Back in Xidu City, Su Yue took a hot sauna without saying anything.
After three hours of steaming in the steam room, the owner of the bathing center almost thought Su Yue had gone into shock.
Routine back rub!
“Boss, want a salt bath?
"How about a milk bath? We also have a rose bath!"
After finally giving Su Yue a back rub, the bather introduced these items as usual.
There is no way, they all have to eat, and these are related to commissions.
The bather was not interested in fighting and killing, so he didn't know Su Yue, but he only knew that this young man looked very heroic.
"Oh...these regular projects are already a little tired!"
Su Yue lay on the bathing table and sighed a little.
"Boss, what do you mean? Have a happy sex?"
The bather hesitated and asked.
I'm afraid my boss won't be able to handle this.
"Don't try these vain things and get a bunch of women to clap their hands. I won't do that."
Su Yue sneered.
"How about a 298-level unconventional back knock?"
The bather smiled very obscenely.
"No, I'm afraid of being trampled to death by someone weighing 298 pounds, and I'm not that kind of person."
Su Yue still shook his head.
"Boss, please tell me clearly. There is someone in our sauna center who has a very strong relationship. He can help you with any project, such as a big sword and so on."
The bather adjusted his reflective glasses.
I still don’t believe it. How can you, a young and vigorous young man, not have any desires?
This little money must be cheated today, no, it must be earned.
"Is there sulfuric acid?
"Give me some warmth!"
Su Yue chuckled.
"Security, security...someone is causing trouble!"
The bather's face was ashen.
Sulfuric acid, what are you chatting about here?
Or will it harm me?
Half an hour later.
The owner of the sauna city personally helped Su Yue get dressed. Not only was he free of charge, but he also gave him a discount card.
This is a fairy.
It's a pity that I can't get sulfuric acid, that stuff is contraband.
The bather was stunned.
The boss personally welcomed me and smiled like a grandson. This guy has a great background.
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Trouble.
I always feel a little cold.
Although this coldness did not cause Su Yue much pain, it was just a little bit uncomfortable.
But after all, it was eliminated by Yan Chenyun, so it wasn't too fatal.
If you don't go up or down, your mind will not be clear.
Back in Seibu, Su Yue was going to visit Sima Lingling, but she was unusually not in the villa.
Mucheng still hasn't come back. She seems to be interning at the Ministry of Education. It is said that after the internship, she will receive a big reward from the Ministry of Education.
Bai Xiaolong came back once.
But I heard that he and Meng Yang ran away secretly again.
Why use sneaky? Because the two grown men were inseparable and stuck together, which attracted the attention of many classmates.
Many students are already wondering, why did Meng Yang challenge Bai Xiaolong for four years?
Four years.
Is there something hidden?
Su Yue was also suspicious.
But the more doubtful I become, the more goosebumps I get on my body.
Su Yue also went back to the nursing home.
Unfortunately, the door was closed. Su Yue asked the neighbors and found out that several elderly people were deceived by the tour group and organized a group to buy a sea view room.
Xu Baiyan's phone was turned off.
Back in the dormitory, Su Yue was bored.
He opened the martial arts website and browsed the recent posts.
Major events are happening in China every day, and many major events are also happening on the earth.
It has only been a month, and the heat of Jiang Yuanguo's war has passed.
Su Yue turned to the third page and found a post about the Jiang Yuan Kingdom War, but the content of the post turned out to be a vote for who was the most beautiful.
Four options.
Bow Ling.
Mu Orange.
Feng Jiajia.
Fang Jingmiao.
Maybe it's because Mu Cheng, a famous flower, has an owner, so her ranking is actually the last.
There is no doubt that the first place is Gong Ling.
During the Jiang Yuan Kingdom War, Gong Ling had become the goddess of the entire China.
Feng Jiajia was second.
Her insects also stole the show during the war.
Fang Jingmiao third.
It is unclear whether it was because of Liao Ping or because of his status as a foreigner.
"It's simply too much. Mu Cheng is obviously the most beautiful!"
Su Yue quickly voted after Mucheng's name.
Such a boring post.
Thinking back to the beginning, the topic of Jiang Yuanguo was a massacre.
Although in the eyes of big shots, Su Yue's role is the most important, in the light screen projection, it is obvious that Gong Ling is the MVP, and she has even become the favorite of the media.
But now, the hottest topic on the martial arts website is the third battlefield.
The second most popular topic is frost vine armor.
Needless to say, in the third battlefield, due to the advent of Cangji, Zhao Qi's army suffered heavy losses. General Lin Dongqi was defeated by Cangji several times.
The cabinet even dispatched Mo Qizheng of the Ministry of Justice to support Lin Dongqi.
But unfortunately, Mo Qizheng also has his own things to do, and the support cannot be long-lasting.
Currently, several other legions and combat battalions have been dispatched to support the third battlefield.
As for Frost Vine Armor.
Most of them are posts criticizing Dan Yao Group, and there are even some foreigners who have climbed over the wall to set the pace, Black China.
Some posts made Su Yue angry.
It is obviously a picture of software P, and there is also a ** in the picture, describing his experience of being cheated by Frost Vine Armor, and calling on the warriors to sue the Dan Yao Group and let the senior officials of the Dan Yao Group come out to apologize.
These keyboard warriors must be trolls hired by other countries.
Of course, China did not show any weakness.
Some insiders who claim to be well-informed also leaked some gossip in advance.
These posts claim that China has found the specific formula for the detoxification pill and is currently optimizing it. The detoxification pill will be available in about a month.
These posts are also well-founded and include photos of Zhao Qi’s army using Frost Vine Armor.
It is true that the frost vine armor reduced the losses of Zhao Qi's army by one-third.
Su Yue sighed.
Dad finally relented and gave the formula of the detoxification pill to the military.
In fact, Su Yue also understood.
No matter what grievances he has with Danyao Group, they are personal grievances.
There is no need to hide and tuck away major issues of right and wrong.
Announce it, let it be announced.
Maybe dad also got some benefits.
When we are in the water forum, time passes extremely fast.
Before I knew it, an entire afternoon was wasted.
Su Yue felt ashamed secretly.
I actually exchanged insults with the keyboard warrior for a while, it was a waste of my life.
He quickly opened the product website again.
When he comes back this time, Su Yue will buy a large amount of elixirs.
I have already eaten half of the elixir swindled from Maoyao City. Next, I must save some and buy elixirs from China first.
After all, these elixirs can be bought with money, while foreign elixirs depend on luck.
There are also elixirs for repelling cold.
There are also indispensable pills for purifying dregs, which is the focus of this shopping.
“Damn, it’s so expensive!”
Su Yue opened the fourth-grade elixir and was immediately shocked to take a breath of cold air.
Ordinary fourth-grade elixirs were acceptable to Su Yue.
800 credits each.
It's probably the same level as Tangzhudan before.
But high-quality elixirs have skyrocketed to 1,200 credits.
The highest quality elixir, each pill is worth 1,600 credits.
It's simply a money grab.
Damn it.
Su Yue now has to take 4 to 5 pills a day.
If you buy high-quality fourth-grade elixirs, you will get more than 8,000 credits.
In one week, it costs more than 50,000 credits.
Su Yue simply wanted to die.
Moreover, fourth-grade elixirs and fine elixirs are not the limit at all.
Su Yue currently does not have the authority to purchase better elixirs.
right.
This cheating martial arts website actually has a purchase threshold.
You must pass at least the fourth-grade mid-level review before the purchase option will appear.
Su Yue sighed.
In fact, he could understand it. After all, there were too many warriors who were eager for quick success, and the martial arts network was also afraid that Chaogang would have problems taking the elixir.
This restriction must also be in place.
After all, there is only one freak like Su Yue in the huge China.
But fortunately, Su Yue doesn't have a super class at present, and the high-quality elixirs are enough.
Gritting his teeth, Su Yue placed the order directly.
Calculated based on five pills a day.
Buy a week's supply first.
Wow.
56,000 credits were transferred.
Liver hurts.
Su Yue couldn't help but wonder, within his scope of authority, was there anything more expensive than high-quality elixirs.
The answer is...yes!
right!
When Su Yue turned the page and filtered the conditions, his worldview was once again shattered.
The elixir for purifying the dregs once again refreshed Su Yue's poor view of money.
One pill is worth 4800 credits.
Equivalent to 480,000 in money.
With 480,000 yuan, you can already buy three Deka Clara luxury cars and queue up to go to the bathing center to enjoy the scenery.
4800 credits.
Sure enough, poverty limits my imagination.
It turns out that the prosperity of the Chinese warriors is all superficial.
No wonder Tian Hongwei was forced to wear women's clothing to get a loan, and Wang Lufeng shamelessly defaulted on the loan.
It turns out that everyone is living in dire straits.
Su Yue suddenly realized that the biggest harvest from Jiang Yuan's trip was not the Master Slaughter Chain at all, but that it could be mixed into the spiritual pool to remove impurities.
How many credits should be saved?
I have to admit that Jiang Yuanguo's royal life is really good.
Fortunately, the demand for Purification Pills is not as terrible as that of Qi and Blood Pills.
One pill a day is enough.
If you are in seclusion for seven days, buy seven pills.
33600 credits.
Su Yue felt like he was being dismembered. There was no greater pain in the world than this.
Too much to the extreme.
Su Yue didn't believe it. Is there any pill more expensive than this?
pity.
The cruelty of the martial arts network once again put Su Yue's view of money to the ground.
Cold-dispelling Pill: 7100 credits.
right!
Su Yue was not wrong.
Not 710 credits.
It's not 71 credits either.
This cold-repelling elixir, with a total sales volume of 31 pills, was sold for a high price of 710,000.
A big Mercedes that can carry tears.
Let’s take three first.
Su Yue went from being a wealthy man carrying 130 credits to a cautious philistine in an instant.
Too much money to spend.
Three cold-repelling pills, 21,300 credits!
Just like that, Su Yue was deducted 110,000 credits in an instant.
The most terrifying thing is that this 110,000 is not the end at all, it is just the beginning, and it is only seven days' worth.
Su Yue felt that he was a black hole.
The average daily cost reaches 16,000 credits.
Converted into money, it’s 1.6 million!
Every cell is filled with the fragrance of money.
Su Yue is still some distance away from 2000 calories.
After 2000 cards, how to break through to the fourth level is a metaphysics. By then, I will probably have to buy some heavenly materials and earthly treasures.
There are 1.2 million credits left.
It's a bit weak.
In fact, Su Yue was too worried.
No one else could spend money like this.
If this batch of elixirs were given to ordinary fourth-level warriors, they might not be able to consume it for three months.
Su Yue ran faster and ran longer distances than others, so it was inevitable that his shoes would be worn out.
After the consumption was over, Su Yue was not in a hurry to go to the wet state.
He first took a cold-repelling pill in the dormitory!
I can't help it, it's really a bit cold.
It really works!
It was indeed a pill bought at a high price. After Su Yue swallowed it, a warm current surged in his heart.
Then, he watched helplessly as beads of sweat seeped into his skin.
In fact, it shouldn't be called sweat beads, because those are not sweat at all, but are formed by the condensation of cold air.
Three hours later, Su Yue was lying in the bathtub.
Much more comfortable.
Although it has not been completely removed, the remaining two are enough.
Yan Chenyun was just helping Su Yue digest the large area of cold air. He only needed the cold air not to affect Su Yue's safety. These side issues could only be solved slowly with elixirs, and Yan Chenyun had no time to waste.
late at night.
Su Yue cleared away all the cold air overnight.
Feeling refreshed.
Early the next morning, Su Yue ran to Dongzhan Road again.
Jia Weisuo was so frightened that he collapsed.
This kid was desperate for his life in cultivation. He thought Su Yue had to rest for a week.
Who would have thought that it was only one day apart.
Jia Weisuo couldn't stop Su Yue, and besides, he couldn't stop him either.
Whoosh!
Su Yue jumped straight off the cliff, and in the blink of an eye his body was gone.
The process of expelling the scum can be completed simultaneously at the bottom of the cliff. Anyway, Grandmaster Su Yue has to make adjustments when switching states every day.
…
Attendance value-4700
Yangxiang clan status, exchange for 10 cards of energy and blood.
1975 card
Attendance value-4800
Human status, exchange for 10 cards of energy and blood.
1985 card!
…
Available attendance value: 70004
1: Sleep Absolution
2: The price of love (next time used, 4900 attendance points will be consumed)
3: Save your dog’s life
4: There is a difference between humans and ghosts
5: Obscene and invisible
6: Blind and deaf
Blood value: 1985 calories
…
There are still 15 calories left to reach 2000.
Su Yue was not going to use the system to redeem the remaining energy and blood value. He wanted to cultivate to the peak step by step.
Hoo ho ho!
Howling wildly under the cliff, Su Yue expanded all the air points with all his strength, frantically refining the efficacy of the Qi and Blood Pill.
Before I knew it, a week had passed.
Su Yue's Qi and blood value reached 1993 calories.
After going back and repairing some things, Su Yue continued to go down the cliff to retreat.
By the end of this week, I will almost be able to break through 2,000 calories.
After that, I went to learn Xuan Bing Zhang from my instructor Sima Lingling.
…
"Hahaha, it worked!
"I, Yang Lezhi, have finally mastered the first step of magical power.
"I have mastered this Sha Puppet. I am the chosen strong man of the 27th century, haha!"
If anyone passes by this desert, they will be scared to death.
Because a giant cactus spoke.
right!
This cactus is Yang Lezhi.
Whoa whoosh whoosh!
The originally healthy cactus suddenly began to dissolve, eventually forming a sky full of yellow sand.
But in the desert, Yang Lezhi raised his right hand and looked up to the sky, laughing wildly.
There was no reason for him to be unhappy.
During this trip to the desert, in addition to becoming a sand puppet, his health value is also about to exceed the 1800 mark.
Not far from Fifth Grade.
In the past, Yang Lezhi was in the middle stage of the fourth grade. In Jiang Yuan Kingdom, they all had a sharp increase in energy and blood.
But Yang Lezhi never imagined that practicing Sha Puppetry would actually increase Qi and blood.
Sure enough, the magic way of fighting is extraordinary.
The only pity is that this sand fake is really useless.
Even with Yang Lezhi's current qi and blood strength, he can only pretend for about 10 minutes and is still unable to move.
Theoretically it's useless at all.
After cultivating into Sha Puppet, Yang Lezhi's right arm was covered with dense mysterious lines. Of course, as long as the blood was not stimulated, no one could see these words, so they were well hidden.
When using Sha Puppet, Yang Lezhi only needs to activate these words with Qi and blood.
At that time, even if it is swamp mud, Yang Lezhi can extract the sand from it to camouflage it.
These lines are also the characters of the Yangxiang tribe.
At the same time, this is also the key to the second stage of magic tactics.
These texts are relatively profound, and Yang Lezhi can only translate some simple information at present.
Panxi Peak!
The key to the second stage of the magic method is in a place called Panxi Peak in the wet realm.
Yang Lezhi didn't know where this place was specifically, but he could look it up.
These lines also record some things that need to be prepared. It seems that there is something to be sacrificed, and it seems to be quite a lot.
Very cumbersome.
But it's right to be cumbersome, otherwise it won't be possible to show the power of magic tactics.
"Let's go back to Beiwu first. All the dry food is gone. I have to eat something normal people eat quickly."
Yang Lezhi happily embarked on the return journey.
As for the magic method, he planned to hide it from everyone first, and then make a big splash after he succeeded in practicing it.
…
Su Yue was practicing crazily, and others were not idle either.
But for Xu Baiyan, this period of time was simply a nightmare, an unprecedented nightmare.
The spy old man often appeared in front of Xu Baiyan.
He used Xu Baiyan's teachers, classmates, and even Teacher Tony who had just given her a haircut to threaten Xu Baiyan.
Anyway, anyone related to Xu Baiyan has been secretly threatened by the Yangxiang clan. The key is that Xu Baiyan sees all this.
The Yangxiang tribe did not kill anyone either.
Cangji's goal was just to intimidate Xu Baiyan.
His goal is very clear, which is to tell you Xu Baiyan that we can kill the people around you at any time.
No matter who it is.
Even that Su Qingfeng.
Xu Baiyan couldn't bear it anymore.
On a dark and windy night, Xu Baiyan finally killed this nerve-wracking spy.
Unfortunately, Xu Baiyan's misfortune was not over at all.
In front of her, another guy appeared who was chasing women to apply for beauty cards.
"I don't want to apply for a card!"
Xu Baiyan's tone was unkind.
"Miss Xu Baiyan, I am from the Yangxiang tribe, and I will take care of your next trip!"
This little brother had a smile on his face, but the look in his pupils was very gloomy.
Wherever Xu Baiyan went, he would follow him with his name tag in his hand, just like brown candy.
There are many such people near shopping malls, and people are accustomed to them.
"I'm sorry, we don't apply for a card, so don't follow me, or I'll beat you up!"
Xu Baiyan was still worried about how to spend the brown candy.
Suddenly, a familiar voice appeared.
It turned out to be Yang Lezhi who had disappeared for a long time.
"Uh, that's it, forget it! You can leave me a business card!"
Seeing Yang Lezhi, the salesman handed his business card to Yang Lezhi, and then he nodded and left.
"This routine of applying for a beauty card is really repeated."
Yang Lezhi sneered and threw the business card into the trash can.
"Where have you been!"
Seeing Yang Lezhi at this moment, Xu Baiyan's grievances and pains that had been accumulated for a long time burst out in an instant.
She was like a sponge that was squeezed to the limit, hugging Yang Lezhi without saying a word.
Xu Baiyan slapped Yang Lezhi on the back, and she couldn't hold back the tears in her eyes.
No one can understand the pain I endured.
In fact, she doesn't need others to understand, she just needs someone by her side.
However, Yang Lezhi, who had long been used to it, left as soon as he said so, and Xu Baiyan was on the verge of collapse.
She is like a refugee drifting in the sea, and Yang Lezhi is the swimming ring.
Xu Baiyan hugged this only sustenance tightly.
"You...you lost weight!"
Yang Lezhi clearly noticed that Xu Baiyan had really lost weight.
"Where have you been?"
Xu Baiyan asked again.
"Of course I am going to practice. I said I will protect you in this life, and I will do what I say.
"I am now at the late stage of the fourth level, and I will soon be able to break through to the fifth level. I will definitely make you happy!"
Yang Lezhi was so happy that he was almost rippling with happiness.
This life is worth it.
He is a war orphan. After his parents died, he had a pension to live on, so he was not too poor since he was a child, but he lacked love.
Yang Lezhi felt warm at Xu Baiyan's place.
After graduation, I, Yang Lezhi, may have my own family.
What happiness!
"Don't leave, stay with me during this time!"
Xu Baiyan was really scared.
She didn't know how to face the rest of her life, Yang Lezhi was like a straw.
"no problem!"
Yang Lezhi nodded.
The second stage of the magic tactics will take some time to study, and he won't be able to leave for a while.
Accompanying Xu Baiyan is happy enough.
"By the way, you girls all like lipstick. I just passed by the mall and bought a lipstick for you."
Yang Lezhixing hurriedly took out his gift.
"Lipstick?"
Xu Baiyan smiled.
This weird elm-headed guy still knows how to buy lipstick.
Xu Baiyan was indeed a little haggard, so she opened the package immediately.
Put on some lipstick and your complexion will look better.
However, after opening the package, Xu Baiyan almost fainted from anger...Death Barbie fan.
…
Another week has passed.
With Yang Lezhi by his side, Xu Baiyan felt much happier.
Yang Lezhi felt that she had changed.
This week, they did not mention anything about cultivation or anything about the wet realm.
Just play!
Just for fun.
Xu Baiyan bought an off-road vehicle that she had long admired, and Yang Lezhi took her on a sightseeing trip to many places that she had not had time to visit before.
They collect shells at the beach.
Watch the sunrise on the top of the mountain.
Adventure in a deserted village.
Rolling in the snow.
Yang Lezhi never thought that life could be so beautiful.
Their life consists only of cultivation, and they seem to have missed a lot of scenery.
At the same time, Yang Lezhi respects his father even more.
It is they who protect this earth. Otherwise, how would it be possible to enjoy these beautiful scenery and tranquility so easily.
Under the stars.
Xu Baiyan and Yang Lezhi held hands and lay on the roof of the car.
The stars twinkled like scattered diamonds, the beauty was breathtaking.
This is the closest place in China to the stars.
"I love you!"
Yang Lezhi squeezed Xu Baiyan's hand, he was so happy that he couldn't breathe.
"Me too!"
Xu Baiyan also squeezed Yang Lezhi's hand tightly.
"We will always be together, even if the world falls apart, we will not be separated. I will spend my whole life making you happy, for sure!"
Yang Lezhi's pupils showed a determined expression.
At this moment, he realized the responsibility of a man.
"If one day I become a heinous fugitive, will you kill me?"
Xu Baiyan suddenly asked.
"No!
"If you become a fugitive, I will commit the same crime as you and I will accompany you around the world.
"I said, even if the world is your enemy, I will still be by your side!"
Yang Lezhi smiled innocently.
"Fool!"
Xu Baiyan also smiled.
He is really a fool.
…
Wet state!
Bai Xiaolong and Meng Yang had a narrow escape from death, escaping from countless chasing monsters.
Great destiny.
It's really a great fate.
But wealth and wealth are found in danger. Based on an ancient clue, the two of them actually found a strategy.
Legend has it that this combat method was inherited by a strong man from China more than 100 years ago. He accidentally died in the wet realm, so the tree bark remained in the wet realm.
Hard work pays off.
Meng Yang and Bai Xiaolong finally found the whereabouts of the tree bark.
After returning to the Shigui Tower, the two began to discuss how to divide the loot.
Mandarin duck sword technique.
Strictly speaking, these are two outstanding combat techniques, but the sword techniques are really ordinary and cannot be said to be powerful at all.
But the reason why this swordsmanship is famous is because of the word "鸳鸯".
right.
If two ordinary excellent tactics are combined, they can unleash a terrifying combined power.
A battle formation similar to the massacre chain.
When the two swords are combined, they can perform powerful sword moves that transcend one stage.
Two fifth-grade swordsmen can perform six-grade sword moves when they join forces.
Two sixth-grade ones can kill seventh-grade ones.
Although it is not as good as Master Tu's Heaven-defying Chain, it is definitely better than ordinary excellent tactics.
pity.
Two generations of tree bark can only be practiced once.
Back then, the senior used Qi and blood to seal the bark of the tree. As long as the younger generation uses Qi and blood to unblock it, the bark of the tree will disappear.
Therefore, this Yuanyang Sword Technique is a unique one.
"Bai Xiaolong, sell that piece of tree bark to me, and I'll find a girl to practice with you. The benefits will not be lost to you!"
Meng Yang stared at Bai Xiaolong's bark and almost drooled.
This is simply a magical tool for getting out of singlehood.
To perform the Yuanyang sword technique, you must hold hands so that you can combine the sword moves.
If you use this strategy to find a girlfriend, you will be absolutely successful.
Killing enemies in every stage is exciting just thinking about it.
In the wet realm, killing enemies across ranks is an unparalleled weapon for gaining military merit.
Look at Su Yue and the others, just because of the Master Tu Chain, several freshman students have obtained resources that both he and Bai Xiaolong are jealous of.
"Why didn't you sell it to me? Am I, Bai Xiaolong, short of money?"
Bai Xiaolong frowned and sneered.
With such a powerful fighting method, why would Meng Yang be allowed to fool a girl?
"You are so handsome and you have no shortage of girlfriends. I have to get out of singles."
Meng Yang looked anxious.
"I admit that I'm handsome, but even if I'm handsome, I have to go above and beyond to kill the enemy."
Bai Xiaolong fought hard and refused to give in.
Whoosh!
However, Meng Yang broke the seal on the bark of the tree without saying a word.
"Look, my bark has been used, and you can only sell it to me, otherwise it will be useless for you to keep it."
Meng Yang broke the jar and smashed it.
You little white dragon, can you compete with me?
"Are you stupid? Why did you break the ban without discussing it!"
Bai Xiaolong was furious.
"I have no choice but to strike first!
"Brother, when I get out of my single life, I will definitely treat you to a big dinner."
Meng Yang felt a little ashamed.
But he has no regrets.
"You killed me, Meng Yang, you idiot!"
Bai Xiaolong jumped to his feet in anger.
Meng Yang looked confused.
"I have also broken the ban. Damn it...you ruined this strategy."
Bai Xiaolong wished he could kill Meng Yang alive.
The excellent Yuanyang swordsmanship was ruined by Meng Yang.
"You still call me stupid, but I think you are the idiot. I'm so angry!"
Meng Yang was immediately furious.
Damn it.
If this mandarin duck sword technique is matched with a girl, it will be unspeakably romantic.
But cooperating with a man is simply shameful.
We need to hold hands.
Damn it!
Even if I die in Meng Yang's life, even if I jump from the cliff in the wet realm, I can't hold hands with Bai Xiaolong.
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