a smile on his face.
"Of course it works. Only when we have dreams will we try. Only when we have dreams will we not be afraid of failure. It's like being let down by a man and hurt. However, we still have dreams about love. There must be such a person in the dream who will understand
Your sincerity will protect your sincerity, so you will not be afraid of hurt, disappointment or fear, but will dare to reach out to accept it again, and then you will gain something..." she said with a smile.
What nonsense? Love? Men? Qiao Minghua was a little stunned, where did this go?
This woman…
He couldn't help but follow Qi Yue's line of sight and saw several people running towards him not far away. The one running at the front was a tall man.
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Do you still have dreams? With the day-to-day work and monotonous life, it seems that you feel more pressure. There is a mountain of pressure, and the helpless reality that it is difficult for a poor family to have a son. Fortunately, by chance, I started writing online novels.
, it’s as if a new world suddenly appeared in my boring life, a world of my own that allows me to escape reality. It feels good. Of course, it’s because there are always readers who support me, so I feel good and have hope. Otherwise,
I have long since given up on my loneliness, so I would like to thank you again.
PS: This chapter has 3,700 words, so I won’t add up to 4,000. It’s a welfare gift hehe~ Or maybe I’m stuck, so I have to wait until the next chapter for them to meet again. She’s such a stepmother, she’s so bullying.
