"No one has been so kind to me, but you were the first, so... I was very scared back then."
"This is the first time this happened to me. I really don't know what to do. I can only tell myself that even if you leave me one day, I won't suffer any loss if you are so handsome."
"It's not that I don't believe in you, it's that I don't believe in myself..."
The corners of Chen Enci's eyes were a little wet. She didn't want Qin Zie to see her, so she buried her face on the pillow, and said in a muffled, nasal voice, which was very heartbreaking: "I'm cowardly and have no courage. I'm just a coward."
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Qin Zhe's heart skipped a beat. He didn't interrupt his little girlfriend, he just looked at her in the video quietly and listened to her opening her heart in front of him bit by bit.
"I really resent both of them. If Chen Qingyun had been nicer to me, even just a little bit, and if my mother hadn't lied to me and taken me away the next day, I wouldn't be like that."
"It was them who caused me to miss you for many years, and it was they who caused me to feel insecure for such a long time..."
Chen Enci dropped a tear on the pillow. She took a breath and gently rubbed the moisture from the corner of her eyes on the pillow. Then she turned her head and smiled at Qin Jie in the camera: "Qin Jie
, is it particularly aggrieved to like someone like me?"
"I always stand still and always ask you to keep moving forward. Just thinking about it makes me feel aggrieved for you."
"Qin Jie, I'm sorry, I couldn't cherish you properly back then."
After meeting Chen Qingyun, Chen Enci thought about many things. The more she thought about it, the more she felt that the person she felt most sorry for was Qin Jie.
Her family of origin brought her too many shadows. Qin Zie was so innocent, but just because he fell in love with her, he had to accompany her to face those shadows.
Chen Enci sniffed the tip of his red nose, "It's such a misfortune to fall in love with someone like me."
Chen Enci felt that the topic was too sad. She lowered her eyelids and smiled, and her tone was much lighter when she spoke again: "But Qin Jie is over, isn't it?"
"I will be good to you in the future."
Chen Enci, who had been talking for nearly 40 minutes, felt a little tired. She closed her eyes and rested her mind while still reciting in a low voice: "It's good to be good to only you."
"Qin Jie, it took a lot of effort for me to be so courageous. You can't let me down."
"If you betray me... maybe... maybe in the future, I will never... be so courageous again."
Some courage only comes once in a lifetime.
This time it took a person's life's energy.
"If one day you betray me, maybe... maybe..."
...Maybe, like my mother, I will not be able to survive.
Qin Ji waited for a long time, but didn't wait for his little girlfriend to say anything later.
It wasn't until he couldn't help it and asked softly, "It could be something." The little girlfriend in the video was always quiet with her eyes closed, and then he realized that she was asleep.
Qin Jie didn't hang up the video. He stared at his little girlfriend in the video, slowly moved towards the screen, and kissed her eyebrows.
He was so soft-hearted and distressed by what she just said, but he still felt that it was not enough. He kissed the screen several times, then put the phone on the table and turned on the computer.
Qin Jie didn't close his eyes all night, so he watched his little girl through the video all night.
It wasn't until daybreak over there that the little girl lazily turned over and patted the phone on the pillow with one hand on the bed. Then he cleared his voice and said, "Are you awake?"
Chen Enci closed her eyes and kicked her legs lazily. After a while, she realized that someone was talking to her. She sat up and looked around. She thought it was haunted and was about to scream, but then she realized
The cell phone next to the pillow.
The phone was extremely hot. Chen Enci turned it over and saw Qin Ji in the video. He was stunned for a while and then blinked blankly: "I... fell asleep last night?"
Before Qin Jie could say anything, Chen Enci noticed the faint dark circles under his eyes and the corners of his eyes that were redder than usual: "You...have you been up all night?"
Qin Jie gave a faint "hmm".
"Why don't you sleep? I'm already asleep, why don't you hang up the phone and go to bed? Are you stupid..."
Qin Jie said in a lazy tone, "I just want to accompany you."
Chen Enci opened his mouth and mumbled the rest of the words to Qin Ji, but could not say them out.
Qin Zhe looked at his little girlfriend who was speechless, lowered his eyes and laughed softly. When he raised his eyes again, his expression became much more serious: "My little girlfriend, I like that you are not wronged."
"I want to like you, but I feel aggrieved when I can't like you."
"Don't tell me you're sorry. It wasn't your fault back then, it was my fault. I didn't wait for you longer."
"You are not lucky in this world, you are worthy in this world."
"Also, my brother went through all the trouble to chase you, not so that you can be nice to him, but because he wants to be nice to you."
"Hello, my brother is good. If you win, my brother will win."
"The most important thing is that once you have a brother, you won't be shy about anyone's candy in the future."
Chen Enci didn't drink. Even if she drank, she would never stop talking. Of course she knew that Qin Zhe's words were meant for her last night.
Last night was really uncomfortable. After telling him about it, my body and mind suddenly relaxed. Plus, I was having my menstrual period, so I felt unwell and fell asleep in a daze.
When she woke up and heard his words, Chen Enci felt relaxed. She looked at her boyfriend in the video, nodded her head twice, and said with a serious face: "Brother is right."
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"After surviving the most difficult days, no one will care about candy anymore."
"I only care about my brother's candy."
Qin Jie laughed, looking at his little girlfriend's cute and serious face, he felt a little regretful: "It would be nice to be by your side, I can hug you."
Chen Enci blinked, "Brother, how do you want to hug me?"
"..." Qin Zie was stunned for a moment before he realized: "My little girlfriend, it's okay, I know how to tease my brother."
"That's wrong, I'm just teasing my brother." Chen Enci said while avoiding Qin Jie's gaze with the tips of her ears red. She cleared her voice, tried hard to hide her shyness, and pretended to be calm before saying: "
You haven't slept all night, go and get some sleep. People say that staying up late will make people stupid, stupid, ugly, and incompetent. I don't want to be crippled."
Qin Jie chuckled: "Okay."
Before Qin Ji was about to hang up the phone, Chen Enci suddenly said again: "Wait a minute."
Qin Jie stopped moving and raised his eyes.
Before he could say "What's wrong?", his little girlfriend's lips came to the screen and kissed him on the lips.
"Brother, I love you."
"I love you the way you just want to sleep alone with your brother."