For their own ideals, or just to survive, many people live in confusion every day, doing things they don't like to do, complaining about their own incompetence, complaining about their own cowardice, complaining about their own vulgarity and
alone
However, despite a lot of complaints, most of these people still live in a cycle day after day, and few of them can really break free.
This is a very sad question with no answer.
Before Chen Feng left the Hengsheng Band, he had a more or less similar mentality. However, he was lucky and received God's mercy, and his life changed from then on.
So, today at the celebration party, after chatting with Song Xiao for a while, when I heard him complaining about his inability to adapt to the wine table culture, complaining about his mediocrity, complaining about his confusion, and complaining about his incompetence, Chen Feng immediately thought of it.
The song Someone Like Me.
The content described in this song is very similar to Chen Feng's previous mentality, very similar to Song Xiao's current mentality, and also similar to many unknown people in this city and the world.
These people should feel something when they hear this song.
So, when Chen Feng drove An Ruohua back home, he was still immersed in that emotion.
An Ruohua also noticed his abnormality and held his hand gently.
"What's wrong with you? Are you tired today?"
Chen Feng shook his head: "Nothing, I just suddenly thought of a song."
An Ruohua immediately became interested: "What song? Is it a new song? I want to listen to it!"
Chen Feng pinched her cheek and said with a smile: "Aren't you tired? Go to bed first and I will sing to you tomorrow."
But An Ruohua shook her head: "No, I just squinted in the car for a while, and I'm not too tired now. It's okay. You go ahead and write. I'll wait for you."
Chen Feng smiled helplessly and could only go to the study room to get his guitar.
Originally, An Ruohua thought that Chen Feng needed to brew for a while, so she took off her coat and lay down lazily on the sofa. However, within a few minutes, Chen Feng came out again.
Sitting on the chair in front of the coffee table, Chen Feng gently played the guitar.
An Ruohua didn't bother to get up, so she lay on her side on the sofa and turned to look at Chen Feng, who was playing and singing.
Chen Feng's guitar suddenly stopped playing, but soon returned to a stable level. However, at this time, Chen Feng no longer looked up at the sofa.
calm down, calm down
Soon, Chen Feng's attention was focused on the music again. After playing the prelude, he started to sing lightly.
"An excellent person like me should have lived a brilliant life, but how come he is still drifting in the sea of people after more than 20 years?"
"A smart person like me has bid farewell to simplicity long ago, but why do I still not understand how a glass of wine can exchange favors from others?"
"How many people have you seen who are confused like me, who are searching like me, who are doing nothing like me!"
Listening to Chen Feng's singing, An Ruohua's eyes gradually became moist. She could tell that this song contained the past events and emotions that Chen Feng had experienced before.
Before he quit the band, although he was busy with the band's affairs every day, he was actually very depressed in his heart. An Ruohua had been living with him for a long time, so she could naturally feel it.
At that stage, he and An Ruohua were both busy for life, and they would never forget the feeling of running around and working hard.
Today, perhaps influenced by Song Xiao, Chen Feng recalled the past again, so this song naturally flowed out, which is also a kind of remembrance and memorial to the past.
"How many people have you seen who are confused like me, who are searching like me, who are doing nothing like me?"
"How many people are there in the world who are lonely like me, stupid like me, and unwilling to be ordinary like me."
"Would anyone feel sorry for someone who is so inexplicable like me?"
Finally, after singing the song, Chen Feng slowly let go of the guitar.
After singing this song, the emotion he had been holding back finally came out, and he became a little more relaxed.
However, after An Ruohua listened, her emotions fell into her again. She suddenly got up from the sofa, came to Chen Feng, and gave him a big hug.
"My little Fengfeng, I feel sorry for you, and I will always feel sorry for you!"
Chen Feng felt the tenderness in An Ruohua's voice and couldn't help but move slightly, but he suddenly felt out of breath. What was going on?
"Thank you, my little Huahua, can you relax a little? I'm almost suffocated to death."
An Ruohua looked down and saw the top of Chen Feng's head, who was being held in her arms. She blushed and immediately stepped back.
"What happened in the past has passed. It's best not to write such negative songs in the future." An Ruohua said seriously.
Chen Feng nodded: "Actually, it's okay. I was mainly influenced by Song Xiao today. I also plan to sing this song for Song Xiao. He has just come to Tailang, so I always need to give him a little confidence."
An Ruohua nodded: "Well, this is quite appropriate. Anyway, although this song is a bit sad, it still sounds good, and the lyrics are also very poignant. Well, my little Fengfeng is really talented.
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"Hehe, aren't you talking nonsense? There is no need for you to say it again for such a matter of course!" Chen Feng started to sneer, and at the same time he tried hard to make An Ruohua happy.
Sure enough, An Ruohua immediately started fighting with Chen Feng.
"Bah, if I praise you, you will immediately get carried away, right? Let's see if I can praise you again in the future!"
"Praise, of course you have to praise me. No matter what I do, I will be happiest if you praise me and I can do better!" Chen Feng said with a chuckle.
"Hmph, you're so glib!" An Ruohua reached out and poked Chen Feng, then got up and went to wash up: "I'm so tired, I'd better go to bed early."
Chen Feng nodded immediately: "Okay, I understand, let's take a rest right away!"
Song Xiao came home very late. The place where he lives now is a single apartment rented by Tailang Entertainment for him. Although the apartment is small and only has one bedroom and one living room, it is enough for him.
During the second half of the celebration party, Xu Tailang and Yu Fei came over to chat with him for a long time. On the one hand, they expressed their welcome to him for joining Tailang Entertainment, and on the other hand, they briefly discussed his next plans.
Now that he has joined the new company, Song Xiao naturally wants to release new songs as soon as possible. Moreover, he really has some stocks during this period. Although the quality of the songs he writes may not be as good as Chen Feng's, in his own opinion, they are still good.
He is quite excellent, so he prefers to release new songs and albums with his own works as the core.
Yu Fei's good friend Xu Tailang also expressed his support for this. After all, if Tailang Entertainment develops in the future, it will not be possible to rely on Chen Feng to write songs alone forever. Therefore, they still value singer-songwriters like Song Xiao very much.