"Think about it, how can she have a sense of security? No one has given her a sense of security."
"For her, it's not that she doesn't care, it's that she doesn't dare to care."
"She's not the kind of person who can't keep her warm. She just doesn't feel hurt by anyone. She thinks no one can keep her, so she doesn't want to keep her."
"..."
Qin Jie didn't know how he left Du Wencheng's ward, nor did he know how long he had been standing in the corridor. He only knew that someone touched him, and he slowly raised his head and saw Tang Jiu.
"Boss, Brother Yu asked me to pick you up. I waited for you downstairs for a long time, but I came up before I could see you."
"Boss, why are you standing here alone and dazed?"
Tang Jiu kept opening and closing his mouth, but Qin Ji didn't hear a word.
He seemed to be deaf, his ears were completely silent.
After a while, he finally came to his senses and stood up straight: "You..."
His voice was so harsh that he stopped as soon as he started speaking.
He paused for a few seconds, cleared his throat, and then said, "Why are you here?"
"Ah?" Tang Jiu scratched his head. He just said so many words, did the boss not hear a word?
Tang Jiu had no choice but to say what he just said again. Seeing that Qin Jie's face didn't look right, he couldn't help but add another sentence: "Boss, are you feeling unwell?"
Qin Ji lowered his eyes and shook his head.
He stayed there for a while and said, "Let's go."
Tang Jiu was a little confused when he saw Qin Zie suddenly acting like a normal person. Although he was muttering in his heart, he followed Qin Zhe downstairs honestly.
Tang Jiu drove Qin Zhi directly to the door of the Four Seasons Hotel: "Boss, you can't go back home for the time being. I've opened a room for you in the Four Seasons Hotel. You haven't slept for several days. Go up and have a good sleep."
Bar."
"I have prepared clothes and other things for you. This is my mobile phone. You can use it first. If you need anything, you can contact Brother Yu directly. I will also leave the car for you."
Qin Jie was silent for a while, took the various things Tang Jiu handed over, and got out of the car.
After entering the hotel room, Qin Zi took a hot shower, wiped her hair, and fell on the bed.
Du Wencheng's words haunted him again like a nightmare.
In the eyes of outsiders, the love he had with her six years ago was extremely beautiful, but there is a word called self-awareness of warmth and coldness. He has always been very clear that behind all the so-called beauty, there are hidden dangers.
What she said to Su Nannan, "You can chase her if you want, without telling me" was like the straw that broke the camel's back, successfully detonating the hidden conflict between him and her.
He really wanted to see care and love in her eyes, so he took Su Nannan and began to test her.
From the beginning of "Su Nan Nan added me on WeChat" to the last sentence of "I agree", he took hold of this matter and told her repeatedly several times. As long as she showed the slightest displeasure, he would not
, even if it was just the slightest, he would immediately stop it, apologize to her, and tell her that he was lying to her.
But she didn't.
She was too calm, so calm that he couldn't see any hope.
He was angry, really angry. He couldn't help but be angry. He thought that if he ignored her, she would come to comfort him, but she didn't.
Many times between lovers, things really don't make sense.
No matter how good they were before, one small thing can make them mortal enemies.
At that time, he and she were mortal enemies. He was stubborn and refused to bow his head. He thought, I have coaxed you so many times, and I bowed my head every time. If you care about me, you will always bow your head once.
Like him, she didn't bow her head either.
There was only one step between them, but neither he nor she was willing to take that step.
They just had a cold war with each other for four days. During those four days, he became more desperate and more frightened day by day.
He was like a beast trapped by love, unable to find a way out of that love, but he was unwilling to give in. He searched hard and searched, and finally found it.
He wanted to marry her home as soon as possible, and wanted her to be his wife and protected by law. As long as this was the case, she would be his, and he would have a lifetime to slowly make her fall in love with him.
She agreed. She promised to accompany her grandfather back to Beijing on his birthday.
He was quite happy.
I'm really happy.
But in the end she lied to him.
She didn't come.
She broke the appointment.
He got drunk every day and refused to answer her calls or text messages. It took several days before she returned to Shanghai to find him.
At that time, he was thinking, look, if she said "I miss you", he could rush to Hengdian overnight, but what about her? It took her several days to come back.
In fact, she might as well not come back.
In fact, he also wanted to calm down.
But during that time, he didn't know whether he was competing with her or himself. He was like a madman, wanting to know whether she loved him or not.
The more he couldn't find any trace of her loving him in her, the harder he tried to find it.
He asked her if she loved him? She said yes.
The answer he was most afraid of appeared. He was unwilling to give in. God seemed to have arranged everything, no sooner or later. At that time, Su Nannan sent him a message.
He was like a child who couldn't get candy, he was willful and worked hard to show his presence in front of her.
He didn't know how she could be so calm. She said she liked him, but he was going to meet a woman late at night, but she was so indifferent. She liked him like shit.
He slammed the door and left the house in the most domineering manner. Only he knew how scared and panicked he was standing outside the door.
It is said that people pray to God only when they are most helpless and powerless.
That night, he didn't know how many times he silently begged God to let her come out, let her chase her out.
She didn't.
He was so worthless, even at that time, he was still thinking about whether she would cry.
He made a poor excuse and went home again. She was sitting quietly on the sofa watching TV with a smile on her lips.
Ha~
How ironic.
He looked at her as calm as a pool of stagnant water. He didn't know whether she was angry or desperate. He wanted to tear her off with such an expression.
He said, Chen Xi, let’s break up.
He said, break up, Chen Xi.
Look, even after he said such things, her eyebrows and eyes were still so plain and quiet.
At that moment, he felt that his dignity had been ruined and his face was shattered. He felt that he was extremely ridiculous, so ridiculous that he even wanted to laugh at himself.
He turned and left.
It was five years since I turned around.
In his opinion, he always felt that she didn't want him.
Because she is simpler than him.
He said they were breaking up and stayed at the door all night.
She said she liked him, but she didn't even give him a chance.