"That translated name," Qin Jie paused and said, "I have forgotten it."
The tip of Chen Enci's heart felt as if it was violently touched by something, and it beat very hard several times.
Forgot, can't forget.
She suddenly felt that this was not her own illusion, but a woman's natural intuition. She didn't know where the confidence and determination came from, and she felt that Qin Zhe meant these five words to her.
Through chatting, I told her my inner thoughts that I couldn't express verbally, just like a drunken person telling her true feelings through jokes. On April Fool's Day, I used Happy April Fool's Day to tell her the secret that makes me crazy alone.
.
Qin Jie didn't speak anymore, the movie was still going on, and fluent English filled the entire theater, but Chen Enci's ears were blank.
After an unknown amount of time, she turned her head slightly.
Qin Jie had already sat up straight, staring straight at the big screen in front of him, looking serious and focused.
If it weren't for the lingering heat in her ears, she would have thought that the two sentences Qin Jie just whispered into her ear were a brief and illusory dream she had.
Chen Enci stared at Qin Jie's side face for a long time before turning his gaze to the big screen in front of him.
One second she looked away, and the next second Qin Zie turned his head slightly and looked at her profile.
Forgot, can't forget.
I have wanted to forget you countless times, but I cannot forget you countless times.
That kind of unforgettable energy, mixed with grievances, mixed with the urge to collapse, is pressed down in the heart and then swelled up, over and over again.
I told myself more than once not to make the same mistakes again.
But I have never kept my word when it comes to not liking you.
…
When the movie ended, it was already 1:27 in the morning.
Looking at the cast list that kept flashing across the big screen, Qin Zie never showed any sign of getting up.
Chen Enci saw that he didn't move, so he didn't move either.
After the last line of the cast list disappeared, the big screen automatically turned off, and the theater was plunged into darkness.
Chen Enci subconsciously sat up straight, "Well, are we going out?"
Qin Jie still didn't speak.
In the dark, people's hearing becomes much sharper, and Chen Enci could faintly hear the breathing of two people.
What does he mean by not saying anything and not leaving?
Chen Enci waited for a while and was about to speak again when suddenly the phone in Qin Zie's hand lit up.
The fluorescent light emitted by the screen was particularly dazzling in the movie theater.
Through that light, Chen Enci saw Qin Jie's perfectly curved jaw, and also saw Qin Jie, who had been motionless for a long time, and slowly turned his head towards her.
I don't know whether it was the light from the mobile phone or the darkness around him, but his eyes were very bright, as if they were hiding starlight.
He stared at her for a while, his eyelids flickering as if they were being discharged, "Why are you crying?"
"ah?"
Chen Enci never expected that Qin Jie would ask her this question.
Why cry?
At first she realized that she felt embarrassed when she cried. Then she thought, was she really crying because she was angry? Or was she crying because she was wronged?
There was a reason for this, but it didn't seem to be entirely due to this aspect... It was just that she had been with him since the incident, and she hadn't had time to think about it in detail.
At this time, he suddenly asked, and she vaguely knew something, but she was not sure. She opened her eyes and avoided his sight. The light from the corner of her eyes happened to see the band-aid on her finger, and then she subconsciously replied: "Finger."
It hurts."
These four words immediately made her find the exit. She nodded, as if to convince herself, and spoke decisively: "It really hurts my finger. Cut off a piece of meat. There are so many leaks."
Blood, it hurts so much..."
"Is it really your finger that hurts?" Qin Jie interrupted Chen Enci's nonsense.
His voice was quite gentle, but for some reason Chen Enci was unable to speak.
In fact, he didn't say anything, but Chen Enci felt guilty for no reason.
She always felt that he had seen through the secrets in her heart.
Even she herself hasn't figured out the secret yet.
The movie theater fell into silence again. The screen of Qin Zhe's mobile phone went off. After a while, he turned it on again.
He was still staring at her, his eyes quiet and deep.
Chen Enci was a little scared when he saw her. She subconsciously wanted to get up and run away, but it was as if she was pressed hard on the seat by some force, unable to move.
This is the first time he has given her such a feeling since he and she have known each other for so long.
She didn't know what she was afraid of, but she was just afraid and a little unspeakably panicked. She felt that she was so unlike Chen Enci.
She wanted to say, "I want to go home", "I'm sleepy", "What do you mean when you look at me like that?", but her throat seemed to be stuck and she couldn't make a single sound.
come out.
Her heartbeat was getting faster and faster, and just when she could no longer bear the atmosphere, Qin Jie moved her lips.
His voice was very soft, but it was like a huge thunder exploding in her ears.
He said: "Chen Xi, are you jealous?"
Jealous...
He had used this word about her before.
At that time, she was so angry that she scolded him and belittled him as worthless.
But now she heard these two words and opened her mouth. Not only could she not curse out a single word, but there was a thunder in her heart.
Jealous...
Is she crying because she is jealous?
In addition to being aggrieved and angry, what's more, he's jealous. Does he not like seeing other members of the opposite sex around him?
The reason why she cried without having time to think about it was...jealousy?
When Chen Enci was angry, Qin Zi didn't think too much about it. When she cried, he felt more distressed and wanted to comfort her. When things calmed down, he realized that she was very abnormal tonight.
Her unusual behavior really surprised and surprised him.
"Chen Xi."
Looking at the little girl who couldn't say a word after being asked by him for a long time, Qin Zhe spoke again: "I wanted to wait a little longer, wait until the time is more mature, wait until I am more confident.
…”
The preface of what he said did not match the subtext. Chen Enci blinked and did not understand.
Wait, what are you waiting for?
"But you are so awesome," Qin Zie chuckled, "When I cry, I can't wait any longer..."
Chen Enci frowned and vaguely guessed what Qin Jie meant.
Her heart was beating faster and panicked. Her reason told her not to answer Qin Zie's words, but her lips did not listen to her brain. Without even realizing it, she asked: "...
…Can’t wait for what?”
"Can't wait to chase you."
The screen of Qin Ji's mobile phone went off again. He didn't press the button to turn it on this time.
In the darkness, Chen Enci heard him say again: "Chen Xi, from now on, I will chase you, okay?"